Lonely

I really don’t know how much achievements I can make in my life, why God made me so lonely in the first half of my life, why my emotional path is so rough, people often say that those who have achieved great things in ancient and modern times, the first half of my life was doomed to have a lonely road to go. I still remember someone once told me that heart is higher than Sky, life is thinner than paper, and this is the reality. Hearing this sentence at that time, I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart. As the closest person, why did I hit me like this. However, today, when I think of what he said again, I feel it makes sense, but I still don’t believe that these words will be vividly reflected in my life and destiny. Facing the lonely life everyday, I can only find comfort in my heart in books and tell what I want to say in my heart with words one by one. I often think of teacher Yu Minhong’s inspirational speech which shocked my heart: if a person lives like grass, although you are still growing every year, you are a grass after all, and you absorb rain, dew and sunshine, but you are not big, people can step on you, but people will not suffer because of your pain, people will not pity you because you have been stepped on, because people themselves don’t see you. Every one of us should grow like a tree. Even though we are nothing now, as long as you have the seeds of trees, even if you are stepped into the middle of the soil, you can still absorb the nutrients of the soil, growing up by yourself, when you grow into a towering tree, people can see you in distant places, get close to you, and you can give people a piece of green. Living is a beautiful scenery, and death is still a pillar talent. Living and dying are both useful. This sentence touched me deeply, and it just proved why I am in such a lonely situation now. Because there is no bright spot attracting attention on me at present, why do others come into my life and make me no longer so lonely? In fact, in life, I don’t want to be so lonely and live my whole life in obscurity forever. I don’t want to be a grass. I want to be a tree, a tree that can be seen by others in distant places without being stepped on by others. Maybe at this time, I am a seed stepped on the soil, destined to bear a lonely time, and finally grow into a grass or a tree, it depends on your personal creation. If you are willing to live in a lonely way without trying to improve and change yourself, in that life, I was destined to be a grass that was trampled under my feet. No matter how painful I was, no one would look down at me. If I am not reconciled with my current life, I will try my best to improve and change myself and make myself an excellent person, maybe I will not be easily stepped on by others like a tree, it can also let others see me in the distance and even be willing to walk into my own life. The lonely road of life is destined to let me face it alone. During this long and difficult time, no one will accompany me to face it. This is a destined fact, and I must accept it unconditionally. How long the lonely life is depends on when I can make myself an excellent person! (WEN/Zhonghua Aoxue Hanmei) QQ:951043575 Zan (prose editor: Ink drops into wounds) spring’s snow elimination Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…