Childhood

From the beginning of primary school, I have never felt relaxed. I have been under great pressure all the time. Till now, these pressures and worries are still active in my life continuously. When I was in primary school, I had to finish my homework every day. I had to do formal homework at noon. I had to get beaten by the teacher for writing a wrong question. What’s more, I didn’t just pull my ears. When the teacher was in a bad mood, the posture of hitting people is the same as that of the gangsters in the TV series, and the effect is not much different. At night, I went home and had homework. At night, I dreamed while writing. I am bolder students who were willing to bear the consequences of not doing homework, because the pain of not sleeping and the pain of being beaten I am measured, they are almost the same. Just sleep and risk everything, but when the dream is half done, the hateful alarm clock will ring, this was the most painful time. The school seemed to be hell, even more horrible than hell. I was brave. Under great pressure, I walked into the shabby school gate, cleaning and running, the headmaster spoke as usual, Morning self-study, checking homework, sadly, half of my homework didn’t muddle through. A dozen people stood under the platform, and we started the statement of the story we had already thought about, such as those who caught a cold, quarreled at home, and went to work with relatives, but the teacher didn’t believe it, the thick board hit my palm heavily. The girl was crying while the boy stumbled his hands hard. It hurt so much. Even now, I still feel that I can’t stand the pain. Therefore, I have left the school till now, I have no trace of regret. Once on my campus, all the teachers were hatchet men, and the skill of teachers was definitely higher than knowledge, which was no doubt. At that time, I lived under great pressure everyday. When I was less than ten years old, I felt that people who walked out of school were happy. When I was in junior high school, I started to escape. I left this cage with all my heart and soul. I didn’t hate learning, and I liked learning very much, but I couldn’t stand the constraint and fear I am. Not only the fear brought by teachers, but also among classmates. At that time, clique was popular among students. I was young and tall, and became a tool for others to practice boxing and promote their own demeanour. In their eyes, how imposing it is to hit people and attract girls’ attention. For the first time, some students broke the electricity of the teaching building. It was dark during the night self-study. Our class was close to the electric box. The principal led some chief accountants and let the students in the class start to vote by secret ballot. What was hateful was that, I got the highest vote, and there were several other people who were not very popular, all of which were among them. Then, we couldn’t avoid a violent beating. I had seen that it was broken by a junior two student. I couldn’t stand it and shouted: Why did you beat us? A director gave me some ear scraps and said: Then who did you say broke it? I also shouted: I found the person who broke the meter box, and you apologize to us! Headmaster nodded. I and several difficult friends searched one class after another, and finally found it. The principal didn’t apologize, but we just didn’t blame. However, the ones I found I am offended. I thought, obviously they were damaged, why should I feel guilty. But after all, I ran into a big disaster. The people I reported were those who had weight in school. There were many younger brothers and they fought fiercely. The first time I was stuck on the road, I was beaten and threatened to bring me 200 yuan. Oh my God, how much is this? It was hard for my mother to take it out at that time. I didn’t tell my parents how shameful they were, how shameful they were to be beaten and how shameful they were. I blushed and bashful. I am a man, I was not afraid of it. I found someone, formed a clique and fought with them. However, I couldn’t compete with them all the time and got beaten again and again, my parents still knew that my father went to work outside and came back to find the principal. The principal personally came to apologize with wine and gave me ten yuan of pocket money. They won’t block me on the road any more. In the class of the head teacher, the head teacher said: Fengfeng and so on, you ‘d better not appear in my class, I look annoying. I didn’t make any mistakes. Why did I scold me? How many times did I get beaten by this annoying guy inexplicably? Today, I scolded me again. Hum, I ‘ve had enough. My study, without a teacher, I could continue. My knowledge, without a teacher, would eventually be more profound than yours. The books on the desk were scattered to the roof by me in front of the head teacher, crackling down to the ground, I sped away. From then on, no matter how much pain I suffered, I was free and would rather die than go back to campus. Later, I went online and contacted more people. I knew that not all schools were like this. It turns out that campus life is so happy, but I don’t envy it. I am like to listen to the two words of learning, but I don’t like to listen to the two words of school. The society is mixed with good and evil, messy, stupid, crazy, ignorant, shrewd, cunning and honest. It is a paradise for learning and growth rather than complexity. I think I will live a happy life. Leaving school was the most correct choice for me at that time, and it was also the earliest correct decision in my life. If it was a school that only taught knowledge, I might be somewhat regretful. 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