Plain

It rained, and the weather gradually became cold. I like this kind of environment, so I can go out and play at home. I don’t have to worry about being too hot, and I don’t have to wear thick and stupid clothes. Some people always say that I have no ideal or courage. In fact, I used to have dreams. Especially before she left, I thought about doing big things everyday. As we all know, nothing has been done. Yesterday, I drank with some brothers, shook the dice, and drank one cup at a time. I always let them owe, because they lost too much. One-time Cup. Every time they lost 3 cups, I said, return to zero and come again. Then start the calculation again. I won 3 cups many times in the evening, many times. Later I said I would drink after shaking, and then I shouted casually on purpose. Me drink. I was thinking about everyone coming out to play. It was fun originally. I won all of them. What’s the point.? And I certainly can’t win with my skills. It’s just that their luck is worse, while I am better. I think this is life. If you want to walk long and far, you have to pretend something deeper. It is definitely impossible to pretend. We can’t pretend, nor can we pretend deeply. In short, there are some things that don’t look too heavy, there is no need to care too clearly, and don’t shout too loudly. Because I see those who go far are all calm people. Some people are as enthusiastic as summer and some are as cold as winter. Maybe some people like it at first, but it is difficult to go far after all. After a long time, many people certainly don’t like it. We were all ordinary people. I will always be too tired after passing that limit. The simplest thing is the flowing water under the tree, slowly flowing, always flowing, constantly. Those in life, for example, especially aisuan, are easy to be killed even if they are really powerful. What’s worse, when a person puts all his energy into his speech, his action will certainly be less. She called me a few days ago, and he said, actually she was not surprised that I could do so well now, because she had seen my potential and my habits before. After listening to her phone call, I was actually smiling bitterly. This was the reason why she left at the beginning. Besides, it was she who left that many things I am reversed. If there is no reverse, now I may be the same as before. Things are still not done. If he didn’t do it, he would definitely not say it now and see my potential. But life is like this. The lighter we see, the better. After she left, I concluded a truth about her attitude towards life. That is, people who can say that packaging is the best. However, it is indifferent. People who put a lot of things down are the best. I went to a friend’s company last week, and I was laughed to death by them. Because I don’t understand what they said. What did they say? It is not about making money, but about movies and cinemas. It’s so big, I really haven’t been to the cinema. They are not only talking about the boss, but also talking about the employees. There is a shareholder who wants to find a movie and watch it together. What does their company do? Do Tmall of, 4-personal, 3 PCs employees, a boss, a shareholder, do Taobao industry of the first three. Of course, they have persisted for more than 2 years. Everyone likes this kind of company. More companies want to earn some money from their employees. If they can earn some money, they will earn more. But they often watch movies and play in a mess. They spend money to train their employees. Have they made any money? Yes, there must be, but I guess there are not as many as other individual bosses. But they lasted for a long time, and too many companies collapsed at once. But they went to the top three leisurely. It suddenly occurred to me that my former friend talked about his company, the company that held morning meetings every day and did gymnastics. There is no effect, and it is really effective. But what many people show is relatively strong. Many people can’t accept it. There are fewer regular customers. Because they are purely result-oriented. In this way, the process, the service of the process, and the result will always be ignored. Results-oriented, what will happen is to drain the water and catch all the fish. There are no small fish or live fish. Wherever you go, it is barren everywhere. In my opinion, no one or an enterprise should do this. Because everyone has to go a long way, and only after a long time can our rhythm keep up with our language. Otherwise, this song of life is really out of tune. If you don’t want to go out of tune, you can only walk far and steadily, but you can only walk slowly. But in my friend’s company, everyone was happy. Drinking with friends, if you want to earn money from your friends every day, or don’t pay, it will definitely not work. No one will call you after three or two times. So in many cases, we really have to pay, even if we know that we have lost money, we still have to do it. Because there are always people who like to be greedy for cheap price, and we are also greedy for it, and we must be hated like him. Shake the dice, you always win, is it suitable? I don’t think it’s suitable. Do you think it is appropriate to send the same advertisement every day in a group for decades? I really don’t understand this. There is a friend who sells tea by adding Group advertisements every day, but now it is blocked, so he still tries to send it. But now it’s really hard to send. Of course, there is always a way. Because as long as there are groups, there must be that method. Another friend, who was also the one I mentioned last time in the article, never advertised and chatted all of them. I talked about 300 stable old customers for a year. If 100 stable purchases are counted in a month, it will be more than a year. And his service and quality are really good. Too many people introduce it to him. Comfortable. In fact, I often think about how to last long and what kind of things can make a little progress in one day. Later I thought for a long time, it was life. Indifferent life. It is the same for us to write diaries. If we leave with life, we must have nothing to write. Life is words, and the words we write are a small part of life. But if you break away from life, there must be nothing to write about. Life is the longest. The one in the group who does SEO list is like this. He follows our thinking. He doesn’t want to advertise, but he can have many orders. Why? Because seeing who needed it, he ran up directly. What does he do in the group? How is the promotion done every day? Is chatting. I often told the person in the group who received the order that I had the opportunity to help more newcomers and chat more. He understood this sentence, and he really understood it. Some things can only be understood, while some life can only be a faint life. Just like you, just like us, just like those who live happily around us. My QQ:838504315, welcome to add. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

WHO says

[1] Thank you for your smile, who once flustered me [2] you and I never met each other all the year round. Thanks to the time, never give up [3] love you is true and also a big adventure [4] I really want a completely sincere friend. If you are unhappy with each other, you can pour out without taboo. If you don’t have suspicion or plan, he will be completely satisfied. Support me, right or wrong, and I will fully support you. You can wake you up to calm down my sudden mood in the middle of the night. I will accompany each other without complaint when I am bored. He can fully understand everything about me. He will compare those pig friends and dogs around me are hundreds of times better. Really such bosom friends want a [5] I will not retain anyone who tries to leave me. You should leave as early as possible [6] No matter how time goes, the season changes. We can’t help missing the most beautiful summer we have [7] Thank you for that summer, the rain and that fate thank you for the flowing year like water. You were with me [8] I didn’t cry eyelashes drowned in water [9] maybe I have changed a lot from before to now, including my thoughts, but I think the only thing that remains unchanged is my character. In fact, I really want to have someone around me to listen. My friends, regardless of gender, I also want to try to integrate with everyone. In fact, some people I know actually don’t regard me as a friend. The premise that I regard others as friends is that as long as I am not in that person’s heart It’s OK if it’s transparent. It’s OK if you don’t bully me. I don’t want that person to make me laugh or something. I just hope someone can pour out everything. Some people think I’m too difficult to understand and say me. No one can understand what you said. In fact, who knows how sad I am when you say it? Maybe no one has ever tried to understand me. I know this, so I never think I am in others’ heart. How important it is, I don’t expect these, because I am afraid that once I have expectations, I will be lost. Some people dislike me. I just want to know that I am willing, because I regard friends as the only thing I cherish, so I I hope everyone around me can treat me well. Don’t treat me as a person. Actually, I care about everything too. Do you know when you all have your own bosom friends or have something to show off? How envious I am, but I don’t have these. I even find that no one can listen to me when I am lonely. Some people pretend to be listening, but what do you think I don’t know? No, I not that stupid, I can see whether a person really cares about me from the reaction. Actually, I just care about it. I care about everything around me better than myself Qian Qian once asked me, haven’t you ever thought about it? I want to say yes, I love you more than myself. Actually, I just want to have one that can make me sad and happy. Friends who share everything with me in fact, I know it’s very difficult. I don’t really care much about my character. Finally, I really care about you. I hope you don’t cheat me. Friendship I don’t expect to I am the most important friend, but at least I hope you have me in your heart. It doesn’t matter if you really treat me as a friend I am thelasone [10] it’s not that I’m unsociable, but I just don’t want to be too the feeling of drifting away after being ripe is really uncomfortable [11] I always believe one word, as long as you are strong enough, you will not be trampled by others [12] The world is so small, and the world is so big when you meet you in the vast sea of people, you will never be found if you are separated. [13] I left my unhappiness and sadness to myself as much as possible, and I never expect anyone to love me and carry all for me. [14] I will accompany her, from school uniform to wedding dress [15] we will not talk about graduation, but only about memories. This is a period of time dedicated to our youth memories. Such and such stories make us thousands of miles apart as if we have never separated [16] forgive me for holding flowers. I dress up to attend just to miss you [17] you are a dream. But why does it hurt [18] I am lonely, because I hate people [19] The heart is here, and it’s up to you to advance and retreat [20] I have passed your heart, not because I don’t want to stay, but how long does it take for you to stay [21]? Is it enough to bury beside you? [22] how can I warm others? [23] In the future, you make her love. Will you remember the gentleness owed to me [24] when I let go, don’t go back [25] to wear the crown, must bear its weight [26] it doesn’t matter if you still like to exchange your apology for mine [27] you send her home, but forget that I am also afraid of the dark [28] love is smiling and drinking arsenic [29] we are just friends [30] don’t lower your head, the Crown will fall; Don’t cry, bad guys will laugh Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Snowflake

White snowflakes, like white angels, Dance light wings and drift down like White Angels every winter. The soft snowflakes gently spread on every corner of the North, making the jade trees enchanting and enchanting. The silver-covered mountains and rivers are white and flawless, and the white is dust-proof, the white one makes people feel that the bottom of their hearts is pure. It seems that snowflakes not only cover the bleak season, but also drive away the miscellaneous and chaotic chapters of the world. While tasting the favorite cappuccino, listening to the song “snowflake” in the warm room, while watching the wild snowflakes flying outside the window through the glass, my thoughts were also beaten into transparent colors by snowflakes, the dust flew with the snow. At that time, my friend called me and asked me to go out to enjoy the snow. I agreed without hesitation. My friend and I took a taxi and prepared to go to the nearest mountain to take a snow scene. Through the window, we saw light snowflakes flying happily sometimes and falling quietly sometimes, occasionally there are a few naughty snowflakes spinning in the wind, chasing, tangled down together. On the trees of green belts on both sides of the road, there are already branches of pear white blooming, and snowflakes flying all over the sky, it was like pear petals falling in the wind, flying and waving one by one. Outside the car window at this moment, there was snow everywhere, jade trees and branches everywhere. The World wrapped in silver reflected poetry and words. I couldn’t help blurting out flowers flying all over the sky to make people jealous, and the breeze covered the sky. My friends and I are excited to face the dialogue games we like to play, because we all like words. We often talk about some sentences without poems or words in daily life, feeling that we can cultivate our sentiment, better than boring gossip. But at this time, while being in a car full of snow, enjoying the beauty of God, while casually talking to some poetic sentences, it was also pleasant and elegant. When we were thinking about how to deal with the next sentence, suddenly, my friend covered his stomach with his hands. Oh, oh, my stomach hurt me to death. When I turned around to look at my friend, sweat with big beans appeared on his forehead, and his face was pale, which scared me to death. He asked me what happened to you immediately? At this time, my friend was so painful that he kept twisting his body here. He only cared about it and didn’t answer me. To be honest, I was scared and silly at that time, and I didn’t know what to do, there was nothing in my mind except shouting out my friend’s name. At that time, the driver in front said, “Maybe I’m sick, so I’ll take you to the hospital right away. Um, um, OK, master, go to the hospital. The taxi turned around the front of the car and ran towards the direction of the hospital immediately. It was getting closer and closer to the hospital, and my friends felt more and more uncomfortable. The sound of Oops kept on, and my face became more and more ugly. At this moment, I was so. In great anxiety, I finally arrived at the gate of the hospital. The driver, master, opened the door, picked up his friend and ran to the emergency department of the hospital quickly. I was scared by the unexpected situation, just staying at the door of the emergency room blankly, waiting anxiously for the news from the friend, I saw the driver master, holding the things delivered by the nurse doctor again and again, registration and blood test running around, payment {because my friend and I went to the mountain to take a snow scene, we only waited a few hundred yuan change}, and all the money needed for payment was paid by the driver’s master. After receiving my call, when my sister and brother-in-law arrived, the driver had already finished all the formalities and paid us more than 8000 yuan in advance, my brother-in-law took out ten thousand yuan and said to the driver master, “teacher, I don’t want to thank you for your kindness. If you have more, I will treat you to dinner. However, the driver just took away the money he paid in advance, and the rest said nothing. He also said: when people encounter special circumstances, they stretch out their hands when they see it, do me a favor, it will be fine if it passes. Now that you are here, I will go first. Today is the 20th anniversary of my marriage with my wife. I am still waiting for me to go back to celebrate at home. Looking at the back of the driver’s master, besides the warm current surging from the bottom of my heart, there is also a blessing, wishing good people a safe life. When the door of the emergency room was opened and friends were pushed out, it was already over eight o’clock in the evening. The doctor said: The patient was out of danger. That is to say, the delivery is timely. If it is five minutes later, it will be dead. I said thank you to the doctor, and grabbed the Sumitomo’s hand that didn’t hang up the DRIP. OK, don’t be afraid, OK. When you finished the drip in the ward, it was already over eleven o’clock in the middle of the night. I stood outside the window and looked out. The snowflakes outside the window were still flying, so white and so clear, like the angels of love coming one by one, spreading love to the world, spreading hope: Falling red dust laughing like smoke QQ:1483563655 praise (prose editor: dropping ink to hurt) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Today

Qu Bo called and invited me to visit his paired child Dongyang. Did I call him? Is he at home? Qu Bo said, no one answered the phone, why don’t you call one for me? The phone was over, and the hoarse voice of Dongyang’s grandmother came. I asked her if she was at home and told her that we would arrive later. Ten minutes later, when we arrived at Yong’an Street, the phone called over there and asked if we had come. She was waiting at home. There was a heavy rain this morning. It was drizzling in the sky every day. The cement pavement in the countryside was washed clean by rainwater. After getting off the bus, the three tile houses covered by green trees and rows of osmanthus trees, the flock of chickens scattered when we saw us, and the vegetable garden surrounded by them were so familiar and novel. Dongyang and grandma have already welcomed our voices. When we entered the house, Grandma Dongyang began to criticize Qu Bo. Why didn’t she go to see her yesterday? Qu Bo said with grievance why grandma Dongyang didn’t answer his phone. I put the gift I brought to Dongyang in the next room, and then I knew that Dongyang’s grandfather was asleep. Qu Bo and I called Dongyang, and he hid behind grandma shyly. It looks a little taller than last year. Qu Bo felt uncomfortable during the day and night because of his backache. Yesterday, she received a dozen inexplicable calls from Dongyang’s grandmother, asking him to go to the West Bus Station. She wanted to find him. When our volunteer federation sent someone to come there, her grandmother went back again. Qu Bo was not at ease, so today he endured the pain and took time to come. My grandma and I chatted around. It was nothing more than whether Dongyang went to preschool. I asked Dongyang about what grandma was looking for Qu Bo yesterday during chatting far away from school. Grandma asked Qu Bo to find someone to send Dongyang away, but she didn’t take care of him. She was so tired that Qu Bo and I looked at each other speechless, because Qu Bo guessed whether Dongyang grandma wanted to send Dongyang to others on the way. We assumed various situations along the way and came to the conclusion that Dongyang grandma had no money to use. When we were speechless, grandma told her revolutionary history with joy. In fact, Qu Bo and I knew something about their family more or less. The grandpa who slept in the room heard that Grandma was going to send Dongyang away, and shouted at the old woman on the bed. They scolded each other with one word and one word. Grandma Dongyang was very excited at first, but this was even worse, with a snot and a tear, spitting everywhere. Little Dongyang looked at Grandma in panic with red eyes. Although Qu Bo and I have seen the scene of the quarrel between the parents, the parents are obviously very angry today, especially grandpa, who seldom lost his temper before. I walked to my grandpa’s bed and persuaded him to calm down and pay attention to his body. Grandpa talked to me about my wife. I closed the door gently, and Grandpa Ren poured out the unhappiness that had been suppressed for a long time. Dongyang’s father, because of his mental disorder, wandered outside all the year round. My grandfather is over seventy years old, and my mother-in-law is more than ten years younger than him. In ordinary times, except for taking Dongyang, he always has food to open his mouth and clothes to stretch out his hand. The government has a relief fund every month. He grows some, life is also good. However, he was sick these days and didn’t cook. Grandma Dongyang, who was used to eating, became unhappy and complained everywhere. Grandma threatened him and sent Dongyang away after grandpa said a few words, we all know that Dongyang is Grandpa’s lifeblood. It was said that the old woman was going to send Dongyang away. He was already ill, so anxious that he didn’t even eat food. I advise Grandpa, your mother-in-law to spoil her like this. Grandpa said yes, I have been accommodating her. Then I said that my mother-in-law was just angry to send Dongyang away, Why do you take it seriously? How can I say if I want to send it? Dongyang is not a gift! Let me say again, Grandpa, you should take good care of yourself. Dongyang is still young, and he needs you. Grandma Dongyang, who cares so much, needs you more. Grandpa silence. But I can see that Grandpa is relieved. No one will rob his precious grandson. The outside is also calm, maybe Grandma said she was tired. When I came out of my grandpa’s room, I saw a pair of geese walking leisurely outside in the lawn, so I said as I walked: goose. Qu Bo also stood up to see the goose, standing under the roof of Dongyang’s house. We talked about the goose, and grandma also agreed to talk about it. I can’t see that I was excited just now. We also talked about the vegetables in the vegetable garden. I said who planted them, so many and so good. Grandma said they were planted by Grandpa. I said yes, how diligent. We talked about rows of trees again. I said who planted them. So many trees were so good. Grandma said they were planted by Grandpa. I said yes, what a beautiful heartless chat my eyes told me that my grandma had already laughed. Qu Bo and I also left. On the way, we were silent first, and then sighed. Qu Bo strongly agreed to give Dongyang to a good family, saying that only in that way can Dongyang have a future. I opposition. I said that if Dongyang was sent away, it would kill grandpa Dongyang. Besides, who could cause us to shake our heads reluctantly because of grandma Dongyang’s situation? Qu Bo and I agreed to spare as much time as possible, I often visit Dongyang. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

And book

Reading is a kind of happiness, fun and enjoyment. Last autumn, the school encouraged teachers to read books and learn to build a scholarly campus. The opportunity was rare. I read the dream of new education written by Professor Zhu Yongxin. The book is divided into ten chapters, talking about ideal moral education, ideal intellectual education, ideal physical education, ideal aesthetic education, ideal Labor technology education, Ideal School, ideal teachers, ideal principals, ideal students and ideal parents. Reading while strolling hand in hand with 30 years of educational practice, there are feelings and resonances. The Sea covers all rivers, and the tolerance is great. A truly excellent teacher should be a scholar who keeps forging ahead and keeping pace with the times, learning from predecessors, excellent colleagues and even our students. For the first time in history, education is serving for the unknown future. The distance between teachers and students is never as big as today. For the first time, teachers have to put off the airs of rich experience, learn from students modestly. Facing the new patterns and ideas that the current students suddenly come up with, we often sigh: how can the current students make us at a loss. At present, reading and learning is a good way to be a teacher who keeps pace with the times. Treat learning and work, not instant success, not impetuous. Think carefully, keep pace with the times, maintain a childlike innocence forever, and be a teacher who keeps pace with the times. Second, a nation without thoughts is a stupid nation. If teachers have no thoughts, they cannot be called educators. Education needs not only ideological educators and administrators, but also thousands of ideological teachers. To be a thoughtful educator, one is to reshape our educational behavior with thoughts, change ideas and actions; Change actions and change destiny. The second is to cultivate students’ minds with thoughts. Only thoughts can nourish rich soul and heavy personality. In the world of education, if rich thoughts shine brightly, if rich thoughts collide with each other, if Noble, rich, unique and profound thoughts inspire people, our work, our life is more interesting and charming, and we are truly worthy of the unrepeatable, irreplaceable and extremely precious life given by God. Third, only when the land tolerates the seeds can it gain; Only when the sea tolerates the rivers can it possess the vast; Only when the sky tolerates the clouds can it possess the spirit; Life tolerates the regrets, only in this way can we have a future. Tolerance means admitting children’s differences and their unfinished status. Education should start with tolerance. If you treat your students with tolerance, you will get the joy of taking a step back; If a teacher treats his students with tolerance, it means that his educational thoughts are more profound and his educational means are more mature; when teachers treat their students with tolerance, they treat the education process scientifically. Mr. Tao Xingzhi once said: Watt is under your pointer, Newton is in your cold eyes, Edison is in your ridicule. This is how we treat work and life. There are inevitably many disappointments in life. There are inevitably some misunderstandings when you get along with colleagues and friends. But if you can treat everything with tolerance, then you are the wise man of life. The ideal education described by Professor Zhu Yongxin warms the earth like the sun and warms the hearts of thoughtful teachers. Some people say that life has three realms, one is material life, the other is artistic life, and the third is religious life. We ordinary people like us may not be able to achieve religious life in their whole lives, but we can still achieve the pursuit of a happy artistic life that releases the soul, that is, to read more. The fragrance of the abdominal book collection is unique. Lifelong reading and learning, and be a scholarly teacher. Praise on March 12, 2016 (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…