Wrote

The year passed so fast that it took only half a year. A few days later, lunar April 24 is the memorial day of my mother’s fourth anniversary. I think I still can’t go back. When can the factory leave? I still can’t go to my mother’s grave to worship. My mother’s grave must be full of wild flowers and weeds. Without my daughter’s visit, will my mother be lonely? Time didn’t let me forget my missing for my mother. Sometimes I dreamed of my mother in my dream. My mother was as busy as before and could never be idle, doing household affairs that could never be finished, for her children and her family. It is another year of wheat fragrance season. From the pictures sent back by friends, we can see that the wheat field in my hometown is already Golden. In the south, thousands of miles away, sitting in the store, listening to the soothing and pleasant music, the sun gradually climbed towards noon, and the sunlight shone through the cracks of shops and tall buildings on both sides, shining a dazzling white light on the cement road in the alley. Suddenly I want to write something, open the computer to release my thoughts, and many past events appear in front of me. I remember that in the late 1980 s, I was in junior high school when I was a teenager. Among all my relatives, my family was the poorest. My parents failed to support my four brothers and sisters by doing some temporary work. In the season of wheat cutting that year, when it came to Sunday, I followed my neighbor’s uncle and grandmother who were more than 60 years old and walked to the countryside seven or eight miles away to pick up wheat ears. In the wheat fields harvested by farmers, every left wheat ear is in our pocket like a treasure. At noon, I ate a bowl of noodles with my uncle and grandmother at the relatives nearby. The simple hostess took out an old white enamel jar and poured me a cup of boiled water. It was a village called Hailou. There were several straw houses in the yard of the hostess’s house. There was no furniture in the house, and even the bed was covered with fur and grass. The real poverty was as poor as washing and the house was bare. Seeing the hostess’s face looks like 20 or 30 years old, she is a born dwarf with a head less than one meter and short hair. She can see a doll from her back. Dwarf is a word I have seen in books. Now this dwarf is right in front of me. Maybe the Seven Dwarfs in fairy tales are so high. Later, I met the husband of the dwarf, a handsome and medium-sized young man. I heard what my father said. Near my house in the county, the man was holding a sharp iron bar, which pricked the falling paper on the ground. I know why his family is so poor. Besides doing farm work, men go to the city to pick up rags in their spare time, To raise his wife who was not able to work and their children. Now decades have passed, the county has been expanding, many villages in the suburb have been demolished, and tall buildings have been built one after another. It was unknown that the dwarf family had already lived in a building like a city dweller. In recent days, I have been busy with micro stores, dealing with every customer carefully, and also guarding against some tricky questions raised by some people. I was very open-minded to Jiang Taigong who was willing to fish. I never insisted on it and only waited for the fish to come to my door. Just sell some ordinary jade pendants, bracelets and so on. Customers are all relatives and friends, or friends of friends. However, few of my registered micro-shop skin care products come here. They are willing to plant flowers and flowers, and they are not willing to insert Willows into shade. What I really sold was forced to be delivered to my door. Some of them were sold by me on my own initiative and I couldn’t bear to refuse. Only a few people felt good and bought it again. After all, the fellow-townsman friends I want to know are limited, and the space is only a hundred people. So I applied to install Taobao online store to monopolize my favorite skin care brands. Expect strangers to come to the store, expand the market space, no longer be limited by the narrow circle of friends, everything is ready, and the product can be released after paying the deposit. I feel that I have no experience and dare not take risks. I want to consult my friends, and then take it easy. In this way, micro stores are aimed at acquaintances, while online stores are aimed at strangers. Isn’t it said that if you work hard, you will have a chance to succeed? If you don’t work hard, you won’t even have a chance. In the past, I always saw netizens saying that his articles were changed into sex theft, and I didn’t think so, because only well-written things would attract literary thieves. I entered the names of my previous articles casually for several times, and found that several articles were taken by some people without changing one word into their microblog or space, and the authors also changed their names, this is the so-called lust. Maybe they really like these articles, so they just copy and paste them, and take them away regardless of others’ hard work achievements. Maybe vanity is a fault, or ordinary people’s articles are not easy to be found, and articles stolen by celebrities are easy to be arrested and attacked. Fortunately, I am not a celebrity, and the article is also Ordinary. If I steal it, I will steal it. It is not a bad thing to let them advertise it to me and let more people see it. The weather in June was really changeable. In the morning, the sun was still shining and the heat wave was rolling; In the afternoon, thunder rumbled and the eaves rained like pouring rain. I saw an article in the newspaper two days ago, saying why the fruits of plants are round? The answer is to adapt to the natural environment. When there is wind and rain, the circle will narrow the stress surface and reduce the damage. I think people are the same. Sometimes, in order to survive, we have to compromise. Sometimes, we have to compromise and seek perfection to get through the difficulties. Survival of the fittest is the way of nature! Now I am no longer writing down my thoughts casually like before. There is a little trouble that the whole world knows. I don’t even publish things in the space easily any more. I like to publish things directly on the website, and I prefer to let strangers read my own articles. No scruple, no psychological burden, write if you want. The above words I am written to June, my mother and myself. Praise on June 5, 2015 (prose editor: Ink drops into wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Future

In July, it was so hot that I started my own trip. I thought that the job I chose would see a bright office with colleagues traveling in formal attitud. Work was like traveling. From this station to another station, then we started a new stop. I want to change my life in a city. I want to see what the outside world looks like. I don’t want to follow my parents’ mood like this, he was buried in a city all his life, even though I am liked a comfortable life. Maybe I am very suitable for a boring and stable job. I don’t have any great revenge, nor do I yearn for a gorgeous life. Unfortunately, when I just started to work, I was full of disappointment, from one city to another, and then to another city, so I lived here. Everything was totally different from what I had imagined. It was better to be defenseless than to be prepared. For a moment, I felt at a loss. I am a casual person. If I come here, I will settle down. It was not until recently that I began to think about whether it was too late for all my life, the life I wanted, and the future I pursued. When I was still studying, I would talk about work or something else. The most important thing is to enjoy the rest of the good time and do something I want to do. I have no regrets about this, but for us who are unprepared, we need to pay more when we work. We will be confused and don’t know what we want, just like lonely travelers in the desert, I don’t know where to find my own oasis. I began to reflect. I began to think about what I had done for my future life with 1/4 life? I began to feel that it didn’t matter whether to take the college entrance examination or not. I began to hate the praise I had ever asked for, as long as I heard who said what kind of university did xxx’s children go, unconsciously, there is always an inexplicable sneer appearing in my heart. At first, I felt that reading books didn’t have much effect on life and pursuit. Considering that I spent two or ten years and got nothing but a college diploma, maybe I can’t deny that I have a lot of things here, but what I began to reflect on was, why does that diploma become so important? I suddenly can’t understand! I still remember that when I was in the third year of senior high school, someone gave up, someone studied hard, and only scores were reflected in his eyes, nothing else. Nowadays, I always want to ask those hard-working children what do you want to do after your dreams, or what kind of dreams do you have? Maybe everyone has no answer! University is the Palace of freedom, where youth is particularly flamboyant, love, communication, laziness, willfulness, and social transition, all kinds of, unrestrained. Maybe this is also the beginning of our disorientation. I don’t know where to go from here, so I enjoy the present! The dream I was once instilled was university. Now I realize my dream, just like in a strange city without navigation, I can only enjoy my greed to my heart’s content. Then I started to work. Life forced you, and you started to look for your own path. Did you make do with it, or suddenly woke up, picked up the young dream and started to move forward? Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

si yue

April, the season of happiness and sorrow (the 11th issue of selected writers) article/Ma Jiu (QQ:598849504) early in the morning, I just got up and found four or five cicadas were flying around in the room, maybe they want to go back to nature and have lost their way. Only a few days before you were born, you spread it to the House boldly. As soon as I opened the door, they went away only to hit the nature. The day of April is dull and irritable. The sunshine is hot in April. Even if you are holding an umbrella on the road, you will feel a slight pain on your face after a long time. When the asphalt on the road is dried, it is inevitable that your sole will be covered with a layer of asphalt, and your steps will be stumbling and heavy. Cicadas cried feebly on the tree, dogs on the roadside were spitting out letters, and the sound of driving cars was dull and feeble! The rain in April comes and comes and goes. It’s graceful and eccentric! If you go out in April, remember to bring rain gear no matter how sunny the weather is. Otherwise, no one can help you when the wind comes and rain comes. Ask for trouble and let the rain Go! The day of April is also full of vitality. The other night, when the sun was setting. The old people carried their princes to the courtyard to enjoy the cool, chatted and began to chat. There were a group of kids here, some playing hide-and-seek in the woodpile beside the house, some playing in a circle on the playground, and some playing with each other. Look at their appearance, they are innocent, carefree and happy! Young men and women walked towards the village head one by one. They held hands, talking and laughing, sweet. Oh, you are still in the grass to hear the more lively things. They are holding a very big concert! Cricket is playing the piano, Locust is singing, frog is chanting poems. Everyone rushed to make a debut, which was very lively. It was getting dark, and they began to light flashing lights, flashing, high and low, chasing after each other. The atmosphere became more and more warm, and the sense of space gradually enhanced. Yes, maybe fireflies feel tired too, crawling on the grass for a rest, but the light is still the same! April is busy. Some of the farmer’s grains have just been planted, some have just sprouted, and some have already had three or four leaves; Some have just been inserted for a long time, and some have already recovered to new green. Enjoy the sunshine and rain, so cool, swinging in the breeze. Children began to fish in the river. Their Paradise was by the river and in the water. Maybe they could not feel the heat of April, but only joy! Flowers are everywhere, and hardworking bees are busy collecting honey. Birds in the forest are singing happily, making friends, building nests and multiplying offspring. In April, a sapling that feels depressed and decadent at ordinary times, you will find that you have already pulled out new buds, and it is very tall and green by accident. It makes you feel incredible, and also makes you feel vigorous, giving people the hope and power of life. Nature took off its old clothes and put on new clothes after the cold test of a winter, busy to welcome another summer. April makes people happy and worry. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

[Powder

At night, I was bathing in the gentle night breeze, wandering alone beside the jiushui River in Dexing, watching the colorful night scene and feeling the night of the small city. Under the decoration of decorative lights, the tranquil jiushui River is like a colorful brocade with various styles, colorful and charming scenery. The flowing river slowly reflects colorful and dreamy lights, which are charming, gorgeous and colorful, making people intoxicated. Colorful neon lights reflect buildings, pavilions, trees and lampposts along the river in the water, shining like pieces of gemstones, forming colorful wonders. Leisure pedestrians are like visiting in the picture. The lights of Dexing square were on, and the lights of Rainbow Bridge were also on. The lights shot the green trees like a transparent lantern on the roadside surrounded by trees, people can’t tell whether it is a real tree or a fake tree. Its light is not strong, revealing the warm color of orange and light green, which can only illuminate the foot, but can see the road under the foot clearly. The high headlight in the middle of the square shined the square as if in the daytime. The small light scattered in the withered grass emitted faint light, like stars dotted with light and green trees, reflecting each other and shining. The beautiful scenery made people excited and couldn’t help reciting Guo Moruo’s street in the sky: The street lights in the distance were clear, as if there were countless stars shining. The stars in the sky appeared, as if countless street lamps were lit. I think in the misty sky, there must be beautiful street lights shining like stars, which merge into a dazzling variety of street lamps, colorful lights and decorative lights to dress up the town as a world of fire trees and silver flowers, it adds colorful patterns to citizens. Into Dexing Square. Some people chatted, some played fists and swords, some played, played, played and sang, and some took a walk in the idle room, crowded with people and bustling. The most eye-catching nature is still the group of people dancing with music. Most of them are middle-aged and elderly people, dressed in uniform clothes, like twisting and dancing, accompanied by urgent or slow music rhythm, skilled movements stretch. The cheerful music floated over the square, the light and flexible arms were waving, the brisk dance steps kissed the passionate hot land, the steps taken were charming, the dance was soft and charming. The rhythm is gently rippling, song after song, burst after burst, a posture connected with a movement, accompanied by the vibration of black hair, in the psychedelic lamp shadow, show the beauty of women and the masculinity of men. Touching the hearts of onlookers. There are also children swimming through the fish with two kinds of skateboard, and the laughter like Silver Bell is so lively and lovely. The old people moved their waist around the square to relax themselves. There are young boys and girls talking with each other, the beauty of youth is shining, and a young and frivolous smell is floating. There are some people sitting on the lawn, Enjoy the pleasant atmosphere here and breathe fresh air. If Dexing square is a static picture, then the crowd is a dynamic scenery. I wandered there and enjoyed the fun at this time. The Dexing of the night is full of vitality everywhere, full of vitality everywhere, and full of the scene of seizing every minute. The street lamps stand gracefully on both sides of the road, giving off yellow and white light. The pleasant colors match each other, illuminating the black road quietly and also illuminating the wandering people. In the middle of the road, vehicles coming and going are running, which adds a lot of excitement and prosperity to the auspicious and warm environment. On both sides of the bustling Shanghai Road, there are many shops. Through the glass doors and windows, people who like to visit the night market are choosing their favorite goods. Outside a big shopping mall, a huge TV screen was hanging, and commercial advertisements were being played. A strong commercial atmosphere came to my face. The night was deep, and I stood in the night wind, breathing the fresh and clean air of the town, as if I was in the world of lights and dreamy ocean. Staring at the streets with changing colors, I felt excited and gratified in my heart. What flashed in my mind was: strolling on the streets to enjoy the night scene and being a Dexing person without hesitation! The night spread like splashing ink, the crowd dispersed, and the small town seemed quiet and peaceful. Under the weak street lamp, I went home in the night of the small town. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…