In road

Time passed by at your fingertips. You left that sad city A that day. You told yourself that no matter you were working or feeling, you fell down. It didn’t matter. Everything could start from scratch. You said, you believe that the girl who loves laughing will not be too unlucky. Only I know that you are crushed too deep by the gear of fate, and things will turn against each other. The other side of sadness is happiness, so you have been trying hard to bloom like a sunflower. So you went to B city, and you said, changing a city can change a mood. You know? Sometimes I especially admire your freedom. You discarded the life experience, emotional chains and work experience in your backpack, starting from scratch in a strange city. You said, the best change is to start from scratch, and don’t carry too much at the beginning. From now on, you just want to put simple happiness on your shoulders. You said that after you attended the job fair that day, you went to a nearby C Company for an interview, which was a job that you had no concept at all. Just because you had a good communication with the department head during the interview, you thought he was upright and lovely, and this job was challenging for yourself, so you decided to stay and have a try. I laughed at your double behavior, but I didn’t realize that my heart envied you very much and could make a choice for myself. You said, what makes you confused is that since you joined Enterprise C, all your sadness, inferiority, fear and negative energy have evaporated in a flash, you have really become a simple girl who loves laughing. I feel happy for you, because you can only appear in dreams like this. On the first day of your employment, you met little D in the same position. You said he was a handsome and clean boy, and he was always bored with you, I am willing to accompany you to do every little thing. He will be the first person who cares about you when you ask for leave. He will get up early to buy you Hangzhou steamed buns. He is also the one you want to eat watermelon at midnight, and he will rush out of the dormitory to buy for you immediately. You said, you like to be with him, simple and happy. It’s just that you two are not suitable to be lovers. You said that you were afraid of hurting him. E is a person who has little achievements in work. In E’s words, his technology is one of the best in this industry. You said, some people will have a feeling of deja have met for the first time. The scene of knowing E is not romantic, but it is particularly profound. You always think that he has a story to tell, and you are willing to be the listener. He invited you to climb mountains, watch movies, sing songs and occasionally insert one or two of his stories. You are always moved by his frown and sad eyes when he tells stories. You want to hug him and give him warmth. He often smiles like a child in front of you. Maybe a relationship can bring a person back to its original form and encourage your impulse. You said that your mood would change with his every move, full of cloudy and sunny, and your life would detour to the original starting point. But no matter what, you don’t want to escape again. It is enough to have one life. The man who has been on the road, are you okay? Fortunately, it is just not as good as I expected. If I had love, it would be better for me to live simply and happily! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Birthday

Today is my birthday. Look up at the wall clock on the wall. It’s just 9 o’clock. It has been 49 years and 02 hours since I broke off my fingers. The days passed so fast. It was like a plane. It just took off from Dongshan airport, but after a little confused for a while, it began to stagger down, A lot of scenery haven’t had time to see clearly, a lot of things haven’t had time to ponder over, and many things haven’t been done yet, they are about to land to Xishan airport. If the leaders of our company also need to retire at the age of 50, I will only have one year’s working time. Now, we must have the mental preparation of how to spend those lonely days in the future at home. Mr. Hugo once said: doing nothing will cause an old man’s misfortune. I believe this. My wife has been back home since she was 40. When she just retired, she didn’t read books or newspapers, and lay on the sofa to watch TV and sleep when she was idle. My thoughts were empty and I felt bored. I didn’t think about my son all day long, but I was just looking for my fault and picking my reasons. If I had something to do, I would create some messy leisure for myself. From my wife, I seemed to see the shadow of depression, anxiety, loneliness and boredom one year later. As long as I thought about it in my heart, I would be scared and annoyed. ren wu yuan lv, bi you jin you. I don’t have much interest in life. During these days, I often ponder over what to do after I retire? Ups and downs, ups and downs, flickering, simple, crying, laughing, real and fake, decades have come like this. Over the years, I have been used to cultivating excellence in state-owned enterprises. Instead of learning a skill, I drank a beer belly and got three highs (high blood pressure, high blood sugar and high blood fat), become a waste who can do nothing. Calm down and think rationally. It’s really sad. To be honest, over the years, my life has been like the big sand river in the south of the city. Spring, summer, autumn and winter almost always flow to the West in a clear, shallow and slowly way, there has never been a big whirlwind or a black wave that scares people. Of course, there is no trace. My life seems to have a head and no tail, no color, so hazy and ethereal dream. The countless and vague scenes in The Phantom were so incredible and incomprehensible that no matter how psychological they were, they could not straighten out a little clue with life value. Over the years, no matter what happened to me, I had only such a straight-minded mind. All the emotions of happiness, anger, sorrow and joy were clearly engraved on my face, which would not hide my mood, I don’t know what is the advantage of guarding against people. When talking and doing things, they never take any thoughts, play any narrow-minded eyes, and do everything with psychological intuition temporarily, play blindly and regard ignorance as character, it’s quite comfortable and chic to make mistakes all day long. When I was idle, I still liked to write letters: the schemer came and went in a hurry, the calculating man didn’t smile, the powerful man put his arms inside, the confident man only had himself, the generous man had no mind and no thought, and the powerful man had no brain. To kill time and play. In this real life, in terms of work, I have indeed been fooled by many people, suffered losses from many people, and had a lot of leisure time over the years, I also caused myself a lot of trouble. Thanks to God, his old man loves me quite much. I’m sorry to arrange me, a fool, to bring me any big disaster, nor did I suffer any serious mental injury, no matter what annoying things you encounter, whether it is big or small, then you will be confused. To be honest, in this colorful crowd, I don’t know why God and his old man bless me, a big fool who won’t harm the society and others for years. Over the years, my childhood life has been neither popular nor popular, and my work has been full of twists and turns. However, my spiritual life is generally quite full, detached and comfortable. Follow the destiny, let nature take its course, and everything should follow the fate. This is not simply an idealistic statement, nor does it mean that I have to shirk the responsibility of being a human being, just because I am a social person, many things cannot be transferred by my own thoughts and will. Sometimes, when I ponder over myself carefully, I will naturally say to myself: I am quite vulgar in my heart. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I read

As a literary person, I always love reading books. Whenever and wherever I see a good book, I fondle admiringly to keep it away so that I can’t tolerate any stain. Most of my studies were literature, taking other aspects into consideration. However, among contemporary writers, Jia Pingwa was the only one who loved me. He conquered me with a fresh, meaningful and majestic style. When you see Jia Pingwa’s works, you will read them eagerly. When reading his works, I saw him from the back of a mountain. I felt that he was mysterious, and I thought he was too profound to finish reading and not enough. Four years ago, when I visited the bookstore in the county, I suddenly saw a few words on the back of that row of books: Jia Pingwa, the ghost talent, was shining in front of my eyes. I stepped forward and took out the two books. The solemn cover alone, Jia Pingwa, who was serious and calm and lost in thought, attracted me at once. I looked at it for a long time, with a burst of excitement in my heart, and my hands gently touched the cover. However, it was sold without hesitation. This was four years ago. This is my third time to read this book. Every time, I will be excited and touched in my heart. Opening the book, Jia Pingwa’s life experience was vividly presented by the author Sun Jianxi. If reading Jia Pingwa’s works, it was the light of watching from the mountain, but after reading this biography, it was just like making friends with Jia Pingwa and Sun Jianxi. It was Sun Jianxi who watched Jia Pingwa and told us the story of Jia Pingwa, which was vivid, detailed and sweet. This book ranges from Jia Pingwa’s birth to his youth, studying, working, living, writing and other experiences. This biography itself is an excellent literary work, and the fluency of writing has reached a very pure and extremely high level. From this work, you can feel Jia Pingwa’s numerous creative achievements, as well as Sun Jianxi’s outstanding thinking set and skillful writing. Jia Pingwa and Sun Jianxi are best friends, so be good. Jia Pingwa is to Sun Jianxi, and Sun Jianxi is to Jia Pingwa. It seems that living is for the other side, which is made by nature. As Fang English’s preface of generation said, Jia Pingwa seems to be born specially for Sun Jianxi’s biography, sun Jianxi’s pen seemed to be specially prepared for Jia Pingwa’s reputation all over the world. The biography in front of us has a unique composition. Although it is also written according to the history (or age) of the characters like the general biography, it also has a major feature, that is a thematic chapter, which focuses on showing Jia Pingwa’s artistic creation career and achievements in one aspect of his creation career. When describing Jia Pingwa’s creation career in detail, many critics and writers also made comments on Jia Pingwa’s works, as well as Jia Pingwa’s views and opinions on literature and art. From this biography, I not only learned Jia Pingwa’s life track as a writer, but also learned a lot of fresh literary theories, and even let me learn from Jia Pingwa’s thoughts, learn about a complete Jia Pingwa in his heart. This is a literary biography that is extremely precious, or a theory epitome. From the book, we can get a glimpse of Jia Pingwa’s different thinking set with Chang. He is standing at the height of Chinese literature history to take a comprehensive view of literary phenomena and discover new insights, which all make you feel fresh and enlightened, realize some broad and profound philosophies. Jia Pingwa is a very ghost person, which is called a ghost talent. From these opinions, we can know a little about his unique talent. He has his unique understanding of the world as well as literature, which also involves astronomy, geography, medicine, architecture, painting and so on, as well as extreme physics. Closing the book, a complex Jia Pingwa came into my dream, just like a movie, which made me see Jia Pingwa’s bizarre life world. In this world, there are countless Jia Pingwa fans. I am one of them. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…