Trance

In a trance, I don’t know if I should write down these words. In the evening, the gray ceiling lamp on the roof of my bed, as long as I close the curtain and turn off all the lights, it will cause trouble on it like a ghost lamp. I can’t remember when it was like this, only in recent days did I notice it. In fact, everyone knows that this is not a big fuss, but for me, it is a big deal. Because, in recent years, I managed to eliminate the stubborn disease of taking sleeping pills for decades. In this way, don’t you want to repeat the chronic illness? Just like at this time, I squeezed my eyes and lay on the dark bed. I told myself not to think about anything and forced myself to fall asleep as soon as possible. But no, the light on the roof began to cause trouble again. I know I am causing trouble. I said I was squeezing my eyes, but actually I just opened my eyes at all. Mind and thought are more active than ever. I don’t know what I’m thinking. I just feel that my thoughts still stay in “on philology”, and stay in the signified, signifier, on the scene, I looked up at the flashing lamp, immersed in the trance in front of me, as if I had gained a new life, and my heart was empty. I almost forgot my existence and didn’t know where I was. It seemed that I was wandering in the vast and boundless words again, which was caused by my subconscious mind, but I couldn’t help knowing how to take my thoughts in. Therefore, I pressed the stream of consciousness, and quickly opened the sky blue light on the head of the bed. The gray-white ceiling lamp on the roof returned to its natural state. But I can’t turn on the light all the time. The purpose of turning on the light is to look for sleeping pills. Where to look? Sleeping pills that have not been taken for a long time, like an old friend, are strange to it for a while. Reluctantly, I stepped up from the Quilt, took my shawl casually and covered it on my shoulder. I want to search in the small bag I carry at any time, but no. Then I pulled my shoes, looking for them in the small medicine bag in front of the windowsill, but there was still no. I am in a hurry and want to look for it in the living room. However, before I moved away, a wonderful scene came into my eyes through the curtain. There was a round orange shadow in the middle of the branch of the huge green holly tree outside the window, shining brightly in it. I don’t believe this is true, or I am dreaming, or it is an illusion like I saw the black shadow when I was young. At the same time, I think, can this small bedside lamp have such a large light-emitting force, penetrating the beige curtain, penetrating the 5cm glass, and directly hitting the holly tree? I am no longer me. I have forgotten myself completely at this moment. I forgot everything and only felt that I was in another world, enjoying all the wonderful things in front of me and all the things created by nature for the night. I also saw the orange light and shadow shaking back and forth between the branches of the holly tree, as if I saw my running blood shaking in my heart. I even wanted to keep shaking like this. When I couldn’t myself, my little golden retriever screamed wildly. I woke up, go to the living room to find sleeping pills.. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

As

Often, when I am free, I will think about such a question. I will think about why it is like this, such as graduating from college. Graduation is the same as everyone. But why haven’t graduated for a few years, but it has begun to be in the sky. Looking at the people around us, we will certainly know that the same starting point, different results, some children are older. Have a group of people, 94 years, he did very well, he was allowed to share, he said, also not earn much, before what all don’t understand, then into group for a month, now I earn about 500 a day, and I will earn about 5000 if I do an activity. To tell the truth, I am was shocked. Many people in the group were also scared, so they asked questions on YY. Why am I shocked? It is not that he earns 500 a day, but that he can earn 500 a day in a month. Thinking about how we really experienced for many years to reach this time. I believe a lot. Some people are older than us. It is a little difficult for them to earn 500 a day, but why can he do it at once. Is that he’s really courage is relatively large, such as how we say he just goes to, a lot of people brush single, a single brush 500, and he, with a single brush 50,000. Because he took the goods from his friend, he took the goods first, and he could owe the money first. The above point is that he is bold, and also very bold, so at the beginning he joined all groups, very direct. So he bought a studio on the Internet, which was also a few thousand shots in order to take good photos. Thinking of this, I thought of when we just graduated from university, everyone chose a different way, I am the direction of tourist hotels, so many people said that they would go to hotels, then start from the basics. To tell the truth, many of them are still on the basis. Of course, many people change their careers, which is both right and wrong, but basically, those who have changed for several times are still on the starting line. For example, we used to do group promotion, but one day we heard that it was very effective, so we ran to do that promotion, but we didn’t expect that we did it for a long time, but we couldn’t see any effect. So we switched again. In the end, I seemed to know everything, but actually I didn’t do anything. This is a typical temptation. This person was not beautiful, but he was very careful. After graduation, he went to the hotel, but he couldn’t be promoted, because every time he left, there would always be someone from the top. Finally, once, their hotel was acquired and a new manager came. The new manager thought he was very willing to work, so he became a confidant. Now she is doing well, following their manager. She was not in a hotel, but followed the manager. The manager went to which hotel she went. Of course, we are in the tourism department, and there must be beautiful ones, most of which are girls. One of them is just at the beginning, and I also super admire it. Before graduation, she said that she would be a first-class tour guide in China. After graduation, everyone was practicing. At that time, he often took domestic tours. For example, those from Fuzhou to Beijing and Shanghai took a lot of photos. We admired her very much. She said that she could go abroad after taking the international tour guide certificate. Just in a flash, when we graduated, she said that the tour guide was too tired to do it. At first, I am admired her very much, but later I found that she was the same as me and couldn’t stick to it. Because we also said in the book that Li Ji couldn’t take ten steps at a time, but Ma Shijia was reluctant to give up. Although some people are very fierce, they can’t stick to it. The front is also done in vain. There was someone going up, but she came back again. According to my thinking, she was also tempted, making money and living is actually very difficult. The first point of this person in the group above is that he is bold, just like the shoes I mentioned in the group, he took the house property certificate account book of his family to mortgage the loan, and finally got up immediately, and this means the speed and not being tempted. The speed is what others have said for 10 years. He only needs to walk for one month. Don’t be tempted is to insist on doing one thing. Just like my classmate above, he used to be very good. If he didn’t come down, it would be enough for us to admire him for half of our life. Just a pity. But life is like this. Different choices have different results. For example, if this person in our group chooses to go to work in a factory or to do Taobao, it will be difficult to sell his children’s clothing within a month, but there is no difficulty in Alibaba. Because his specialty is there. What’s his specialty? It’s simple, rough and bold. Besides, he is suitable for playing Big goods. Maybe I have plots. What our class admire is the graduate student, the teacher of that university. She studied very ordinary, but her choice was right, that was, she must be a college teacher, so she continued to study and continue to take exams, so she won’t do all kinds of things in school. Even if we make a lot of money, she still wants to continue studying. But it’s okay. She ran in front of us immediately. In fact, her willpower is not strong, but she knows how to control herself. For example, she would swear before endorsement every time. She said that if I didn’t recite this book at night, I would be knocked down by a car when I went out. As a result, she tried very hard to recite it, and finally passed the exam. The 94-year-old in the group, when she entered the group and talked, I said, “You can definitely do it, because she doesn’t know how to ask directly, no matter how late it is, she will do it directly in the future, of course, it is done well now, and it will certainly be better in the future. Because now he has registered a new company, and he wants to open another Alibaba to take turns to participate in activities. The same starting point, we had been walking for a long time, but he caught up immediately. Often we are really ashamed. Why did we walk for a long time, 10 years or 8 years longer, but they just walked in front of us in 1 or 2 months. In addition to learning, we still need to keep learning, continue and surpass, because others are much better than us. My Q:838504315, welcome to add. Like (prose editor: Ink drops into wounds) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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In another

I turned around and said goodbye to the place I had been concerned about and stepped on the new direction of my dream. Therefore, I came here in autumn. There is a little more disappointment and endless yearning. I think autumn should be the same. I didn’t go far, and my home was still standing steadily in the direction where I could go back, but I went out on one side, but in different places, it gives me different feelings. Just say, last year, I was there, watching the rolling rice, listening to the autumn wind, letting you be busy, I couldn’t help being leisurely; This year, I changed a place, passing the traffic flow, and creating a leisure, stay cool, only one hour away from the noise, can be near or far away. I am here, new faces appear and disappear from the surroundings one by one, and then my brain begins to lock some faces that often appear before my eyes, they collided and overlapped with those faces that were once the most familiar but hadn’t seen each other for a period of time, and gradually separated. Because memory begins to distinguish who is who and who is not, it cannot be confused. I said to the phone, everything is fine. However, there was some unwillingness to smell the sweet osmanthus alone. Walking alone on the broad road, without the open talk of the vast sea and sky, I was thinking about the moon and the moon. I turned around and nobody could say to her or him, this kind of flower is also called moon red. However, time is still walking, and life here is still going on. It really met the previous yearning, kept quiet, got rid of all the busyness, and began to devote to the life and place that I once dreamed. It is a kind of fate and coincidence to change the interest into the interest of understanding and get together with a group of people who share the same interests here. It is the casual encounter between him and this place. After all, the world is vast and wide, and even the water of the same origin may not flow to the same place. But we are all here, but we will never know others. Besides sighing, I always feel that something is missing. It was drizzle and a little cold. I could personally feel the scenery made up of people and things mentioned in the book, which could make people feel poetic and hazy until it was clear, my heart was suddenly clear, and the uncontrollable excitement made me unable to help shouting out, rushing over, stopping there, staring for a long time without speaking. On the way here, from a distance, I saw the two people holding a flower umbrella, one red and one blue clothes, nothing special, just like this, suddenly felt very bright and beautiful, the gray sky could never match the almost dizzy color, and the silky rain was just an ornament. It had nothing to do with whether it was cold or not, and there was an unspeakable warmth in my heart. We saw each other, and I smiled happily because of friends; They cried, and also because of friends. I listened carefully to the alternate hugs with their voices around my ears, happy and unhappy, as if the wind blew through the woods, which was boundless, distant and clear. The eyes are so hot, and the heart is also very hot. The Autumn here is not cool, but a little warm. When we get together, there will be separation. When we return to quietness, there will always be some disappointment. However, I know that everyone will have their own way to go and adapt to the way they choose, we may have to be different from our former friends, but we are not absolutely different from each other. Then we have new friends, new gatherings and new differences, which are repeated over and over again. They have their place, and I also have my place. Here is my place. Here, I will have my friends. Maybe I have to separate, but that is the future. In the future, I can’t tear it apart and can’t judge it. But now is just the beginning. The fragrance of osmanthus makes people stop and bend down to smell deeply. There are always people who know on the wide road. I will tell my friends, the alias of that flower. The beginning is a process, and the integration is also a process. Many people are trees here. When planting here, the environment needs to adapt, feel the cool seasons here, and feel the wind here, there are also people and local customs here. I am a tree here, there will be many trees in the future. I have been living here since this autumn and a new beginning here. I forgot to say that this is my dream. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. 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Old

It is not a romantic hut with flowers and plants blooming beside the small village, but a humble reinforced concrete square on the roadside in the small city.. But it carries the laughter and laughter of our family of five members for more than ten years. Along with the growth of our three sisters, people came and went, and we quarreled. Everything is so kind, every corner is full of warmth. It was not until many years later that we all grew up and got married and left one after another that we found that the new house had become a fragmented old house, which was old everywhere, and even its owner abandoned it and followed the children’s footsteps. The only advantage is that it can also rent for a few thin bills. No one feels its dissatisfaction, its cry and its attachment to the past. It was not until this year that my child was going to junior high school that I suddenly remembered it. It was the only pass for his child to go to a key middle school, and it was also the reason why he didn’t deal with it at that time. Now I am looking back from the tenant, and it is more miserable to see it with thousands of holes. I had an unspeakable disgust in my heart, but I had to live for several months. In order to survive for a few days, I spent a little money to ask someone to simply deal with it. If I can live there, I will do it hastily. Moved into the old house. The old house was like an old mother who had been abandoned for many years. However, without any complaint, I welcomed the rampage of my family happily. Quietly it still silently exudes father light tobacco flavor, rich wine, quiet of the night quietly telling the story of the past 1.1 drops in front of the I was young favorite Hall flower, the pace of parents when they were young, the tender friendship of little sister, the youth of sister, the invasion of outsiders one by one, the birth of new people one by one and the figure of grandmother who had passed away in the corner. The scenes made me recall for a long time. What a warm and lively everyone I used to be, it really made me reluctant. Now all these are gone, parents are getting old day by day, sisters are getting together less and more, and the idle things in life have lightly swept away the temperature of the past, only the old house still collects everything in the past, accompanied by it is only an old yellow horn tree in front of the door that will never grow up. Slowly, I felt uneasy. Because of the deep love of the old house, I felt guilty and heartbroken every day I stayed in the old house. Although I put on some new clothes for the old house, but a few months later, it still couldn’t keep my steps of leaving. At this time, I deeply realized how long and deep the love and yearning it was for young children to leave home and go back to their eldest brother, how lucky it is to keep the old house. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The years

Years Kong-style gone, from this festival is passersby. The taste of the New Year seems to have its own golden age, which is undoubtedly the mark of childhood. The older you grow, the more boring you feel about the new year. Looking back at those years, I was still young. Every new year, there are always expectations. Material satisfaction, complacent. As a child, parents have already been happy to buy a new dress for them, and with so many delicious and interesting contents, the new year has become the best expectation. Now, it is gone! I don’t know where Nianwei has gone. Hometown Spring Festival, there are always some fixed procedures to go. As I grow older, I always feel that many programs are optional, even formalism. However, people always pass on from generation to generation. They are so devout and worshiped as gods. I also hold back these words and say nothing. Isn’t it? These so-called customs and customs are supported by such hidden power in interpretation. However, under the impact of modern times, many of them began to fall apart. Before the new year, cleaning is the highlight and also a thing I hate. In the day of cleaning, the dust was flying, making the house look brand new. However, with such a thorough cleaning, the fire of collecting firewood can be high. I remember countless times when I was asked to sweep the floor and clean the glass, I felt no interest at all. Every year during the Spring Festival in rural areas, Yangchun was played, and Eaves ditch was also scraped. At that time, my heart was too heavy to play, and it was hard to get through the winter vacation. I had to take part in such labor, which made my heart uncomfortable, there are 10,000 unwillingly. Often, people are not in their hearts. When the sanitation is properly packed, the Spring Festival couplets will be posted on New Year’s Eve. In the past, people were invited to write spring couplets in rural areas, but now they are printed. I prefer handwriting. Even if it is not well written, I feel it is much better than printing. Therefore, I also wrote couplets myself this year. Of course, the Spring Festival couplets in rural areas can not be posted if you want, which depends on the situation. For example, if someone at home dies, it cannot be posted. It will take several years to post it. The Spring Festival couplets are happy, while the death of someone is a funeral. Presumably, it is to tell others to continue Confucius’s so-called three-year funeral. So particular, unknown, but still continuing. Nowadays, spring couplets are basically printed and become the product of industrial assembly lines. We miss the handwritten version, which is just a trace of the former industry! Under the rolling trend, it is bound to be hard to stop. Looking forward to the ocean and sighing, it can only add sadness. The evolution of Spring Festival couplets is enough to catch a glimpse! It implies two meanings. One is that there are fewer people who can write and want to write in the village, and the other is that people also step into the vicious circle of time is efficiency. No matter what others think, anyway, I am what I want to write, even if it is regarded as writing practice. I have left so many pairs for selling couplets this year, but besides printing at the gate, I write everything else by myself. If there is a large writing brush, I will write it by myself. On New Year’s Eve, I was busy from morning to night, so busy that the sky was dark and the Sun and Moon were dim. In fact, I was busy cooking food. I used to be poor and didn’t have delicious food, so I had a good meal during the Spring Festival. But now I have been busy for a day, but I have already had enough food and wine with only a few Chopsticks. I think it’s really not worth thinking about it, even if it is unnecessary, this is probably one of the reasons why the taste of the year is gone forever. During the Spring Festival, there are also two programs that I dislike the most. That is, New Year greetings and visiting relatives. In childhood, New Year greetings were always linked to material. It was just to find some delicious candies among the door-to-door families. I don’t know what it means. As I grew older, I also began to know that the so-called New Year greeting was actually permeated with a thick family atmosphere, and the concept of home permeated into it. New Year’s greetings have become a means of solidifying the family atmosphere. But now think about it, these so-called programs should be the embodiment form of the taste of the new year! In these programs, it seems to be plain, but people are devout in inheritance. But for industrial civilization, these procedures seem redundant and ineffective. Therefore, modern people are always contradictory. On the one hand, I hope the taste of the new year, on the other hand, I hope the efficiency. It’s a little bit like having both fish and bear’s paw. No wonder we can’t find the real taste of the new year. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. 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New Year’s Eve

Today is February 9th, 2013, and it is also the 30th, lunar December, 2012. According to the Gregorian calendar, today may be a meaningless day, while Yinong has always seen it, which is extraordinary. There is no doubt that the 30th day of lunar December is the most determined day for Chinese people and the most unable to give up, because this day is New Year’s Eve. Throughout the year, travellers who are away from home try every means to go home before this day. Going home is today’s theme, and going home is to get together on New Year’s Eve. Tonight, I pretended to be a little jiujiu in my heart, not for anything else, but just a slight mood came to my heart. I think it’s weird that today is my birthday. Yes, the I am registered on our household register was born on February 9th, and today is my 58th birthday. How can my birthday be linked with New Year’s Eve? Obviously, this is the contribution of the cycle of time. As a common saying of BA people, it is that Bao Ya ba bites lice and encounters a circle. He meets New Year’s Eve on February 9th of the Gregorian calendar, just like, every year on July 7 of the lunar calendar, the meeting day of Cowherd and weaving maid is not necessarily the same as that day of the Gregorian calendar. After 58 birthdays, I know that the difference between the new calendar and the lunar calendar is sometimes more than half a month, that is to say, I have experienced the time of celebrating my birthday before or after the Spring Festival. I checked that the year I was born was lunar January 17 of the lunar calendar. If the new calendar is compared with the lunar calendar, February 9th may be the day of the lunar calendar every year. It seems that the new calendar and the lunar calendar are matched only at the age of 19. There was a popular Spring Festival gala tonight, but I hid in the study and turned on the computer, just as Zhu Ziqing wrote in the moonlight in the lotus pond: it seemed to be mine, I also seemed to go beyond my normal self to another world. I love bustle and calmness; I love living in groups and being alone. Just like tonight, a person can think anything and think nothing under the boundless moon, so he feels like a free person.. On New Year’s Eve, I was alone in the study facing the computer. I felt what kind of mood Mr. Zhu felt when facing the boundless lotus and moonlight. Although this year’s New Year’s Eve is my birthday, our family is particularly quiet. Only my husband and I are at home. From time to time, happy songs from TV come from the spacious room, that is, my husband is watching TV. Because the family brought their grandson back to their hometown for the Spring Festival, of course, their son and wife would go back to their mother’s home for the Spring Festival. They called to invite us to spend the Spring Festival together. I felt it inconvenient and declined politely. My son and daughter-in-law didn’t forget that today was my mother’s birthday. They knew that I liked writing and gave me an Portable Apple laptop as a birthday present early, which made me happy for a long time. At this moment, I think that the days are always the same time. On November 17 last year, our grandson was born, and we welcomed the guests and let the family be full of friends every day. Just before New Year’s Eve, the nanny went home for the Spring Festival, and I was ordered to be in, act as a nanny. During the ten days of the whole spring festival, I didn’t go out. I took my grandson at home every day, sang lullabies in the corridor with him in my arms, and talked to him babbling. Now when I think of it, I also enjoy it, I really want to be with my grandson every day. After the Spring Festival, the nanny came back and the couple in-law came, so did I get away. Soon my son and daughter-in-law went back to their own home with their grandson and in-law. Although I was completely relaxed, I felt lost for a long time. My family is still a good family. Tonight’s New Year’s Eve is so cold, which makes me sigh with emotion. Time flies so fast that people can’t believe what year it is today. In a blink of an eye, the three poor and three rich we have experienced has become a thing of the past, leaving the Qingyang flute with a longer life and the Grand and vigorous chorus. At this moment, there seems to be a mountain spring flowing from top to bottom in my heart. The ding-dong spring is accompanied by the ups and downs of my heart, which is tender and tender in the air of the whole country’s Happy New Year’s Eve. After sending away the Year of Dragon, the year of snake is coming soon. In fact, Dragon and snake should belong to a family. The former is called Dalong, while the latter is called Xiaolong. My husband is a snake, and this year is his birth year. Because the folk popular men’s office was nine, and women’s office was ten. Last year, when he was 59, we celebrated his 60th birthday. In September this year, he was 60 years old and should retire. Before the accident, my husband was an excellent police officer, who was smart, strong and majestic. It was in this way that the police retained his title of criminal police for more than 20 years, and his salary and treatment were regarded as the same as the incumbent. After getting the salary of working criminal police for more than twenty years, I will officially retire in September this year. No one asked me to go to the criminal police team to get the police coat. I am still a little unaccustomed. Subconsciously, I would think that it has been 21 years since my husband had an accident. If he gave birth to a child 21 years ago, he would have almost graduated from college by now. Husband, your strong vitality makes you finally live to the day of retirement. How can I not sigh? I am a person who has a stable appearance and an impulse inside. I am not willing to be mediocre and idle. Tonight, I enjoy the peaceful New Year’s Eve alone. It is rare for me to be so sober, I remembered what my son said to my mother sincerely after reading my article on the computer not long ago. He said: Mom, you have time now. Calm down and watch more things written by others. You have been a teacher and a businessman all your life. Now you can realize another dream and be a writer. If so, you will be complete and realize the triple jump of your life. After hearing this, I burst into laughter: Ha ha, your boy has grown up now, and he will encourage his mother. I used to encourage you, but now it is you who encourage your mother. Tonight, my son’s words sounded so clearly in my ears. I sincerely appreciate my son’s encouragement. I feel that I am under pressure again. Good! Live and learn, and strive to achieve the triple jump in life! My last jump is writing. I really want to write down what I wanted to write before but didn’t have time to write. Besides comforting my heart, I really hope that as my son said, take a triple jump and become a real writer. Writing here, the sound of firecrackers outside the house accompanied by the laughter on TV seriously disturbed my thinking. I couldn’t control it any more. Go! Don’t write, watch the Spring Festival Gala! Written in: New Year’s Eve of 2013 like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) spring snow elimination Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Small village

The small village in my memory, every dusk. Standing on the roof of your own house, looking around, it is full of vitality. The smoke surrounded the rows of buildings, as well as the people who herded cattle and returned home, the people who took a small bucket to drench vegetables, the grandmothers and grandfathers sitting in the square chatting, and the little monkey children playing beside. All this seems so harmonious and stable. I love chatting, eating and playing cards with my family under the big yellow bark tree next to my hometown. And watching the stars together, the picture is really beautiful, really good. Even if you sit in the room and play, you won’t feel bored, because the noise from outside sometimes makes you laugh. But now, I go out to study. I only spend a short summer vacation in a small village. Yes, the picture before is just like the Water Moon in the mirror, that is the past. No matter how hard I try to recall, I can’t find the past time. Because some people left and some went out, leaving all the loneliness of the small village. At this moment, I am standing on the roof of my own house. Looking around, I could only stand by a tall building, but I knew it was empty inside. There are no rows of buildings surrounded by smoke any more. There were no people who herded cattle and returned home, not to mention those who carried small barrels of vegetables, and no children playing in the square. Yes, there are only a few empty nesters in the square for the rest of their lives. And in my home, the old Yellow Fruit Tree has been cut down. Sitting in the room, I couldn’t even laugh. Too quiet, too depressing. Only the small animals in the evening were singing desperately, only the lazy wind was blowing, and even the residual leaves covered on the ground could not be pulled up. Looking out of the window, my heart was like being tied with a knot, full of unspeakable loneliness welled up in my heart. It’s like being trapped in water and unable to breathe. Others say that time is ruthless. In my opinion, it is because everyone has made mistakes. I always sigh with emotion because I don’t cherish it and always leave regrets. I know, I just made this mistake. In the evening, I look for the past. Like a devil, tearing apart the scars of the village’s growth. I don’t think I should sigh. As time grows, the village grows. After all, the beauty of the small village has always existed and never disappeared. Looking at this small village, I know that it has just grown up. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Dragon King

Longwang mountain was called Black Pine forest when we were young. Hearing this name, it gives people an unpredictable sense of mystery. Therefore, there were some legends about the black pine forest spreading among people at that time, saying that one day a man saw several tanks suddenly coming out from the mountain without knowing where they were, in a flash, those tanks disappeared again. It was said that a troop lived in a cave in that mountain. These mysterious legends increased people’s reverence for the Dragon King Mountain. Therefore, ordinary people usually do not enter the mountain easily. Of course, my friends and I also went to the black pine forest once. Therefore, as long as the black pine forest is mentioned now, the mysterious feeling and deep artistic conception will immediately emerge in my mind: Although it is the summer season, the mountain is a piece of darkness and coolness covering the sky. As soon as you enter the mountain, there seems to be an invisible power of being shocked, which makes you dare not make public, even dare not speak loudly. Looking up at the towering tree, the mottled sunshine occasionally makes you admire. Buddha said: all trees are as small as axles, and there are ghosts and gods depending on them, and there are no free ones. I think even if he is a bad person, he will become restrained and disciplined at this moment. Because it covered the sunlight, there were no dense weeds in the dense forest except thick dead leaves. There was a deep pond on both sides near the top of the mountain. People said that was the eyes of the Dragon King. Because the pond can penetrate the sunshine, there are bright water lilies on the water surface, and the rare aquatic plant gorgon. The leaves of the huge dark green disc lay flat on the water surface, which looks very attractive. It even makes people appear the wonderful childish feeling that they want to become a scumbag to jump up and play. Such a kind of brightness suddenly jumped out in front of the deep and quiet forest, which really gave people a kind of unspeakable excitement. In such a deep mountain, it is a kind of kindness even if one or two voices can be heard occasionally. Now when it comes to Longwang Mountain, the original feeling of childhood has disappeared. I don’t know where the tall and straight pine trees on the mountain went when we were young? Anyway, now the trees growing on the mountain are all mixed trees with uneven density and unsubstantial materials, and later the local will build parks here, and most of these trees have been cut down, he also built a asphalt road for cars to climb the mountain, and the trees on both sides of the road were even cut to the ground, and there was no replanting after being cut down. Pedestrians went up the mountain in summer without hiding or hiding, letting the hot sun and the hot waves on the asphalt road evaporate, all of them were exhausted and covered with sweat, and they were not going to play but suffering. What was more unbearable was that the park had been built half of the time and no one could clean up the ruined Wolf. A few years later, the Dragon King pavilion on the top of the mountain was ruined with only a dilapidated skeleton, which looked like the remains of a disaster; The small pond became a dry and dirty sewage pool, the inside and outside of the Dragon King Temple were also dilapidated. Half of the broken Buddha statues were covered with dust. The Arhats on both sides lacked arms and legs, and some simply became a pile of fragments. Half of the golf course built blindly following the trend in shanao was just finished cutting down a large area of trees and then left, what remains are the ruined loess loss and the collapse of the mountain, while the surroundings of Longwang Mountain have changed a lot: large areas of development zones and one after another buildings have sprung up, and constantly forced to the foot of the mountain to enter Longwang Mountain, becoming an isolated island that would soon be swallowed up. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

A drop

A drop of Tears was almost sitting in the office at four and a half minutes ago. Today, when I got out of the office by bus and walked to the north and south of Labor Road, I suddenly saw the window, it turned out to be like the glow of the setting sun shining down from the West. It was tragic, bloody, old or twilight, and life. It was bright red, mixed with bronze, and seemed to contain the brilliance of cyan and black, down from the West. Looking eastward, the West Lake, which was once bright and bright with ripples and thousands of layers, and the beautiful pavilions, pavilions and pavilions with waist, were melted by the magical and sad glory, decorated, reflecting; No, it is the appearance and appearance that melt together. People think of life, aging and death. At this time, tears almost fell down. However, a colleague sitting in front of the car will go to school soon to check the work. Facing the situations of units, courtyards, faces, groups of people and so on, we should keep a distance from the Shining Sadness and the sympathy of heaven and earth. Keep a distance, I did not shed tears. On the way to the western suburb, I passed the funeral parlour of this city; When I saw the venue outside the window, there were still a crowd of filial white people sending guests, and the smoke of firecrackers had not been cleared away. In order to explain the absence of this period of work, I told my former colleague that it had been nearly three weeks, and I saw off two old men and an older classmate one after another, it’s still on Sunday, and I feel very uncomfortable. My colleague didn’t look back, saying that he should love life more. It is not a fake to say that I feel uncomfortable. In recent weeks, the funeral parlors have not shed tears, but also seemed to be sad. When I went to condole, I went to the family of the deceased and the old friends I met, classmates or teachers are gossiping. As for the dead, they just bow and pray to salute; As for the family members of the dead, they just ask how old the dead is, what kind of disease passed away suddenly, and so on, which can be regarded as the so-called greetings in common. In fact, the uncomfortable thing is to think of the uncertainty of life and the birth, aging, illness and death of people. What’s more, most people don’t know is that I usually drink alcohol when I watch the spirit at night when my peers die. When it’s cold outside, I will move into the mourning hall, right next to the coffin, several people talked freely and drank, without scruple or tears; But at intervals, they would offer wine and burnt paper to the dead. In the daytime, it would also be like this, so they were criticized a lot, saying that how could they still drink such a thing. At this time, you will not be sad, but angry: Haven’t you seen the funeral? Haven’t you fulfilled your obligations? How many times have you come here in a year? You know what? When those people are out of anger, will there be bright red and bronze, which seems to contain the brilliance of cyan and black? Experience the life, age, illness and death as if at all, near, then a drop of tears; Far, then a hundred years away. The person who asks for the truth should forget his body for the method? The words of a family, I am a fan of Shi Du, have you realized yourself? At this time, thousands of lights were already on the outside, surrounded quietly by the desolate darkness on the high sky and the suburb. At this moment, this scene, a drop of water, from the corner of the eye, seemed to flow down without sadness. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…