Dream non-

Yesterday afternoon, I was sitting on the boss’s chair in the office, reading Lu Xun’s essays quietly with reading glasses. Maybe it took me a little longer to read books and my eyes became a little sour, so I closed the books, he stretched himself, stood up and walked to the window, looking at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window. The clouds were strange, unpredictable and unpredictable. You say it is like a sea, it is like the boundless ocean; Say it is like a mountain, it is like the thick, cold and proud Snow Mountains in Xinjiang I stood quietly in front of the window, my heart was immersed in this kind of empty mirage, and I didn’t know why. Looking at me, I was in a trance, and suddenly a sad taste invaded my heart. Watching the night coming, what else can I do for the society, the company and the family in this short period of time? Am I just muddled into the dark sky? I left the window gloomily with thought in my heart, turned back to the table, sat on the boss’s chair with no expression, and began to ponder silently. After thinking about the society for a while and life for a while, my brain hurt and I didn’t figure out any way, which made me very upset. It was time to get off work, he went home listlessly. My wife went to the VIP room to drink the wedding wine of the neighbor girl. I had no appetite for dinner, so I turned on the TV and sat silently on the sofa watching the TV news, after reading a current affairs report about the trial of corrupt officials, I sighed a lot in my heart. I turned off the TV, sat on the sofa and thought about Wen Qiang’s life path for a while, but I had no clue, so he stood up and went to the bathroom to wash his face and feet. Then he pulled the slippers into the bedroom, took off his clothes and got on the bed. He leaned back and covered the quilt. After a while, he fell asleep in a daze. I was wearing a white Taoist robe, holding a rod of iron in my left hand to brush the dust, holding a sword of Qingfeng in my right hand, riding a snow-white tall horse, climbing mountains and mountains, crossing the streets and markets, stabbing corrupt officials and killing corrupt officials, hoe bullies, beat rogues, and guard errands in the north and south of the country. They are more powerful than the old Taoist priest Qiu Chuji who cares about things. They are all mighty and arrogant. They are extremely happy and roar with their heads raised, I woke myself up with laughter. I didn’t know until I woke up that I had a pleasant Knight dream again. It was dawn and morning exercise was still early. I seemed to lie on the bed without sleep, recalling the dream I had just made with my eyes open motionlessly. The wonderful dream made me laugh happily. After laughing for a while, I thought in my heart that there are many officials who neglect their duties, corrupt and accept bribes in the society nowadays, who are wildly wandering in the downtown all day long, deceiving the world and stealing fame, competing for fame and wealth, and harming the country and people; some rogues and bullies with big heads and big ears were wandering around the streets and lanes all day long, rambling arbitrarily, accumulating wealth everywhere, bullying the common people and destroying the harmonious social life, which was really extremely hateful. When I thought about it, I muttered involuntarily: those big tigers who hurt the country and the common people in the society would be scared to sweat and pee their trousers when sleeping every day. Those flies whose conscience couldn’t get peace didn’t do some messy nightmares every day to punish themselves. Let alone the Lord Yan was unhappy, even the two little devils who wanted to live on the horse would be angry. When I was lying on the bed and muttering with my eyes open, I saw Ji Gong floating in front of me in a daze, and I just heard him say to me seriously: Hey, boy, do you know? As long as a person is greedy and evil, he will not have a soul. For a person without soul, some strange dirty things will be continuously born in his belly, and his mind will dream that demons and ghosts will pull his heart and tear his liver every day, pull his lungs, let him die, let him die! Only when a person has conscience, social morality, laws and regulations, family affection and universal love in his heart, can he have soul. Only people with souls can dream of the Northern Lights every day, live carefree and carefree life. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Always

It has been one and a half years since I wrote something. On the contrary, I haven’t cleaned up some things well. These things include all kinds of things in life. Some time ago, I saw a paragraph, which roughly means that people, whether their own life is happiness or suffering, enjoy or bear by themselves, do not need others to understand and understand. Some unfamiliar, I don’t know where to write it. Emotion is just like the words extracted at the beginning. I am that kind of person. At the beginning of the relationship, I was enthusiastic about it, and at the end, I was clean and neat. I always think that if you are not a good person, there will be something suitable for yourself in the end. Life is also unsatisfactory. It’s just that everyone’s life is not all satisfactory. When I think of it, I can always feel relieved. Then I feel that the new life should be treated as a new lover, which is regarded as the first love. Only in this way can I live a better life. I always feel that people’s life is too short. Maybe many people think so. No matter how unhappy they are, it is good to escape from it occasionally, under such a naive idea, I still feel that life is so short. Human beings always don’t have the day to live enough. For example, I always feel how short my life is. Maybe this is my dissatisfaction and greed. But why not cherish every day and live a happier life. It suddenly occurred to me that in which TV play I heard an unimportant line accidentally: the tree trunk with scars is very beautiful. At that time, I thought that maybe the life with scars was also very good. Those natural and natural beauty have nothing to do with years and experience. In fact, for many times, I told myself silently that this was not the worst situation. There were worse situations than now. And walking so beautiful, I threw away all the things that pressed me out of breath at that time, but occasionally I dreamed of them in my dream, those things that put great pressure on me in those periods made me breathless in my dreams. So when I woke up, I felt so lucky that the time had passed. I found that the time that gave me the most warmth was my childhood. Compared with others, my childhood was still not so colorful and free. But in my childhood, the simplest and carefree time in my life, I still remember the sunshine in the big yard where I lived when I was young, and the smell of quilts and clothes in the yard under the sunshine, fragrant and strong. I still remember the contents of some comic books I read when I was a child. Now sometimes when I do something, I occasionally recall which article and story I read when I was a child. That feeling is wonderful and my heart is very comfortable. I think there are good people and bad people in this world. Those good people are always framed by bad people in movies and TV plays. Their minds are so bad but they are always favored by God. However, I have never admired those bad guys who are favored because of this, he always stared at the characters in the TV series with hostile eyes and told them that they would be punished. This is me who had the right values when I was a child, and I still love myself like this. It is kind and stubborn, so when there are people around me who I don’t like, I don’t want to communicate with them too much. Therefore, I don’t have the kind of smooth worldly wisdom that others like. For this reason, some of them don’t like me. But my peculiar little heart cheered for this. While praising me, it always said proudly that I was also very disdainful of having intersection with bad people. Based on this, I always go my own way and treat some things and some people. So I also live so happily. Sometimes there is a little giant in my heart who sympathizes with this world, and it sympathizes with the clown who runs around for life in this world. Those who give up freedom and imprison themselves crazily in a certain fixed range, and those who give up personality for the visible flashy. The Little Giant in my heart no longer sympathized with them all the time. They were more pitiful than the dying prisoners. Not necessarily, because they are ridiculous to some extent. Life is actually full of opportunities that make people wake up suddenly. Those opportunities may be insignificant, and may have no feelings or help for you. But please don’t be stingy with your heart, your time and your material. These may one day become opportunities to achieve others’ lives. For example, from then on, they all made great efforts to achieve success and fame, and were well-deserved. More importantly, they had the courage to live and be happy. To live, most people always want to be as happy as others, because this is the saying that they always say how happy others are. So when I was young, I would compare with others, learn more and imitate excellence. As time passes, those lives are imitated, because most of what everyone wants are the same, they always imitated the winner, and then walked on the catwalk which they thought was vanity. In fact, the moment you learn to imitate, you will die. The death was tragic but silent, because what you imitated was success, not plump heart. You are just yourself. In the future, you will meet the most beautiful yourself. If you tell yourself this every day, then is your heart more abundant. But no matter what kind of people do not have the patience to love and comfort themselves. This trick of private thought cheating may not work, but who can be sure that it will not work. Because no one has ever tried it, people are too busy to support their families, fame and wealth, and almost no one is busy to take care of their painful hearts. In fact, taking care of them is very simple, you only need to greet her softly in the morning and night, and then tell her that you are very happy. You will be happy for the scenery you see every day, no matter how far you go in the future, you will be as happy as the world you see now. You must firmly tell her that you are good and you are so good. There is always something to expect in life. If you don’t have it now, the future may be gone, at least what you had before. Have you ever thought about the day when you own them? You must have imagined them very beautiful. Those things that do not belong to oneself and are similar to dreams are of course beautiful, just like the eagle flying with wings stretched, those hearty and delightful. But I am almost sure to tell you that once you have these things, they may not be so good. The almost doomed ending is that you begin to miss, those tedious things that were not worth mentioning and those burdens that once made you extremely annoyed. There is no need to worry about it, because those tedious and cumbersome things are life, life and the truest. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Spring rain

In the spring of this year, the spring rains one after another came quite timely, but the feeling that gave me was not happy, not warm, not to mention the feeling that the spring rain was as expensive as oil. The trickle spring rain is like sobbing and complaining, tangling my heart, like falling into the abyss, adding a lot of troubles, missing and pain. In this spring, my parents, parents and loved ones had physical problems one after another, which made me worried about him and rushed to cure him every day, making my body and mind feel tired. But what worries me most is my father’s body. Originally, my father’s body was very tough, and he had never taken medicine for injection in his whole life, but after the Spring Festival this year, my father’s body became thinner and thinner, my physical strength is obviously not as good as before. It is because of this that I am more worried about my father. When thinking of the reunion of the family during the Spring Festival, my father still drank with us, telling us some big reasons, and then looking at my father’s increasingly dispirited spirit and more and more confused thinking, I often feel sad secretly. The thing I worried about still happened. Just over a month, my father could no longer take care of himself. My physical fitness declined so fast that I couldn’t imagine it. Dad was not sick. He didn’t feel any pain or discomfort. He wanted to take him to the hospital for examination. He said he wouldn’t go anything. He also said he was not sick. He really had no choice, I had to invite a doctor from the county hospital to come home to have a look. After seeing it, the doctor also said that my father was not sick. It was the result of the failure of all kinds of muscles in his body when he was old, is it true that 88-year-old dad can’t do it? My father’s life was very short. In just one week, I only took two shifts to accompany him 24 hours a day. My father left us and the world that made him miss, he left the relatives he missed. My father really passed away, but I always felt that my father didn’t leave, and my father’s voice, face and smile were always emerging in my mind. Dad is a kind and strict father. Father’s kindness to his children is shown in his desperate sacrifice and dedication spirit. At first, there was a sister above me, but when she was 20 years old, she suddenly got seriously ill. In order to cure her, dad took her to the famous hospitals in the county and province alone. Sister a disease is 4 years, this 4 years, Sister almost all spent in the hospital, when we were kids, go to school and mother can only at home and take care of us several brothers and sisters, my father insisted on accompanying my sister day and night in the hospital. There was no need to say about his hard work. When the provincial hospital finally diagnosed her sister’s illness, many people persuaded dad to give up the treatment for her sister, but Dad said nothing. Dad always said that there would be no regret only after trying hard. I saw my father crying secretly in the corridor of the hospital several times, which was my concern and love for my sister. At that time, our family was a family of eight. Our father was the only labor force in the family. At that time, my father didn’t delay his work all the year round, and he couldn’t sell all his family’s ration home, sister sick after, 4 years home income alone mom with we use holiday side line, make some trivial money children, maintain our to school-to-day expenses, the ration can only rely on the returned grain, The famine is coming. In spite of this, my father still desperately sought medical treatment for my sister. Sister last days, stool product persistent time long, can’t self-care, dad put on rubber gloves, finger stick on soapy water, 1.1 point to sister cleaning, that care and patience, let us feel the greatness of father’s love for it. In the early 60’s of the last century, during the three years of natural disasters, every family lived by eating potherb and bark, only a few Jin of food in a month. For the sake of our children, father and mother would rather be hungry by themselves, we also need to save a mouthful of food and try our best to give the insignificant food to our children. They only rely on potherb, bark and weeds to live their lives, but also have to bear heavy labor, it was under their care that we went through that difficult period safely. We brothers have never heard dad praise us publicly since we were young. Dad always treats us with a stern face, which makes us fear dad from childhood. At that time, our family was very poor. In order to live, we couldn’t play freely after school or on holidays like other children, As long as we have time, Dad always assigns us tasks. After school in winter, everyone has to pick up a handful of firewood. At that time, it was different from now on. Firewood was used by every family to burn fire, and the ground was already bare. Where could we easily find firewood? Sometimes we had to walk far away, it took several hours to pick up a broken firewood. When we came home, Dad had to test our Labor achievements, and every time we got the evaluation, it was dad’s dissatisfaction, it is not because we have found less firewood, but because we cannot help burning the firewood we have found. In summer, after school, dad asked us to dig wild vegetables to feed pigs, which made us think we dug less every time. In winter vacation and summer vacation, it was even the hardest time for us. There were four brothers, and they played straw ropes one by one. Dad gave us the number of tasks every day. In order to complete the tasks, we had to work from early to dark, sometimes after a vacation, we are all tired to take off our appearance. At that time, I was afraid of my father, and I didn’t dare to say any complaints in my heart. But now I think about it, it was just the strict requirements that my father made on us at that time that cultivated our spirit of hard work today, It has become the capital of our whole life. Although my father was very strict with us, he placed great hope on us. No matter how difficult the family was, he wouldn’t let us drop out of school and always encouraged us to finish the final study, when we read it, it will be available to us. Dad is a very respected person in the village. People respect dad as a hardworking and thrifty master. From the time I could remember, I felt that my father never stopped and kept working all the time. Outside the house, everything was carried on his shoulder alone, I didn’t hear dad say a word of bitterness and tiredness. He is a very strong person. It was because of my father’s hard work that our family of many people lived in the village, which made many people envy. Not only did it not drag down the country, relatives and friends, but also made life self-sufficient. People respect dad, but also because dad is a reasonable person. Although my father didn’t read many books, I always felt that my father’s knowledge couldn’t catch up with him. Just saying that my father wrote good words, I couldn’t catch up with my father’s level after years of hard work. Therefore, I was not less criticized by my father. When I was young, I admired most every New Year. Many neighbors around the village came to dad with red paper to write couplets, seeing and hearing their praises to dad, I am also very proud of my young heart, feeling that there is such a special brilliance on my father’s face. My father knew many allusions, laws and morals and so on. Until many years after I took part in the work, I had to consult my father about some things. Every time when my family got together, dad also often tells us some principles of doing things, which has benefited us a lot. People in the village often discuss with my father about something big or small, which gives me the feeling that my father has never done a muddle-headed thing in his life. Dad is also a person who loves cleanness. As a farmer, no matter how busy and hard he works every day, he will never forget his cleanness. Dad washed his hair every day since he was young. The towel was always clean and bright, leaving the fragrance of soap. This habit of dad has a deep influence on me, and I have always inherited this habit of dad. In fact, what made the villagers praise and envy most was that Dad worked fast, well-behaved and clean. When it comes to these things, people will give examples of villagers wiping houses in the past. In the past, there were mud houses in the village. Every year, people would wipe mud on their own houses. Many people would spray their mud ideas when throwing mud on the wall, while when dad was doing this work, he sometimes wore a white sweater. After a work, there was no mud on his body, which became a good story for villagers to talk about after dinner. My father treats people sincerely and is hospitable and good at making friends. What impressed me most was that when I was very young, there were always some old customers selling local products from North Town. My father always gave these customers a lot of convenience and made room for them impatiently, give up Kang and let these guests exchange local products in the village. In the long run, dad will make friends with these guests, and constantly expand the circle of friends and often contact with them. People in the village also knew that Dad was hospitable. At that time, friends often got together, unlike now. At that time, as long as they were friends, everyone would take the initiative to help each other and never make conditions. Maybe it was my father’s character that influenced me and made me have so many good friends in my life. My father left me, which made my heart sad. My father’s past events made it difficult for me to count them one by one. What made me sad most was that, dad asked us, who were children, to pay and show filial piety to him too little. He never worked for children. Even when he was old, his children were not around, and he even didn’t come home for a long time. Dad never blamed us. Instead, he understood us more. Dad always said, everyone has a life to live, we are very good, don’t miss us, come home to see if you have time, don’t come if you don’t have time. Even under the condition that dad’s health was getting worse and worse, he didn’t let us run home. What he thought about was us, but he didn’t let us think about him. Now, let me truly feel the painful feeling that the seed wants to be filial but cannot be treated. Dad, your spirit will last forever, Heaven flowers bloom, pray for my father, spring rain is like crying, see my father off. Dad, my son shouted long, you are in my heart forever! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Time

I like to stroll in the setting sun after dinner. The wind is light, the grass is green, and my heart is calm. A kind of simplicity, no hurry and no rashness; A kind of free and easy, neither supercilious nor supercilious. Open time of door, shanfanjiujian, Nano light. In the early years, I liked to smear on my face. I was busy every morning. Breakfast could be omitted, and I would never spend 2 hours on makeup. Not now. Breakfast must be smooth, chewing slowly, and then going out with a plain smile. In the early years, it must be the most fashionable to wear clothes. You can endure the cold winter and never allow yourself to dress up fat. Not now. You must wear the most comfortable clothes. Keeping warm in winter becomes the first element. Yesterday when I went shopping, I saw a pair of beautiful high-heeled shoes. I put them on, stood in front of the mirror and looked at them again and again. Finally, I took them off and put them back on the shelf, because I didn’t want my toes to feel tired. On a business trip a few days ago, I accidentally saw an old gramophone in a video store and bought it without hesitation. When I got home, I placed it carefully in the living room. When the disk was spinning, Teresa Teng’s singing sounded. Through the gap of time, some soft memories surged into tears. There were also times when I was at a loss, I would always think of Zhu Ziqing’s “hurry” unconsciously. The sun was full of feet, moving gently and quietly, and I was also spinning blankly. Therefore, when washing hands, the days passed from the basin; When eating, the days passed from the rice bowl; When silently, I went to think of Zhang Ailing and Hu Lancheng from the eyes of her eyes, one was the most famous female writer in Shanghai at that time, and the other was an important member of Wang puppet government. Their love affair was a legend. In troubled times, they met, knew each other, fell in love, and broke up. Finally, a generation of talented women died in a foreign country, and there was no one around when they died. Who can say that her love is not thin? Who can say that Zhang Ailing’s life is not thin and cool? In the thin and cool time, I wrote clear words, lonely, proud and lofty, but what I left to the descendants was endless wealth and exclamation. Maybe I really responded to that sentence without a lot of cold, how can plum blossom smell! It is thin and cool, just like the glittering dew on the grass leaves in the morning, revealing a little chill; It is thin and cool, just like the blooming flowers in time, with pieces of stubbornness. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…