Night

For more than three months, I have never been stained with words, and I am not so busy with my study work every day that I can’t afford to take a pen and have no time to think. However, the clues accumulated in my life are always stirring my heart, in order to play and act happily, the final result is that the mind is floating in the cold air like a lonely soul in the bottomless night. The dark eyes wanted to penetrate the answer of the whole night until I fell asleep in the early morning. When I woke up, the sky outside the window was already shining brightly. There are many habits that know clearly that they are harmful to themselves, and they can even list all kinds of disadvantages as many books, such as smoking is harmful to health, drinking hurts the body, staying up late to work hard, and there are not a few people who keep abstinence, but because it has become a part of life earlier, I have become accustomed to it. The night and day are reversed, and the work and rest time are chaotic. In the common heart of human beings, it is impossible to expect to return to a normal state, someone once jokingly explained to me that this abnormal state was due to the imperfection of the previous life, that is, sleeping too much in the previous life was a waste, and the time of not sleeping in this life was used to make up for the lack of the previous life. I don’t know if this is a kind of self-destruction. The origin of the text, the fate of the text, SAD is inevitable, can not bear to touch. What is the true self? The soul between the lines, the noumenon, soul and body shown in the real world, are all in you and me. Why have you been misinterpreted? I felt cold and wanted to abandon the soul, letting the empty shell walk in the vast sea of people. Silence is like dead gray, like a flying kite breaking away from the ground, having no time to fly to a wider field, the line of interest disappearing is torn off, and the kite’s lonely shadow is stumbling over the sky, then the kite simply broke all the connections with the ground. On December 31, 2014, the whole day of work and study was over. It was already full of lights. We couldn’t wait to pack up the things we went home and took our friends to the sales agency in a hurry. The tickets we had earlier were sold out. With the courage of our companions, I bought 11:43 tickets decisively, and finally cut off the idea of going back home with a long sigh of relief, and firmly believed in going home. My friend went crazy after shouting. At that moment, I suddenly felt that I was a little scary, and some thoughts became powerful like Warcraft. Because of the late bus, I was no longer in a hurry. After having dinner slowly, I picked some snacks from the supermarket and swung to the station. The dark troops of the long Dragon Brigade suddenly stopped, fortunately, the orderly order made people enter the waiting room early. Naturally, there was no place to sit. Later, a piece of paper came out to pad each person at the side of the stairs. The people on the left and right sides were neatly arranged, leaving an empty space in the middle, holding snacks in hand, glancing at the crowd carrying big bags, up and down, coming and going, laughing happily, occasionally, I echoed my friend’s words and chatted with the aunt sitting next to my friend who didn’t know each other, sharing some snacks enthusiastically. There was a happiness that had not been revealed for a long time penetrating the bottom of my heart. Farewell to the unknown aunt, stepped on the train that stopped at the platform, found a space, and set off in the Roar. Standing at the junction of the two carriages, I chattered to comfort my friends and said shamelessly that I was young and didn’t waste my life, This is an extraordinary new year. We set off earlier than some people. Now we have set off spiritually on the way to 2015. The car drove for more than an hour. In the early morning, looking around the crowd in front and back of the carriage, most of them fell asleep with their tired faces leaning against the car window or the people beside them. The friends standing beside them were also sleepy, leaning against my shoulder and lying down for a while, I glanced at my friend and felt a little ashamed. I took out my mobile phone and glanced at it. The wallpaper of the mobile phone was automatically replaced with the blessing wallpaper of the festival and the year and date were updated, staring at the screen, thinking habits that used to write for 2014 years had to be changed again. There were always some habits that had to accept changes, and later changes would become new habits one day, such a repeated change, until one day you take change as a habit, you will no longer feel that you need time to adapt to this word and there is a strange feeling in the bottom of your heart, and you will no longer sigh with emotion about the uncertainty in your life. Looking back on 2014, I experienced a growth without a head or a tail, and I had to sigh with emotion that even though I had predicted the result, I was still willing to gamble with the fool and stubbornness. It was the way to knock down the south wall without turning back, however, the injured breath is like a gossamer. I was a little surprised when my friend who had known each other for four years broke up with her boyfriend. Later, I asked: Will you still think about it? She said: he once proposed to break up six times, and once I almost jumped down from the top of the mountain. How many runnings and runnings were there during this period? This time I only said once, maybe I had been a little selfish since I thought of the result of breaking up one day. I refused to mention it for six times. In the past few years, I have smoothed my feelings for him, I won’t miss him too much in the future. My friend said so resolute. Suddenly I felt that I didn’t understand. A green fruit was hidden among the branches and leaves, watching the fruit around being ripe and picked. The same tree, the same season, the same fruit, the ripe ones have already fallen from the branches, and the green ones are still hanging high among the branches? Why why? Is it because one is at the tip of the tree, the other is at the branch, and the rain dew is sweet spring, the nutrients absorbed are different? However, the green fruit will eventually mature with the wind, sun and rain of the fleeting years. In 2014, there are still many unrealized dreams, some of which are forgotten, some always feel that there is no time to do them, and some think it is a big dream of Spring and Autumn period, which is far from being realized. In, if a dream does not take action, those who do not wake up will always be unreal. At about in the morning, I got off the bus, and there was a chill in the early morning and deep winter in the air. I found my father’s phone in the address book and dialed it. The phone rang and I couldn’t hear tiredness with joy, my nose suddenly became a little sour. I was so busy in doing things during the day, thinking that I didn’t sleep when I came home. How could I not feel sleepy? Why can’t I wait for the dawn before going home? Parents, no matter how old you are, are always almost spoiled to protect their children in the most important position in their hearts. The beating of the heart is the constant protection of this love. During the days of studying in the hospital, the rotation of each department witnessed scenes one after another. There were companions who stayed up all night and took care of his wife carefully. They patted the back of his wife who could not cough out of phlegm in the middle of the night; They used spoons to dig apple puree for his wife to eat and were reluctant to leave; some people always appreciate and encourage you every time you do a little thing for him; Some are kind, gentle and lovely professors, many warm pictures, it can always make people feel like spring breeze in gloomy days, believing that the warmth and cuteness of human nature can resolve conflicts, and believing that the true feelings in the world can melt indifference and pain, I believe that the generosity of mind can make the flower of life show a beautiful posture. Even if the flowering period is limited, it will leave a brilliant impression on the world; I believe every minute is a race against life, winning, it is a new rebirth and joy. When you go out occasionally, you can always have strong perseverance to walk a long way, or even come back. In a strange city, walking a long way is actually not to see the fresh scenery, the scenery is nothing more than the landscape, and the new is nothing more than the characteristics of human feelings and customs. All I walk is just to meet a familiar you, and then I can walk side by side with me. Another Midnight in the early morning, speaking freely, very happy, speaking out, like drinking strong wine for three rounds, headache, dizziness, falling asleep praise (prose editor: dropping ink into injury) the snow in spring

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