Lost

The night is already very deep. The noisy village town gradually calmed down like a tired baby. I didn’t sleep, lost sleep, and didn’t feel sleepy at all. I have asked myself for thousands of times, but I can’t find the answer at all. I only know that my heart is blocked with sulk, upset and anxious. I stood in front of the window, pushed open the screen window, took a deep breath, and felt that the air in the midnight seemed to be much more refreshing. Without the turbidity in the daytime, my mind gradually became clear, take a cigarette and watch the cigarette ring fade away slowly until it disappears in the vast night. The neon lights on the roadside also pull the whole street very long, which seems to have no end, there were only a few moths dancing on the yellow board, no stage, no audience, no applause and applause, only persistence. Stick to the dream of pursuing light. I, a person who claimed to pursue dreams, lost myself in this noisy, turbid, indifferent and Lonely City, and could no longer find the way forward, I have tried to sober myself up for countless times and tried hard to find my way home, but once again I lost myself in the world of materialistic desires. Without pursuits and dreams, what I left was just my body, maybe only death can be released and reborn. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring

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