Early Heart

When I wrote down these words, I didn’t know what it was like. It was unforgettable at the beginning and not easy at all. From the original pure truth, the original clean and flawless, reaching the end point in stop-and-go, how many people can still maintain their original original heart? For example, emotions, no matter love or friendship, from the joy of meeting each other at the beginning to the joy of hatred, along with the fleeting time, are both ridiculous in gathering and separating. How many emotions have accumulated in the time for a long time? It is nothing more than a time-honored joy, a Time-Sharing sorrow. I only hope that after years, I will not complain about the pain and only say warm, but in my heart, who can really face the once intimate friendship from now on? You taught me the laws of physics, and I lent you half a dim light to talk about martial arts together on the way from school. It seemed that we were little Li Feidao and a FEI. I used to think that I could accompany you through mountains and rivers, and that you would accompany me through the snow and cold. I always thought that we were sisters who never separated. Little imagine young and frivolous you I, a paper note, several Qi, half-day tears ran, from gebenqiancheng. Three years of schoolmates, one year of sleeping together, those dreams with fragrance in the green, those ignorant worries in the flower season, those blurred lights after night self-study are still in the depth of memory, it is like a tranquil Lily in my heart. Love is the most humble belief, who says so. Who are you and me in the world of mortals? Who are you worried about? Who are you worried about? Looking in the vast sea of people, only to find the right person, to find a heart that understands you. It is not to meet the wrong person at the right time, let alone the right person at the wrong time, but to feel that person understands you when it is just needed, and it is also because of the fragile time, A little greeting or a little care exaggerates the feeling. It is the right time to meet each other late! A great beginning leads to a great end by keeping the original idea in mind. When stumbling, I was always at a loss. At first, I was ashamed to talk about the pursuit of dreams in life in front of the reality. How many people are brilliant and successful in the world? Most of them are like you and me, mediocre and ordinary life; Most of them are like you and me, busy working just for life, or even for simple food and clothing. The grandiloquence won’t resist the wind and sand soaking and sail far away. It seems that the weak muscles and bones can’t bear the evil spirit of sneak attack at any time. Looking across the sea, half mirage, half dawn. Even if what life gives you is suffering, you will accept everything in the difficult steps, keep a tranquil mood in the messy world, and stick to the kind, innocent and sincere heart at the beginning of life. Tolerate all the twists and turns and injuries passing by, strengthen your choice and work hard. The sunshine shines for you, the rain clouds shade for you, and the breeze is only for going to a summer vow with you. Don’t forget your original heart, then you can always listen to the sounds of nature, touch a few drops of clear Dew, embrace the beauty, return to the dust and be content with the dust, do not complain about the sorrow of leaving, only gentle. (The evening of June 25th, 2015) Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Woman

The clock ticked and time went by. The moon was full and the moon was short. Walking on the road of life, unconsciously, I stepped into the ranks of 40 years old. Looking back suddenly, I can’t help sighing that I am already a middle-aged woman of 40 years old. I am not only confused but also a little incredible. It seems that yesterday, I was still spoiled in front of my mother, I am already 40 years old with a little temper and a little pursed mouth. How can I suddenly work hard? When my daughter stood in front of me and was a little taller than me, I finally no longer doubted that I actually stepped into the ranks of 40-year-old women. Oh, forty years old! What kind of mood should I take to welcome my forty years old? What kind of mentality should I take to face my 40-year-old life? People all say that a woman Twenty is a flower, and a woman Thirty is a bean curd residue, let alone a 40-year-old woman. Maybe every 40-year-old woman has a little bit of self-sorrow and self-sorrow in terms of age and appearance. Perhaps, it is because I am a woman who is very ordinary in both appearance and other aspects. I don’t care much about my old face and the death of youth. Looking back on the 40 years of life, I just want to make a small summary of my life for the first half of my life on the day of my 40th birthday, leaving a little for my life, A unique mark belonging to oneself. When I am too old to walk in the future, when I am too old to look back, I will take it out and slowly recall, slowly chew, and slowly recall my mood at this moment, together with countless yesterday that will never come back, it will be recorded and meaningful! Before the age of 40, we took a life path of growth, study, pursuit, endeavor and struggle. Along the way, I have tasted all kinds of flavors of life, the world is hot and cold, and the human feelings are warm and cold. People and things that could not be accepted before have learned to accept calmly; The sufferings and pains that could not be endured before have learned to bear silently. The original willfulness and persistence, after the polishing of life, smoothed the mind and polished the edges and corners. Looking back on the past, how many hardships and sorrows have been indifferent. The hurdles that I once thought I couldn’t get through had gone with the wind in the corridor of the past which was like a dream. The pains that I once thought I couldn’t bear had been sleeping in the river of history with the change of time. Years will finally make people understand that there is no obstacle that can’t pass in life, only the mood that can’t pass. Therefore, I learned how to face injustice with smile and cope with fate calmly. No longer impatient when encountering things, no longer exaggerated when dealing with things. Before the age of 40, I always hope others can understand myself, especially afraid of being misunderstood by others. Therefore, when something happens, I always like to argue and express my opinions eagerly. Gradually, I have been used to listening first and then speaking. Facing the misunderstanding of others, I have gradually learned to laugh over. I realized a truth that some things need to be explained, because misunderstanding can be solved; While some explanations are redundant, because no matter how many explanations are, they are in vain. Face the misunderstanding calmly, because time will clarify everything. Looking back at the road I have traveled, I always feel that I have been struggling to find a person who can know and understand myself, so I locked myself in my heart knot and trudged for half my life, in the end, I found that it was still myself who could really understand myself. At the age of 40, I finally learned to bury my mind and deal with my emotions, and I won’t expect others to understand myself any more. Although, sometimes I still feel so sad that I can’t get along with myself, I have learned to let time help myself calm down everything. Before the age of 40, I might not know what kind of clothes are suitable for me. I always like to buy clothes very much. Almost every season, I will buy new clothes, and I will also buy some clothes that are not suitable for me. I don’t know when I don’t like shopping anymore. Even if I buy clothes deliberately, I won’t be like before. Even if I can’t see what I like, I have to go home before I go home, pick a dress that you don’t like very much. At the age of forty, I finally learned to choose the clothes that suit me and I like, otherwise I would rather lack than abuse. Just like making friends, before the age of 40, I was always eager to make intimate friends, so I would make friends with everyone, and I would not see if others treat you as a friend. At the age of 40, I have learned to make friends selectively, and make friends with people who share hobbies with me and can treat friends sincerely. Treating people with sincerity and dealing with things honestly is my consistent style and also the principle of dealing with people. At the age of 40, after experiencing the subjects of studying, working, getting married, raising children and so on, I can finally understand the hardship that my parents raised us in those years, and I can finally realize being a parent, there are many difficulties and all kinds of helplessness, and finally I can understand my parents’ good intentions of looking forward to success and success. Facing my children, I put away my bad temper, worn out my patience and dug out my potential. If it were not for my child, I would never know why my parents’ mind was so broad and could tolerate everything of the child; If it were not for my child, I would never know, it turned out that my parents used such broad minds to tolerate my willfulness in those years; If it wasn’t for my children, I would never know that I still had a lot of potential to dig out. Children not only add a lot of fun to me, give me a goal in my life, give me the motivation to move forward, but also give full play to my potential. I put all my parents’ devotion to me into my children. Children are almost the whole of my life. At the age of 40, facing the old age of parents, a feeling called sadness arises spontaneously. Because of life and work, I traveled outside every day. Suddenly one day, I found that my parents’ temples were covered with white frost, and my eyes became wet immediately. It turned out that my parents were old when I only focused on my own career, work and family, and my body began to stoop and my teeth had fallen off, but I unexpectedly had no consciousness. The sense of guilt filled my chest and the sense of shock struck my heart. A sense of powerlessness made me depressed and painful to cry. When the child was older, my parents were old. For the sake of the child, I ignored my parents’ old age, I have wiped my tears secretly with my parents behind my back. I can’t change my life, old age, illness and death. I can only spend more time with my parents and listen to their nagging when my parents are still alive, just like Chen Hong’s “often go home to watch”, parents only hope that their children can spend more time with themselves, and the family can live in peace and harmony. For them, this is happiness. At the age of 40, I understood a lot and looked down upon a lot; At the age of 40, I learned a lot and endured a lot. Forty years old is like a dividing line, dividing life into the first half of life and the latter half of life. The life of the first half of my life was always trudging from one mountain to another; I was always choosing, choosing the road under my feet, the road of life; I was always confused, I don’t know how to walk on the road under my feet, whether to wait or chase; I am always groping, and everything I haven’t experienced has to be done by myself. In the first half of my life, there were always too many uncertainties, too many confusion and too many pursuits. In the latter half of my life, I have been able to see clearly the direction of the road under my feet. Both my career and my family have stepped into a stable zone without much change, there won’t be too many accidents. Peace and stability should be the life you want for the rest of your life, and also the life you want for the rest of your life. I don’t want to be colorful, but to be stable and safe! Although it is already 40 years old, don’t let yourself stop learning, because only continuous learning can inject fresh blood into life; Although it is already 40 years old, however, don’t attribute yourself to the old generation in your heart. If you all acquiesced that you are old in your heart, your mind will be old and your mind will be vicissitudes. Although you are already 40 years old, however, we should also adhere to the principle of treating people with sincerity and doing things with heart. Now that you are already 40 years old, you should accept the fact that your appearance is old, and don’t feel bitter about it because your appearance is old; Now that you are already 40 years old, you should learn to cherish the people around you more and know how to cherish and follow the fate; now that you are already 40 years old, you should always hang your smile on your face, hide your sadness deep in your heart, allow yourself to feel sad and sentimental occasionally, but never allow yourself to immerse yourself in sadness for a long time; Since, at the age of 40, you should be more tolerant to others and always remember to face others’ mistakes with an inclusive heart. Forty years old, looking back at the past thirty or twenty years old, I found that my mood was already different. When I was 50 years old, I looked back at the life feelings recorded today, maybe it will only get your own calm smile. 40-year-old woman, 40-year-old feelings, engraved here, eternal! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Let fatigue

After a sleep, the sun outside the window shone into the room. The sun that had not been seen for many days finally showed a smiling face, which added a lot of warmth to this changeable spring. I don’t know what’s going on this spring, especially the cold air is not good either. People stay in the room all day long. Every time I want to go out for activities, when I look at the gray weather outside the window, I suddenly lose my desire to go out. Today’s weather is very impressive. The sun is shining, and the air is filled with a cheerful atmosphere. The pedestrians on the roadside also slowed down their pace, letting themselves enjoy the beautiful scenery around. My wife and I came to a park near us, which was supposed to have a better environment and fresh air. It is impossible to imagine that today’s Park is already crowded with people. People who have been in their homes for a long time go out of their homes one after another. When they meet acquaintances here, they say hello, which seems to be afraid that they will be forgotten by the society. In daily life, people are busy with work and life. It is hard to find such a good day to relax themselves physically and mentally and embrace the nature affectionately. Put down the troubles of life, quietly listen to the voice of nature, breathing this rare fresh air seems to be a reward from God. People’s happy figures can be seen everywhere. They take off their fat coats and put on simple clothes to exercise. Children are happy just like deer returning to nature and playing heartily. The warm sun is particularly comfortable on the body, looking forward to the God can give people more such beautiful weather. It can make people walk out of their homes and feel the feeling of this spring. My wife and I walked in the park, and all kinds of flowers and trees rushed to open, as if we were afraid of missing the Feast of the world and the perfect opportunity to show ourselves. The air is full of fragrance of flowers, which makes people imagine. The willows beside the lake in the distance have sprouted, swinging in the spring breeze. I didn’t know that I was too tired to sit on the chair. I fell asleep and slept very comfortably. In my dream, I was attracted by the beautiful scenery in the nature, I really don’t want to wake up for fear that I will never see such a beautiful scenery again. After a long time, I woke up. My wife couldn’t bear to wake me up, so she kept guarding by the side. This feeling was so comfortable that her tired body got a reply, the whole person seems to be full of energy. I really hope this kind of bright weather can be more, so that the Japanese pirates can have the opportunity to relax their nervous mood in daily life and let the whole person integrate into the nature. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…