Growth

I am a person with strong dependence, so most of the time, I think whether I can find a group of people to walk along. Not bad, there are a lot of people in the group. When you are lonely and bored, you can chat with them and have a lot of ideas. But I know that growing up is really a lonely road. Everyone has his own business. We must learn to adapt. To be honest, in a long period of time, actually I am me a little sad like this. When I was in the factory, sometimes I was very tired and got up early, but I didn’t expect to go to the factory and was infected by many people who were in bad mood. Because they always have problems like this and that, this and that. Of course, I am used to talking too much, because I have already prepared to listen to their words. Therefore, they often say that I am not unhappy. If they don’t, I will be happy. For example, sometimes when it is clear to catch the goods, but someone must ask for leave, saying that there must be something, then what to do is only cold mix. Because we can’t let others not ask for leave. We have to adjust these things ourselves. So gradually, I learned to handle many things by myself and didn’t tell the boss. I was in a bad mood for several times, and also because of the factory. But there was still a good friend who called me, and his tone was also bad. I was in a bad mood, so it seemed that I lost my previous enthusiasm. But later she told me that I had changed. I said that I was in a bad mood. He said that I couldn’t be in a bad mood like this. So gradually, I also understand that there must be a lot of grievances in life, and there must be a lot of sadness. There are many things in life that cannot be told to others. We can only put those tears in our hearts. Even if we are wronged, we must not treat others badly. Because we treat them badly, they must treat us badly. Therefore, even if many people are around us, we will not be willing to let them care about us all the time. Many people sometimes comfort us when we encounter difficulties, and sometimes they will not comfort us. They will be happy there, they will be lucky that things didn’t happen to them. But it is a little difficult to ask them for help. Because the whole society is like this. The fickleness of the society and the profit orientation of everyone are actually the same. So most of the time, we tell ourselves that we are still weak. Because others only care about whether we fly high or not, and seldom care about whether we are tired or not. Sure. This is what the whole world is like. We can only choose to adapt. Because they themselves are also very busy and tired. The same society, the same people. In the early days, I watched the news and saw some people giving red envelopes at the wedding. I didn’t know why it happened like that, but gradually, I understood, in fact, many things are not clearly seen by ourselves. Why are they high-profile? Why are they revelry? Their high-profile has high-profile purposes. Why do they want to send red envelopes? In fact, those people they send are all capable people. You have something to do with them, but you can’t bring benefits to them, and they won’t invite you either, they are businessmen and have a clear consideration 1.1 points. Maybe many of them actually lose a lot, or they are also for financing. Many people who received their red envelopes or attended their wedding banquets could get hundreds of millions on the spot. What they wanted was to create that influence and that package. Some of them are for new projects, and some are for private lending. Yesterday, I had a drink and chat with my friend. My friend also told such a story. Of course, my friend was from Fuzhou. The protagonist of the story he told was also from their village, saying that he was also very poor before, they were so poor that they didn’t have a house to live in. As a result, they ran to their chicken coop. But someone else’s chicken was stolen, so he said it was stolen. That person couldn’t live in the village. I can only run to Shantou, Guangzhou, and then to Indonesia. Then I made a box on the chest and sold cigarettes. Unexpectedly, he accidentally saved the former president of Indonesia when he was in Indonesia, and the latter became the richest man in Indonesia, the world’s top ten rich people. It monopolizes several industries in Indonesia. The latter man also returned to his hometown, and everyone in the village treated him very well. My friend said that this world is like this. Everyone only depends on the results. The result is good for others. Everything is good. But if you don’t get results, even if it’s not good for others, others will rarely care about you, let alone help you. And all kinds of interests in this world are the same. Everyone is used to adding the icing on the cake and will not give timely help. I said, in fact, this is not the fault of the society. It is because we want to take a shortcut and regard ourselves as too important. Because if we want to be better, we are destined to pay more and more, thousands of times more than now. We feel wronged. Growing up is a lonely road. When we are depressed and sad, we can’t tell others. We ‘d better stand in the perspective of no one and speak to ourselves quietly. I will try my best to do it. Then it still ran forward with tears as if it hadn’t happened. Sunshine rises every day. In fact, everyone is not easy. What we have to do is to smile at the world. Because sadness can only be exchanged for sadness, but a smile can be exchanged for a smile of the whole world. Growth is a lonely road, but we are not lonely, not lonely. We have our smiles, our emotions, our careers, our relatives and friends. Although we can’t meet each other every day, we are growing up. My Q:838504315, welcome to add. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

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Of the wind tower. The strong wind before the storm came, through the gap between doors and windows, made a whine sound, mixed with the sound of door and window shaking and creaking, woke me up from my nap dream. Maybe it was the lack of sleep for several days. Today’s nap seemed to be so heavy that when she woke up, it was already the time for her daughter to study in the calligraphy interest class. Get up in a daze, open the curtains and close the doors and windows which are still shaking in the wind. It is dark outside the window, just like the dusk before the night comes, which makes people feel an inexplicable depression. The flower and grass bucket basin on the balcony was already messy by the strong wind. The closed doors and windows were still trembling. I felt the fierce wind, guessing in my heart, what kind of rainstorm will this be? Seeing the time was still too late, the wife woke up her daughter and prepared to send her to the calligraphy interest class after a simple wash. After taking the door in a hurry, we found that neither of us had brought the keys to our home. We felt depressed and always felt that this weather had affected our mood, let us in flighty and impetuous in trade-off. As soon as the car drove out of the underground garage, the storm blew on its face. The dim sky was covered by the rain curtain, and no figure could be seen in the street. The road was splashed with water, and the vehicles passing through the rain curtain instantly, only the headlight and double flashing light could be turned on, moving forward slowly. Some simply stopped at the roadside, as if they were waiting for the sudden rainstorm, and then set off after falling down happily. The rainstorm was still going on, and there was water in the low-lying road. The vehicles passing in front of me splashed high water on both sides, just like the wings of angels in fairy tales, which were so flexible and elegant. The daughter sitting in the back seat was so excited that she kept shouting and said to me: Dad, hurry up, we also need water like this. Maybe this is due to children’s nature of loving water, and it is the purest expression of innocence. Her happy mood immediately infected me and said with a smile: OK, we are all seated, let you feel the feeling of flying. When the vehicle passed the ponding place, it immediately splashed countless water and slapped on the car body. My daughter kept screaming, immersed in her happy world. It took only four or five kilometers to walk for more than twenty minutes. When my wife sent my daughter upstairs, I called the unlocking company and successfully made an appointment with the unlocking master to meet at the door half an hour later. After verifying my identity, I could help unlock the lock, I looked at the bag I brought with me and couldn’t help breathing a sigh of relief. On the way back, I opened the window and let the sparse raindrops fall on my face. The air after the rainstorm was fragrant with soil, and the trees and houses along the road were washed spotless, feel refreshed. Suddenly, I had a feeling of relief, which seemed to have accumulated the worries for many days, which were completely cleared by this rainstorm. Overlooking the distant mountains, the smoke is lingering and looming. The scattered dark clouds in the sky are in different shapes. Sometimes tigers and leopards compete with each other, sometimes the rogues compete with each other, sometimes the horses gallop far away. There is a piece of bright light, bigger and bigger, stronger and stronger, lifting off the dark clouds and, shining on the glass wall that has just been washed, it reflects bright and gorgeous light. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Writer

Writer, what a sacred word! How many dreams of boys and girls! When I was young, I also had a writer’s dream. Wasting time makes many dreams turn into a wisp of light smoke, drifting away with the wind, leaving the dream empty. The reality is full of bones. Writers are already like mirages in memory; Occasionally writing is just the release of emotions and the record of life. However, a fellowship activity of the Writers Association at the end of 2014 made me truly feel that writers are not far away from us! On Lunar December 23, bitai Youlian called and said that I was invited by someone to attend the Spring Festival fellowship of Anlu Writers Association. I haven’t asked the reason yet, the mobile phone is not awesome, and the power is cut off. It happened that there was a power outage at home, so I couldn’t contact her. The phone call of bitai Youlian surprised me. Although I am the representative of Anlu Cultural Congress, he did not join the Writers Association. Apart from participating in the essay-writing activities of the Writers Association and having no contact with the Writers Association, how did they think of inviting me? In the afternoon, I called, turned on the phone, saw the invitation sent by Ma Hong in QQ, and informed the specific time and address of the event. Then I knew what bitai Youlian said was true. Because I know that Ma Hong is a member of Hubei Writers Association, the information she sent will definitely not be fake. I felt a little excited when I thought of meeting several famous writers of Anlu and Network writers who had been admired for a long time. On Lunar December 27, at 2:00 p.m., Fenghai Tiancheng conference hall on the sixth floor, I joined the meeting on time. It was my first time to participate in the activities of Writers Association. The strange face made me a little stiff, so I didn’t have much interaction with literary friends. Fortunately, it didn’t take long for the participants to come one after another, and the networking activities began. After announcing the adjustment of the Presidium members of Anlu Writers Association, the host began to introduce special guests and members: Zhao Jinhe, Cao Junqing, Yi Qianyuan, Zhu Shaobin, Yu Changliang, wu Ju, a series of famous names, made people awe-inspiring; The media and network moderators such as the cold against the water, the Echo Wall, the Mirror and the catalogue finally unveiled the mysterious veil; Central Plains people, liuxiong, the familiar strangers like Biyun xiannshi, who lived by Fuhe River and Zhou chengwan’er came to reality from the Internet. A burst of applause conveyed the excitement of acquaintance! Anlu has its own place in Hubei and even in the national literary world. A county-level city has a member of the National Writers Association and 18 members of the Provincial Writers Association, which can enter the top in the country. I could speak so confidently because Zhao Jinhe was sitting on my left and Cao Junqing was sitting on my right. Yi Qianyuan, the chairman of the Federation of Literature and art, made a humorous and sensational speech. Anlu not only had Zhao Jinhe and Cao Junqing, but also Zhu Shaobin, Yang Mingzhi, Xu xufa and Yu Changliang. Of course, without the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau present here, they would not exist. Zhao Jinhe, a famous writer in China, whose works were selected into Chinese textbooks of senior high school, was still in high spirits when talking about writing. He listened to his lectures when he was young, and today he listened to his feelings again, which was especially cordial. Cao Junqing, a member of Chinese Writers Association and chairman of Anlu Writers Association, was at his peak in 2014. The novella “a sword of Blood” won the first place in the novella of the 6th Hubei Literature Prize (the highest prize in Hubei literature), short story please you go fishing “won the storage Jiwang prize annual awards, gains bonus 100,000 yuan. To be a writer, you need to read more and write more. If you write too much, you will always publish it; If you publish too much, you will always get results. Chairman Cao’s words were simple, but every word was in his heart. Fortunately, many literary lovers in Anlu are busy writing, and some of them have already made their debut. One day, you will also bring surprises to Anlu’s literary world. Words, a burst of applause, the same blood boiling! Writer, this seemingly unreachable dream, at this moment, makes people feel that she is not far away from us. The distance between heart and heart gets closer, and everyone will let go in the following activities. Chanting poems passionately, singing enthusiastically and taking photos intimately became a sea of joy! Unconsciously, it was dinner time, and the literary friends sat around at will. As long as you report your online name, you seem to be old friends for the faces you have never met before, because you have known each other online for a long time. It is lucky to sit at the same table with poets like peanuts and trees, and Jiang Yi, who can touch the spirit of poets; There is a big gap between the net names of the two famous literary moderators in the Echo Wall and the Mirror and the reality, the echo wall like a mountain in my imagination is a gentle woman, while the woman living in the mirror in my imagination is a big man; The netizens like xiannshi Biyun and who live beside the Fuhe River make people fall in love at first sight. Leaders of the literary federation and Writers Association came to toast in turn, making people feel the warmth of the big family! Wu Ju, the Prince of Love Poem, finally arrived. On the Internet, I have admired him for a long time. His easygoing and generous character made people feel like old friends at the first meeting, and he was totally free. I, who didn’t drink, couldn’t help raising glasses and drinking freely. After the banquet, I didn’t know the way back to thank the Writers Association, which provided us with a platform for communication and made me know those people around me who insisted on writing. Thanks to the writers association, I regained my confidence and felt that writers were actually around us. As long as we stick to our dreams and write with perseverance, each of us may become a writer! Like (prose editor: Ink drops into wounds) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…