Six Zero

People born in the middle and late 1960 s actually got the feeling of 1960 s from books when they were adults. The earliest time to enter their memory was 1970 s. After finishing the childish toddlers and babbling, I changed my open-backed pants and just got the ability to open my eyes to see the world. Although I couldn’t understand its tide, it was strange, but for us, but it is novel, fresh and attractive. She was held by her mother and went to primary school. The title page of the Chinese textbook was a photo of the great leader and his closest comrade-in-arms, Deputy Commander Lin Biao. This picture was common and was the totem of China in that era. But only two days after the delivery, the dignified female head teacher took all the Chinese textbooks back one by one. After many days, they were sent again. The photo of the two people inside became a great leader standing alone beside a lump of black. Lin Biao was blacklisted, even those of us who were ignorant of politics knew that Vice President Lin was finished and became the class enemy. The September 13 incident confused and astonished people who were in trouble during the Cultural Revolution, and made the craze of the Cultural Revolution begin to drop. He was loyal to Chairman Mao and his closest comrade-in-arms. As the second figure in the party, he unexpectedly exploded himself, it exposed that the people who opposed Chairman Mao were unexpectedly the people around him who were most trusted by his old man. And how could we who were far away defend Chairman Mao and the Party Central Committee? This sense of distance makes people feel powerless to politics. As a result, the political performances of the great series, the great fighting and the critique of the struggle had a weak and weak low tide. But the basic trend of the society has not changed, and it is still the mainstream of the Society of class struggle, but the theme is changed to criticize Lin Biao Kong, and all kinds of posters and cartoons that criticize Lin Biao Kong’s second child and his lackeys are overwhelming, the era background of people’s life. In this atmosphere, people once again took part in all kinds of political learning that they must take part in, making statements, reporting informations and exposing each other. Put all the differences and conflicts caused by various backgrounds into the political context for opposition and struggle, making them rise to the contradiction between the enemy and the enemy. They expressed mutually opposite political standpoints with common political language. They rushed to express their loyalty and draw boundaries, which made people exhausted and exhausted. Therefore, they also made adults look after each other. As long as the children go home to eat and sleep, it seems that there is no spare capacity to pay more attention. We in the childhood era became a group of people who were ignored by that era unexpectedly and fortunately. Political movement divides people into different political communities, and whether you are willing or not, you must participate in the performance. Although you know it is an absurd play, no one dares to play it. Therefore, the role play in this political drama will certainly affect the separation and aggregation among children. However, the children who mingled with each other day and night didn’t have so much heavy adult consciousness in their hearts. The frolic and playful mix wiped out the opposition and tension assigned by the big world. Only when there is conflict between children can the position of adults be brought into the current events to strengthen the hostile effect. Generally speaking, the adults who were born in the old times and had received the old-style education and the traditional sense of kindness and kindness, no matter what kind of faction, treat the children who were only ten years old at that time as children. Especially in small counties in pastoral areas with small population, this is especially true. The pressure from environment exceeds that from others. In fact, everyone knows a basic common sense that in this Alpine region, life is not easy, and people need to rely on each other rather than oppose each other to survive. Facing the harsh nature, it is not wise for people to struggle with differences. Therefore, in such areas, the effect of political movements is often compromised. Except for some people who have political ambitions, more people just take all these as regulated actions that they have to do for life, finish them mechanically step by step and write reports, just copy Liang Xiao and shout slogans, saying yes or no, without enthusiasm and seriousness. Therefore, when Chinese face the powerful power of being unable to change, they have the survival wisdom of vanity and resentment. When sincerity becomes dangerous, Hypocrisy becomes a natural choice. The pretending suffering of adults in the political whirlpool instead gives children free living space. Therefore, we unexpectedly retained the relatively complete nature of children and enjoyed the freedom of growing up and the pleasure of integrating in nature in that era of being turned upside down. There is no compulsory pre-treatment by the market-oriented education system like now. Under the influence of Zhang Tiesheng and Huang Shuai, scores basically became the symbol of slavery and were criticized and spurned, like the farmer who wants to go to college in the movie “break”, when facing the interview of professors who advocate the qualification to go to college, the farmer youth who has no education background but strong desire to go to college, with tears in my eyes, I had a bitter memory of the comparison between the old and the new, denouncing angrily the persecution and devastation of the bourgeois education route on the vast number of workers, peasants and soldiers in the first decade and seven years of the Cultural Revolution, the interview was turned into an exciting criticism meeting with great emotion. Finally, with the strong support of the numerous revolutionary workers, peasants and soldiers, the interview was qualified to go to college with thick calluses full of hands, finally, he entered Jiangxi Communist labor University, which was managed and reformed by workers, peasants and soldiers. However, the professor played by Ge You’s father Ge Cunzhuang, who talked about the function of horsetail in class, could only end up in a pitiful situation which was ridiculed and spurned by the working masses. Therefore, it is an important symbol of reactionary education route to judge whether it is good or bad by scores in school, which is the naked class revenge on the masses by scores. Therefore, our exams at that time had forms, and we dared not to oppress students with scores. Of course, there was no troublesome homework after class, all day long in the world where there are not so many people and pollution, they are playing in groups and growing naturally: picking branches and weaving straw hats on trees; Folding maids to make slingshots; Making barbecue with muddy river fish; camping in Gobi and burning potatoes; Looking for Suoyang in the sand place; Picking wild onions on the side of the stream; Fighting in groups with broken blood; Dare not say anything when returning home. The boy’s best dress was to wear a green military cap. Anyway, wearing a green hat at that time meant wearing a green hat. There was no other meaning. The atmosphere of wearing a military cap continued until the early 1980 s, at that time, young people robbed military caps, which made the soldiers impossible to prevent. Just like today’s mobile phones, a military cap was the standard configuration of young people in that era. Wear a camouflage made of branches in circles on the hat; The waist is a military armed belt, and of course the best buckle is made of copper, and then insert an imitation barge gun. If it is more exquisite, he would sew a small piece of white cloth under the left shoulder of the clothes, on which the words of Chinese People’s Volunteers were described in a crooked way, although it was not clear whether the Liberation Army had anything to do with the volunteers?? But the three characters of PLA remind us more of the Green Liberation truck. Therefore, we think these three words of volunteer army are more mighty, more magnificent and more fashionable than PLA. With this kind of dress, you can be the leading role in the battle game. If you have many wooden guns, you can send them to your companions, then, these people will accept your toys, and at the same time, they will listen to your dispatch submissively. There will be a clear arrangement for who plays the enemy and who is one of their own. Ambush in the grass, or hide in the trees to attack secretly. I even climbed to the ceiling mezzanine of the auditorium and peeped down from the gap of the roof on the truss bar. Now I feel scared when I think about it. In September, just a few days after I went to middle school in July and June, Chairman Mao, who had a long life, passed away. People all over the country burst into tears. Together with countless wailing people, we also stood and attended the memorial meeting for several hours. When listening to adults chatting, they expressed various concerns about China without Mao Zedong. In October, Wang Zhangjiang Yao Gang of Four was smashed by the wise leader, and the whole nation was joyous again, beating drums and gongs. Li Guangxi’s toast and Chang Xiangyu’s happy event found out the gang of four. Popular north and south. Soon, Deng Xiaoping came back to power three times, preparing to be the chief designer. Xu Chi’s reportage Goldbach conjecture encouraged young people to march towards the ideal of science; The school gradually calmed down from the noisy Cultural Revolution, began to reorganize and began to have hope. The resumption of college entrance examination in July and July gave young people the opportunity to change their fate through their own efforts. At that time, in Xinhua Bookstore, “math, physics and chemistry college entrance examination self-study series”, which was specially published for college entrance examination review, became the most popular commodity. As long as it was on the counter, it was immediately sold out. Entering University becomes the symbol of success in life and the peak experience of individuals. At this time, the education circle was in the recovery stage of nothing to be done, so the systematic oppression of college entrance examination for students had not been formed yet. Although the enrollment rate of college entrance examination at that time was not the same as that of now-only 4% of the people could go, for example, in 1981, the number of students enrolled by universities nationwide in that year was only 2.70,000, which was even less than that of a province in Guangdong now. By reason, the pressure of entering a higher school at that time should be much higher than that at present. But in the actual feeling, it is not the same as the current students who bear such great pressure of academic examination. At that time, computers only existed faintly in the legend and had nothing to do with people’s life. In practice, teachers, just like traditional craftsmen with exquisite craftsmanship, still painstakingly put steel plates on the wax paper, engraved carefully selected test questions with iron pens and personality one by one, and then printed them one by one. The process is not only quite laborious, but also the source of test materials is quite limited. Because the ordinary homework can not be printed and copied on a large scale, the students can only see the blackboard and copy the questions manually. Therefore, the impulse to obtain the examination ability through large-scale practice is strongly weakened by the limitation of technical conditions. Therefore, the students also avoided the misfortune of indulging in the sea of questions. I think in a dark way, it only takes three months or less to prepare for the college entrance examination, It is a huge conspiracy created by the immoral education system to lengthen the marathon from junior high school or even primary school, which makes the current students bear more and more pressure artificially. Make the college entrance examination a huge industry, and achieve the political achievements of leaders, the names of teachers, the achievements of experts, the benefits of booksellers and the honors of schools. The core argument to guarantee the rationality of the existence of this industry is the specious theory of social equity. It seems fair to ruin children’s imagination, ideals and fun of life, and then stand on a so-called same starting line to compete fairly. Of course, the competition in the Paralympics is also fair! To College. The luckiest thing was that those relics of the old who were influenced by the education of the Republic of China, experienced the Cultural Revolution against rightist, were buried completely by the great Mao Zedong Thought, and persisted in living till the end of the Cultural Revolution, he was liberated from Hu Yaobang’s rectification of the chaos, and was rehabilitated and reinstated one after another to go back to school and get on the platform. You can also see the style of study and composition of this generation inside and outside the classroom. Many comments shocked people and caused deep thinking. Then I felt hopelessly that I not only had the superficial self-righteous but also had the lofty aspirations of the dark mind. Therefore, I made up my mind to regard reading as an ambition after suffering and cruelty. The library became a must-go place every day, reading all kinds of books encountered, heard and seen without any hesitation. The Commercial Press published world famous works, among which the philosophy full set of 38 books was more than 100 yuan. At that time, the board cost in January was only 19 yuan and 50 cents, so I could buy a small crisp meat at 35 cents; This was a huge sum of money, so I, then I pretended to read these obscure classics, experiencing self-denial and torture again and again in my heart, and experiencing the taste of life that was beyond my knowledge and unknown. The tide of foreign thoughts which had been blocked for decades surged in. On campus, academics moved towards liberation and aesthetics became fashion; Students wrote poems in a popular fashion; Criticism of novel expression, scar literature became the trend of literature and art in the early 1980 s, and thought began to have personality. Existentialism compared with the absurdity of the Cultural Revolution; Freud yearned for the return of humanity; Tolerance satirized the unitary thought. There were great discussions of various guiding meanings —– humanitarianism; Value of money; Meaning of life and so on; Such situation was brewed until the end of 1980 s, the openness and freedom like “World Economic Herald” and “new observation” appeared all over the country —- the era that almost matched the Republic of China in news and newspaper industry ended at the turn of spring and summer. May of Ji Si was a boundary monument, which marked the complete disillusionment of the pure ideal advocated by people in the 1960 s. Since then, I no longer believe in any self-advertised morality and sublime. The outlook on life turns from “yes. Compress my pure emotions and ideals that proved to be failures, dry them in the sun, then crush them, then bury them deep in the darkest part of my heart and internalize them into the spiritual genes of our generation, then he began to change his face and turn around, no longer entangled with social responsibility morality and conscience, because conscience was proved to be a disease; No longer asked about morality, because morality is just an alias for the interests of a small group of people. I began to pay attention to the present, so I copied the next generation. From the early 1990 s, people in 1960 s began to have children one after another, and then went into business, being easy-going and corrupt, conspiring with corruption, selling themselves to seek refuge and flattering promotion. Along this way, the gains and losses of undeserved fame have suddenly been proved; When children grow up, it becomes unnecessary to operate the well. Therefore, he was conquered by the sensual, relaxed and fat, and understood the secrets of the world through multiple experiences; The false lies and hypocrisy were broken in the flood of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages; So he reduced his enthusiasm, and gradually, those young people who didn’t know who Zhao Ziyang was began to become colleagues, enjoying the superficial respect they gave us to show that they were no longer young. Entering middle age, I have mixed feelings. Looking back, the sense of disillusionment of life cannot stop coming. So I began to pursue faith, believing in Buddhism and reading Buddhist scriptures; Worshiping into the church; Hoping to face the coming old age with peace, and more hoping to illustrate the reincarnation of life and death with a philosophical tact. The experience accumulated by time has given the life wisdom which is ripe, and the understanding of 50 people who know 49 yuan. So no longer stubborn, no longer arguing, want to life is limited, ruin life Gaunt, how many dusk can disappear? He slowed down his steps, stopped arguing and arguing. When he saw the young people who gave up their own words saying sorrow with ambition, he felt a little cool in early autumn. Therefore, there was tolerance, and gradually became comfortable after the day of clearing up the void. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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2014 (year of the horse) is my birth year. As early as a few years ago, I started to write about my year of the horse. At that time, I really didn’t know how to spend another annual meeting of my horse. Unconsciously, my birth year will leave me. To be honest, my year of the horse is really different from other years of the horse. Because my year of the horse can be said to be colorful and meaningful. During this year, many first times in my life gave me many surprises and touches. After New Year’s Day, it was the first time to take a camera to approach wax Plum Garden and feel the fragrance of wax plum. It was also the first time to use the camera to aim at the gates of schools and communities in the urban area, and at the plaques inscribed by celebrities in, aim at the sales centers of some real estates and let them freeze in my happiness. New Year’s Day, first time alone carrying a camera around West Lake Park, photographed foggy in West Lake Park a happy smiling face, in the Mist cruise. On the sixth day of the new year of this year, it was the first time in my life that I took a camera with my wife and son to stroll around the West Lake Park in the snow, feeling the fun of snow-walking. Feel horse’s first snow. On the night of lunar January 16, the WeChat group of our senior high school classmates in No. 1 Middle School was established. It was the first time in our life to get together with senior high school classmates that we hadn’t seen for more than twenty years, and then went to karaoke; liu Yan’s singing “Sleepless Tonight” won warm applause from the students present. For the first time, I read my poems “no intention” and “more loopholes” to my classmates. After that, I sang a song named “everlasting dependence”, wishing every classmate and friend health and happiness! Family harmony! Happiness beside you forever! On April 6th, at the invitation of my good friend Sun Xunlei, I participated in the activity of publishing poetry collections with several friends for the first time. On April 15th, I attended the wedding of my senior high school classmate’s daughter for the first time. I felt that time was in a hurry and my children were urging people to grow old! Later, Zhang Hongmin made an appointment to go to karaoke. For the first time, I told my classmate the name of the female classmate I once had a crush on, and expressed my deep gratitude for meeting her in my life. It is also the first time to face so many classmates and sing a song “Red Berry flowers bloom” for her whom I once deeply and secretly loved, expressing my deep friendship for her, I also expressed my deep gratitude for her attachment to literature. On April 20th, it was the first time to start a working career in Yanling construction site with several workmates for several months. I go by minibus at every morning and come back by bus at in the evening. This is the first time in my life to work with a strange boss. It is also the first time to return to the old place after leaving for 18 years, experiencing the ups and downs of working in other places. I just went out early and went back late. I had no time to go shopping and appreciate the changes of Yanling County. On June 1st, at the invitation of Bai Hebin, a senior high school classmate, it was the first time in my life to get together with several senior high school classmates on children’s day of June to celebrate our own children’s day. Because forty years ago we were all happy children, and forty years later we were happy old urchin. We are happy with our naive childlike innocence. On June 6th, after the publication of the collection of poems published together with my friends, I first invited our friends from Xuchang daytime beauty literature society to get together for the first time that my clumsy work appeared in the form of books. Everyone gave them a collection of poems to express my gratitude to them and thank them for helping me get out of the low ebb of life. Because they gave me care and encouragement, I walked so far on the road of literature. On June 8th, I contacted Cheng GE, the class leader of the university, and wanted to make an appointment with my college classmates. The class leader said that he was not busy, waiting for you to come back (I was working in Yanling at that time). From then on, I am looking forward to the early arrival of this day in my heart. On June 12th, I contacted with the monitor of senior high school and so on. After that, I made an appointment about the time and place of the meeting. On June 15th, twenty senior high school classmates gathered together for my reasons for the first time, share my happiness and congratulate me. Two students were unable to come because of outing, and two students came back because of the inconvenience of working in other places. Later, Zhang Hongmin invited everyone to karaoke to express his congratulations to me. In the karaoke hall, fan Huijie read my song “When I miss you” affectionately. His reading not only added a lot of fun to the party, At the same time, it also adds a lot of color to my poem. I will never forget the deep love of my classmates. On June 12th, Chen Xuewen, a pen pal of Xinghua, Jiangsu province, whom I met more than 20 years ago through the magazine “girlfriend, I left a message after seeing a log in my NetEase blog named” where are my friends in the past “through the Internet. This is the second time I have never met again after I lost contact with me through the internet for nearly two or ten years, but deep-hearted friends from afar. In this way, many years later, I read his poems and his beautiful essays for the first time through the Internet. He also wrote a poem in memory of Teresa Teng under the song name of Teresa Teng. On October 26th, Twenty-eight college students came to share the happiness of publishing poems with some friends because of my invitation for the first time. In particular, the arrival of three female classmates who hadn’t seen each other for 26 years and didn’t have their contact information gave me a big surprise. There are also many students who failed to come because of some reasons. I also understand. I am very touched and grateful. I am grateful that I have met so many college students who cherish this hard-won friendship in my life. I am grateful for their love, understanding and care for me for more than twenty years. On November 14th, eight old classmates in No. 1 Middle School (I was in senior three, and I was also in senior four.) In addition, brother Zhongshan, brother Jianyi and Wang Peng failed to come because of special reasons. Some (Bai Hebin, Bai Liping, Yang Zhihua, Qu Guoan, Luo Haisheng, Jia Lijie, Li Yonghong, Wang Minsheng,) gathered together at my invitation for the first time. At that time, I just said that I hadn’t been together for many years, and I didn’t say that I would give them the collections of poems published by several friends and me. My classmates who haven’t seen each other for more than twenty years all came together, especially my deskmate Luo Haisheng, upon hearing that I had arranged this opportunity to talk about the friendship that I haven’t seen for many years, originally, I wanted Jianyi to inform him the day before (because I didn’t know his phone number), but when I asked brother Jianyi at 5 pm the next day, he said that because his nephew gave Xi Mian three days later, he drank too much and couldn’t come. Then I called brother Hai Sheng hurriedly to talk about it, because he said it in a hurry. Even so, brother Hai Sheng came happily. The arrival of Jia Lijie also made me overjoyed, and she also read my song “to hometown” affectionately. This year, it was the first time for me to take a camera and ride a racing car to places I have been or never been before. On May 13th, I rode a racing car for the first time to feel the unique ancient town of shenkuang, the holy land of Jun CI in the world with a history of at least 1,000 years, and felt the charm of the ancient town with a history of 1,000 years. On June 3rd, I rode Changchuan. On July 23th, I rode a racing car at night for the first time. On July 25th, I rode Changge with a camera. Feel the changes that Changge has changed today: clean, broad and Tidy roads, buildings with different styles everywhere, the inspection roads that Chairman Mao had walked when he inspected Changge for the first time; And the sunset glow reflected in the moat, on August 5th, I rode Yanling with a camera on my back for the first time. After leaving Yanling for 18 years, I strolled in the street which I had traveled for countless times for the first time. But now the streets and pedestrians are also very different from 18 years ago. It is the first time to walk into the ganming temple there with admiration. On August 19th, it was the first time to ride a racing car, carrying the camera, I started my journey to the south. It was my first time to step on the hot land of Luohe and walk through strange streets alone. Although there were some college classmates I was familiar with but hadn’t seen for many years, it is just inconvenient to disturb. What is more important is that I want to experience the free sentiment shuttling through that city alone. On the evening of September 4th, I saw my brother-in-law who had not seen him for many years coming back. In the past two or ten years, I still shouted: Brother, you are back. Although I can’t understand that he divorced his sister. This is also the first time I called my brother-in-law nearly two or ten years later. On October 7th, on the last day of the National Day holiday, it was the first time that I approached baling Park with my son, stopped in front of the statue of Guan Gong, and lingered in the gallery of the Three Kingdoms story related to Guan Gong in Guan Di Temple, looking at the pictures one by one, I recalled Guan Yu’s loyalty and bravery in those years; This was also the time when I went to worship Guan Gong sixteen years later. On November 23th, it was the first time to get together with Junjie with some young literary friends (Our Friends in the literature section of Xuchang Forum) who hadn’t met Xuchang. Although it was cold winter rain that day, but it did not stop our enthusiasm for literature. During the dinner, we talked about literature and conspired to build a good literature section. On December 6th, it was the first time that I helped my parents produce cabbages with my brother many years later to feel the happiness of working together with my relatives. At the same time, I also want to have more opportunities to experience this happiness with my relatives in the future! Only in this era when the city is developing rapidly and the land is being encroached on day by day, it will become an extravagant hope to work in the field with relatives in the future. Many years later, I put my hoe on my shoulder, and where did I go to hoe the land? Where can I pick up the left wheat after many years? After many years, where can I feel the sunshine at a glance? On December 23th, fan Huijie, a senior high school classmate, gathered with more than a dozen of classmates. Finally, I met Sun Hongxiang, a junior high school classmate I hadn’t seen for more than 32 years. I heard that Jingjie and I went downstairs to pick him up when he was almost there. Seeing him getting out of the car and coming over, I hurriedly approached him. Instead of stretching out my hands to hold him, I directly stretched out my arms to hug him, and he also stretched out his arms, we embrace each other. This is my first hug with classmates and others in my life. To be honest, I haven’t hugged my parents, brothers, sisters and younger sisters. After all, we have disappeared for more than 30 years, and handshake is no longer enough to express my deep friendship. On December 27th, (lunar November 6), it was my mother’s seventy-eight th birthday. On this day, for the first time in my life, I dialed my mother’s mobile phone number. For the first time, my mother said, “Happy Birthday to You, Mom! It is also the first time to extend arms to embrace parents, and the first time to celebrate my mother’s birthday with my sister many years later. Wish our parents a long and healthy life! Smile! Peace and happiness! This year was also the first time that I met the most happy events in my life. Because in this year, not only my two wives, nephews and nieces all found their own life partners, married each other and started their new life path. My third aunt’s daughter also found her own Prince Charming to enter the marriage hall hand in hand with him. This was also the first year that I recorded the most wedding scenes with a camera. I recorded the happy smiling faces of the third sister-in-law and the third elder brother, the second sister-in-law and the second elder brother, and the happy and sweet moments of several new couples. It was also the first time to record the first snow in the year, the busy rural roads in summer, the fields in autumn and my father’s vegetable garden with cameras, and the river course which appeared due to severe drought this year was almost cut off, autumn crops damaged by drought in autumn fields. For the first time, I was too busy to manage autumn crops. For the first time, I approached villages that I hadn’t been to for more than twenty years, and some villages I hadn’t been to. I still felt the simplicity and tranquility there. It was also this year that I aimed at the village for the first time, aiming at the village’s thousand-year-old cypress, hundred-year-old soap, dried pit pond, dilapidated low house, cigarette Kang for many years, Yang Shulin at the village head, archway at, I want to use the camera to leave some memories about the village, such as the autumn crops dried on the road. It was also the first time to say no for life, and also the first time to make myself unhappy because of family affection. Although I have already passed the golden age, I still can’t let go. I can’t let go of some unhappiness in my heart or prejudice against some people. My psychological endurance is not strong enough, and it is as easy to be crumpled as a pool of spring water. I have to adjust my mentality from time to time. To be honest, I lived a full life in this year of birth. This year of horse is very long, and I also have a lot of happiness. This year was also the first time that I got together with my classmates and friends most frequently. I look forward to more opportunities to get together with my classmates and friends in the future. I also hope that in the new year, each of us can get together with relatives and friends forever! I wish every friend a happy new year! Family reunion! Happiness Ankang! Good luck! Every day Radiant! Happy joyful inside watching him! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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When I went back to my hometown during the summer vacation, I took my children to visit my aunt’s home in the countryside and stayed at my aunt’s home at night. The children seldom lived in such a village courtyard, so they were so excited that they chased games in the courtyard, picked grapes under the grape shelf, watched the stars all over the sky, and competed for the name of recognizing the stars. They didn’t enter the room to sleep until very late. The three of my mother lay on a big Kang, and I turned off the light conveniently. Wow! Good black Ah! Daughter sighed. Yes, it’s really dark. Everyone fell asleep, the yard was also dark, and the small countryside outside the window seemed to fall asleep. I am afraid of the dark. I know my daughter is also afraid of the dark. So turned around and asked her, afraid of the dark? If we are afraid, let’s turn on the light to sleep. Daughter say not afraid. She likes this kind of night. I couldn’t help wondering that my daughter didn’t dare to walk the stairs alone or the night road alone. It was still a brightly lit place in the city. Now it is really a place without light, why is she not afraid? My daughter talked to me cheerfully: Mom, look, only in such a dark room can we see that the stars in the sky are really so bright. They still blink at me. Look, they are flashing, beautiful. Only in such a dark room, the kitten will not be afraid of others, and it will gently walk to me and snore beside my ears, which is so cute. Only in such a dark room could I hear the little mouse running towards the roof. I couldn’t see it, so I was not afraid of it. Mom, how nice it is to be so dark. Because I can be with the nature. The scumbag’s words surprised me. I suddenly understood the child’s happiness, the happiness brought to her by the creatures in the dark night. So he said, OK, then let’s stay together quietly in nature. There is a moonlight singing to the city illuminating the dream, but now it is clearly the night in the countryside illuminating the dream. My daughter has fallen asleep sweetly, but I can’t sleep easily. I haven’t seen such a dark night for a long time, and I haven’t seen the happiness of those real nights for a long time, just like the happiness of my daughter. How could I forget it? When I was a child, I lived in a big courtyard with my parents. In the summer night, the room was stuffy and difficult to be used. So all the old and young turned off the lights in the room and sat in the yard to enjoy the cool and cool summer. There was not a single star of light in the courtyard, but it was bright and bright by the moonlight. The stars were shining all over the sky, watching us naughty children chasing us around, as if they were cheering for us. Tired of playing, we sat on the small stool, looking up at the moon and starry sky, telling stories about the game, such as “the dog eats the Moon”, “Goddess of the Moon” and so on. The game recognized the stars, the old said, you can’t point at the stars, or the god will be angry. The curious children deliberately stretched out their fingers and were slapped by the old man. The children laughed. When I was still in my childhood, I went back to her hometown with my grandma. That’s hospital mansion. It was also such a dark night with bright moonlight and twinkling stars. I would sit on the high threshold and listen to my great grandmother telling me stories. My great-grandmother sat on the chair next to her, shaking the cattail fan and talking about those old and distant stories. If I didn’t understand, look at her or the vegetable field in the courtyard, look at the pear fruit on the tree, the sleeping Yellow Dog in the corner of the yard, the beautiful night, the black sky curtain and the colorful mood. If it is cloudy or rainy, I will sit behind the door alone and look at the night alone. The sky is so quiet, and a large cloud slowly floats in the sky. Listening to the rain in the dark night, I will be particularly clear, either ticking or rattling. Listening, I will sleep peacefully. Many years later, I lived in the city. Get used to the night without darkness. I am used to turning off the light at night, but the room is still so bright. The light and shadow on the wall reflected by the street lamp outside made me count in my heart, one lamp and two lamps. Occasionally, a car passed by, and the dazzling lights flashed by, shaking a white light in front of my eyes. I couldn’t help pulling up the quilt and covering my head. It’s hard to sleep at that night. After that, the whole family lived in the high-rise building, enjoying the comfort of climbing high and looking far away in the daytime, but being trapped in the colorful and colorful atmosphere at night, even the dream would not be quiet. While living in the city, the biggest loss is that there is no bright starry sky, just like the sky sung by Zheng Zhihua in songs now is dirty, and the stars can no longer be seen in the civilized sky. So I thought it was such a beautiful song that stars lit lights to warm the child’s heart with a little light. Therefore, when you go back to the small village again, and go back to the night where even the village will sleep, you will cherish that kind of silence and that kind of beauty. If the night can be so dark, the moon can be so bright, and the stars can be so bright. If the night could be so dark, the elves in the night could be free and happy. If the night could be so dark, the child could feel the stars blinking attentively in the dark, the kitten snoring and the little mouse running past. That is the happiness of children. Yes, if the night can be so dark! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Presumptuous

Every Sunday, (I usually don’t go to work on Sunday) I would hide in the dormitory without going out of the house, and I was fixed as a real OTAKU by my roommates for a long time. Once the busy work stopped, I was just like a kite with a broken line and could not find the direction to do nothing. In a sound sleep, the sun had shone through the window to the edge of the bed. The Hot Light hurt my sleeping eyes. When I woke up from the hazy, my head felt very heavy as if I had slept for several centuries, it seems to make up for all the previous sleep arrears. I got up and pulled open the curtain with clogs, picked up the toothbrush and toothpaste, walked to the balcony lazily and simply washed it. I wiped my face with a towel soaked in clean water, and then walked into the room lazily, only to find that the roommates on the bed and bed were missing one by one. I felt that everything was unexpected and abnormal, so when looking at the screen of the mobile phone, I was shocked and said oh my God! It was already 13:15 in the afternoon, so I realized in a trance. Can I say that all this is caused by exhaustion? The heavy burden of cleaning up the dormitory fell on my shoulder again, so I picked up the dust and mop to clean every dusty corner inside and outside the dormitory thoroughly, the fresh dormitory space made me feel comfortable. The surface of the sun outside was hot like pouring oil, and the room became stuffy. I picked up the remote control and turned on the air conditioner, the cozy coolness is in my heart instantly. Everything is ready. Open the notebook to browse some gossip news and web pages or write about mood and post microblogs as usual, but TV plays on the internet take up most of my spare time, recently, a hit TV series “The story of sharing rent in Shenzhen” attracted my attention, but I couldn’t stop myself. After watching the first episode, I would associate with the plot of the next episode, and I was intoxicated with the joy of it, I have reached the point of forgetting to eat and sleep many times. When you close your eyes, you will think of the sunny and handsome hero song Xiaolei and the spirited heroine Hu Lili in the plot. Their feelings are full of twists and turns and are closely linked with each other. Maybe I am lonely and empty, spending some precious time on some unimportant things. No matter which TV play, the plots are always interspersed with emotions. The plots that often attract our attention are those ups and downs of emotions. Some things will become boring after being seen through. Every time I watch a TV play, I will have a fantasy of several seconds in my heart. Once that fantasy of several seconds falls into the sky, I will return to reality. In fact, I am not addicted to TV plays, so I just want to kill time by watching TV plays when I am idle, as for the obsession with the plot, it is also a kind of short-lived idea, which will fade or disappear gradually over time. When my ups and downs calm down, I will treat some things rationally. I will never hesitate and do nothing all the way, let alone squander time presumptuous, because I know the truth of one inch of time and one inch of gold. Everyone should have a dream in his heart. As long as he has a dream, his life will become full and meaningful, and he will not squander the time like gold blindly. I am a literary enthusiast, he should devote all his energy to the comprehension and creation of books, seize all the time in his spare time, and strive to go through the vast ocean of knowledge. Writing here, I seem to see the direction clearly from my lost path, and I am slowly on the right track, closing those gossip news and web pages, and closing my favorite TV series “Shenzhen shared rent”, sink down to abandon all the distracting thoughts in my heart and run to my creation career. Before creating, books are the nutrients needed in the green leaves of my inspiration. Before each creation, I have to read an article before writing, for me, reading is the best way to calm down. Only when I am calm can I have inspiration, and only when I have inspiration can I write the ideal words. The mood for flower is so short that it slips away quietly around us every moment. When time is farewell to us, do we notice that it is turning around and passing us. Only those who are careful will notice the trace of the transformation of time and the passing of time, so that we can experience the beauty of the past years. 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Finally, the doctor also said I was…

This suddenly

I have been looking forward to it for a long time, and I hope it will rain heavily. Today, it is really coming. It rained heavily, turning all the tranquility into noise. The originally gloomy day became a little bright, and the rain column falling in the air hit the cement floor, making a loud noise. This rain probably ended the past extremely hot and changeable high temperature, turning the originally hot earth into warm and cool. We should be happy at this moment. The rain outside grows from small to large, which seems to be the law of nature, just like people always grow up, and the same as the rain. Accompanied by a little thunder, it was always rumbling to be confused, and it was not as fierce as a bolt from the blue, but just to surprise people. It is mild, which is an indication. I saw some people walking hurriedly with umbrellas. I knew the expression of panic on their faces in the hurried steps. I heard the fast sound of raindrops, but I couldn’t describe their appearance. The rain suddenly became smaller, and the raindrops under the eaves were ticking, hitting the ground like dripping in my heart. Because the rain was very small, the outside seemed quiet, and the ticking sound was clear, like the loose drum, but suddenly accompanied by the birdsong. The rain suddenly became big, as if the slow mood became excited, as if the rest soldiers were going to bow, as if the slow war drum became urgent. I suddenly wondered whether people lived in slack in their whole life, and then the ancient people had Slack degree, following the gradual statement. I often think that the life of human beings should be the same as the law of changes and movements of all things in this world, However, we often boast that we are beyond things and are separated from the law. It seems that all things in nature do not include ourselves. It turns out that our own interests deceive assumptions and obscure ourselves. The ancients often said that they were detached. I really couldn’t understand what kind of realm it was, but thought it was a kind of self-deception. How can we go beyond the laws of nature when human beings belong to all things and are in the world? And it should be that human life should be the same as the law of nature and live with everything! Or is the artistic conception of the ancient sage unpredictable? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…