Children

Have you been frightened when you were young? For example, a poisonous snake attacked you, a ghost story disturbed you, or something else? Similar events encountered in childhood often follow you all the time. Those cruel, bloody or horrible moments are unforgettable and cannot be cast aside for a long time. In other words, they become a stubborn disease and cannot be cured for a long time. I didn’t know whether my test of my son yesterday would become a knot in his heart and a big shock. I very regret. This morning, the outside Sky hadn’t recovered from the silver light of dawn. I called him to get up, and he answered with tears that he didn’t sleep well. I didn’t know how to help him walk out of the illusion, just mention his identity and call his name —— get up, today is going to raise the flag. Then when I was in school, I read his name loudly and said goodbye. He seemed to wake up a lot from where he was, with a loud voice and powerful answer: Goodbye. But I think, he didn’t sleep well. Was it because my so-called test yesterday frightened him? We went to a friend’s home for dinner yesterday noon. When we came back, he went into the storeroom to see his car. I complained that his movement was slow, so I just gave a bang, lock him indoors. I knew that there was no light in the closed storeroom. In the dark world where I could not reach out and only heard the sound, it must put great pressure on the people in the room. He was imprisoned. Hearing his rising fear and knowing some of his thoughts, I said, “Don’t Cry, find a way to open the door by yourself, find a way by yourself. At that time, he still couldn’t control his crying and said sadly: Dad, I can’t open the door! I said: why can’t you open it? Find a way for yourself! Our voice became louder and louder, which caused the neighbors to stop. I finally couldn’t bear it. I thought I ‘d better open the door: Don’t panic, don’t panic, Dad, come and open the door! I inserted the key, but I couldn’t twist the iron door. Is the key wrong? I changed it quickly, but still couldn’t open it, and the darkness still imprisoned him. Suddenly, the horrible memory in my childhood in the past and the realistic possibility that my son would be trapped in it made me panic and didn’t know what to do. The memory of being in the dark should trace back to the two scenes of childhood. One was playing with my parents on the bed. They covered them with quilts. They felt that the solid darkness was suffocating themselves. They cried out in a suffocated voice, forcing them to open the darkness. The other is to take sweet potatoes from the sweet potato cellar. In the past, this kind of food was stored in the cellar in winter. The entrance was very small, and it was not easy for adults to go down, so a mother tied a rope from her waist, hung me down little by little, and then threw me down the basket, let me grope for a basket of sweet potatoes in the dark. There was only a beam of light at the hole, and the rest was all dark. How many secret or horrible things will hide in the inner space? When I was in a hurry, I finished the task, pinned my hope on the rope around my waist, and left my courage on the beam of light. I was scared but not scared, but the dark fragments are so deep in my memory that I will never erase the mystery and astonishment of that beam of light, as if God was yesterday. This is an old thing. What I need to do now is how to open the iron gate. Open it immediately. I guess it was my son who twisted the lock in panic and locked himself in the darkness. I forced myself to calm down: Son, don’t move. What did you do on the iron lock? Let it return to its original position and keep its original state. As expected, after a period of nervous son’s groping, I opened the door smoothly. The light covered his tears and face in a flash. I picked him up and praised him for his bravery and wit, and he could handle things in the dark; And how did that beam of light exist in his memory? Is that almost a beam to heaven? Yes, it was he who was nervous and flustered, moving the round twist of the secret lock and locked it back in the darkness. I was afraid that such experience would leave him a dark illness. After introducing the principle of anti-lock in detail, I asked him to take care of himself and return to the darkness, see how he knows himself, surpass himself and overcome difficulties. After so many times, even when I went in with him, he finally calmed his mind. However, did this scare him or not? Why is he so this morning? Perhaps, we take care of the child carefully, but unconsciously, we hurt him casually and let the child lock himself in the dark. My children. How is that beam of light in his memory? Is that almost a beam to heaven? 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Confused

Over the years, I have been in a nominal leisure position in the company. Although the economy is not very affordable, I still spend my whole life compared with some colleagues, even a single person can’t get a seat. It’s a little stronger. In those years, when I just squeezed into the leading group of the company, the top leaders made troubles for me, bullied me and suppressed me. I endured it in principle during that time. Now I think about it, I feel that I am a bit of a man’s ability to deal with the world. I have a good mind, a simple mind, a straight-minded character, a straight talk, a quick handle, and no chance for people to gossip about corruption and bribery. So over the years, I have been straight-minded, the public praise among some employees is also quite good. Based on this, I, a party worker, can be proud of myself in the dense haze working environment. Over the years, let alone the members of the company’s leadership team earn a lot more than I earn money, and all aspects are more economical than me, that is, those middle-level cadres in the company who come to work and have real power, the money I earn every month is much more than my salary. To be honest, sometimes I think about it and feel very upset. I just think about it. The salary and bonus paid by the team members of the company are almost the same as mine, why do they dare to wear brand-name clothes openly, wear gold watches, buy a car, buy a house and make a fortune? What’s the matter! But I calmed down and thought about it. When I was wandering around, I figured it out again. My head didn’t hurt any more. If it hurt, it didn’t work. If it was general, wouldn’t it hurt. For a real person like me who can be shot on the ground, it is a good thing to clean his hands and feet. No greed, no occupation, down-to-earth, do some work in a cool manner, will not cause trouble to yourself at any time, even if the police whistle on the road at midnight is so loud, I will still sleep soundly in the Peach Blossom garden and have beautiful dreams. What is worse and weaker than this kind of small life! In today’s society, in a company with chaotic management, we can see that we encounter some unfair and unreasonable things, even if we clearly know that we have suffered a big loss and our heart is unbalanced, we should also try our best to restrain our emotions and learn to balance our mentality. Otherwise, it is hard to do your own work and live a hard life. Besides, the various gray incomes of those kinds and categories are the things that I am not ashamed of in my life. To put it bluntly, be a pure person, do things cleanly, be quiet in your heart, and live comfortably. My wife every month open a thousand children ba bai wages, every month I can collar a 1000 or 2000, holidays when bring some bonus, still could afford kids through college. Although the family doesn’t have a penny of deposit and lives a tight life every month, they don’t have to worry about eating, drinking and wearing every day. They live a smooth and warm life. Our house is an old-fashioned one built more than 20 years ago, which makes people look not so good from the appearance. But indoor water, electricity, heating, gas, closed circuit are complete, daily life is quite convenient. In addition, there is another biggest advantage, which is that it is very close to our company. You can walk into my office within three minutes. The wind can’t blow, the rain can’t rain, and the sun can’t shine for years, I have enjoyed myself in these years. Although our house is a little old, it is quite quiet in a single house, and the interior decoration is simple and elegant, which is quite in line with my taste, especially my ecological fish tank, there are tropical artificial waters all the year round. Colorful immortals, torches and blue robes play among the green aquatic plants and majestic rocks. They show their elegant demeanour and make people relaxed and happy. Over the past few years, after dinner every night, I like to sit on the sofa tasting green tea, smoking cigarettes and watching those tropical fish that have been raised a little bit spiritually in the ecological fish tank leisurely for a while, I often have imagination in my mind and make some wonderful dreams with my eyes open. During work, I read idle books, read newspapers, practice calligraphy, write blogs, chat with bloggers, and do something every day. Colleagues came and friends arrived. They chatted with each other in the vast sky. When they got excited, they went to the hotel to have a few glasses of wine and fainted. Life is free, work is free, what else do you want! If I am not satisfied any more, that kind and generous Buddha will be angry with me. Today, I was in a good mood. No one came to the office to talk with me. So I turned on the computer and knocked on the keyboard with both hands, talking nonsense with myself. It’s good to talk nonsense with yourself when you are idle and bored. After the article was finished, I sat quietly in front of the computer and read this little thing just released several times silently. The more I read it, the cooler my heart became. After a while, I felt cold all over my body. Hey hey! My God! How can my thoughts be so vulgar? How could it fall into this spiritual situation? Is this person still Ji Cheng? Where are his party spirit, his ideal, his pursuit and his lofty sentiments? Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…