Susan

Time always goes by quietly. After a long winter, I suddenly look back at the end of spring. In the warm and warm season, the flowers bloom and thank again, and the flowers still bloom again after Thanks. It seems that countless splendors will continue to show prosperity and loneliness every day. Although spring is the loneliness of fallen flowers in the end, it is not like the tragic and painful separation of autumn in the end, which is based on the tone of green, fat, red and thin, and is verdant and dense. In this beautiful season, I really want to leave some beautiful memories with words, but I find that I have not written for a long time and can’t leave a word or a sentence. I always thought that in such a moving season, my heart would be happy with the spring breeze, sprout and Spit green with the spring rain, and shine with the warm sun. I always thought that the beautiful scenery passing by would definitely become a scroll in my life, and then my thoughts would dance with the spring breeze, and splashing ink would become my beautiful memory forever. It was just contrary to my wishes. Looking back on spring, it was already at the end, but my thoughts were messy and blank. I could not live as wonderful as I should, nor could I trace the trace of time. I felt that it was more and more difficult for my mind to be quiet. A kind of inexplicable restlessness filled my heart, covering the whole body tightly. I don’t know which day to start, life suddenly becomes tasteless, life is still passing, but it becomes so disoriented. For a long time, I didn’t put down the noise to see the beautiful scenery of Spring and sun. I didn’t sit down quietly to read a favorite book. I didn’t put down everything for a long time, and then I freely wandered around my favorite prose website, maybe I haven’t sat in front of the computer for a long time and knocked down the words that people like today. The past love, the past heart, the life full of hope, has already fallen into the hustle and bustle of the world of mortals, and can no longer return to the pure beginning. Whether there are too many troubles in the world, which makes me unable to get used to shuttling between lights and wine, and unable to calm down in the desire for money. In these days, every time I turn on my computer or mobile phone, I get used to entering the financial channel to watch the stock market rise and fall, indulging in the imaginary world of red, green and green. All thoughts are only related to the desire for money. The world made up of red, green and green is mixed with many joys and sorrows of life, which makes people unable to get out of the mire. How many times when I was red, I was delighted and spirited; When I was green, I was extremely sad and couldn’t sleep at night, which led to how many confusion of thinking, like a dream, but still firmly believed that this was not a daydream. Buddha said: The heart moves the object, and the heart is quiet, the object is quiet. I am just an ordinary person in the world of mortals, without the spotless purity of Saints. I am in the world of mortals and will not be free from the disturbance of the secular world. How to make my heart quiet, how to make my mind no longer troubled, I may have lost the ability to control, and I can’t let my heart calm down like water. I became a piece of fallen leaves floating in the rapids. From the moment of falling, it seemed that I was destined to drift with the current and float with the current for a lifetime without stability. I am constantly looking for ways to keep my heart quiet, and taste the words that make people calm alone in the quiet place? Or walk alone in the deep jungle to see the quiet beauty of the world? But there is nothing to dispel the noisy thoughts in my heart. Suddenly I sighed with emotion that under Tao Yuanming’s picking chrysanthemum and Gracilaria, I could leisurely see the carefree and comfortable life in Nanshan, the life that man lived in harmony and freedom with the nature, which was the highest artistic conception of life in my imagination. In the face of the complexity of the world of mortals, is it true that only by hiding in the remote mountains and not knowing about the world, can we not get close to the dark and be tempted by demons? There has been no Peach Blossom Spring in the world, and there is no place to find the quiet soil like Peach Blossom Spring. But we still have to survive, no matter in good times or adversity, no matter in prosperity or desolation, no matter in life, no matter in pride or frustration. Money is the source of all evil, desire is the root of heart agitation, and everything is due to inner greed. Facing the temptation of the secular world, I was beaten to a crushing defeat by the demons, and then I lived in a painful torment every day. Only then can we understand that if we are greedy, our life will not be free and carefree, while if we are greedy, our life will be ruined. I think the recent restlessness and the recent pain and suffering are all due to greed in my heart, which makes my heart unable to get a pure and quiet land. If you don’t have the desire to fly and make a fortune, why don’t you forget the money you have earned through hard work? Only by removing the temptation of fame and wealth can you return my pure land. Buddha said: Everything is destined. Money is the same, fate comes, fate goes, fate goes, not greedy when you come, not nostalgia when you go, desire in your heart vanishes naturally, and your heart is naturally quiet and distant, the Pure Land you are looking for will be in front of you. If you want to believe that everything is destined, it is impossible to get something if you insist on it. Therefore, in your heart, you should eliminate greed, understand to let go, give up, and understand the fate of life. When such as spring, life proud arrogant, when like autumn leaves elegant, life quiet beauty ease. I finally understand why in the beautiful season, I can’t see the beauty of flowers, the joy of birds singing, and the intoxicating fragrance of flowers. Everything starts from the heart, everything is greed, and everything starts for indulging the Demons. Master Huineng of the Sixth Ancestor said: there is no tree in Bodhi, and the mirror is not a platform. There is nothing at all, where there is dust, and where there is nothing in the heart, there is no dust. Only in this way can the heart be open-minded. I have gained a lot from the gold rush in the stock market, and it seems that I have lost a lot again. I have lost a good season, a good mood and a warm and quiet world. Gains and losses in life are always relative. If you get something, you may lose something else. What is more important may only be understood by yourself. I have lost too much. In the most beautiful April day in the world, I don’t have the mood to see flowers bloom and fall. On the most warm and romantic day in spring, I can’t enjoy several beautiful articles calmly, the only thing is the tense and empty mood. When you look back on the gains and losses in your life, the dust will settle down. Whether you look at it or not, whether you have nostalgia or not, April will eventually fade away, and the colorful days will disappear in the verdant years. It was the fervor of May that ignited the passion of life, or when I looked back, there was too much loss and emptiness, which made me really awake. Strolling in the verdant of May, a touch of fresh and pleasant green replaced the fragrant season of flowers blooming and falling. The Green in mid-May is so plain, and also so tranquil and pleasant. I feel calm and happy in it. All the colorful prosperity is passing clouds, and there is no need to be stubborn about gains and losses. Plain and plain heart is the most eternal color, and life with a plain heart will be carefree. The Green in May is an ordinary color, while May is the most vibrant color in all seasons. I want to live a life like the vitality and flying of early summer. I don’t know if it is a little extravagant and unreachable. Or this is because I have already been tired of the tedious chores, and when I meet a touch of plain plain, I am deeply moved, which makes people yearn for it. Everything is thought, annoyance is caused by heart, inner greed and prosperity will suffer in fickleness, so in the hustle and bustle, they yearn for peace and simplicity. If you are simple and indifferent to fame and wealth in your heart, you will be quiet and far away, leisurely and carefree in the fleeting time, return to plain, return to quiet and simple life is the life you really know. In early summer, abandon those so-called fame and benefits, change life into elegant plain color, and live the plain years like the scenery in May. In early summer, we welcomed a wisp of breeze in our hearts, bathed in the dirty soul, and walked towards the brightness of May to the tranquility and freshness of May with the posture of a Lotus. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. 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