Dear

I saw the shadows of many people, black, without smiles on the ground. They were regarded as melodramatic sadness and laughed at them together with the night. And I don’t make any comments, I just want to write them. They are happy every day, just like a child who is always favored by the sunshine. However, they are listening to very sad songs. They are so powerful that many people will say to them: you have to cheer up. But few people know comfort. Maybe, when I grow up, what I need most like them is not that sentence. The upward spirit has been engraved in the bones, and no one needs to repeat it. Is there anything more touching than that sentence, happy and sad I have been there all the time? Just like my mother, every time she calls me, what she says is not to cheer up, but not to sleep late and pay attention to diet. This kind of exhortation is the warmth I want. I know that no matter what, I can have the company of my family. But I know that nobody will always be there. Many people can only chew their inner pain alone more often. I have seen many people hide the words in a place where few people see them. I asked them what happened. The answer is blank. Because they understand that it is better to let themselves know something. One of them is very close to me. She grew up. Although she still played with us, she had her own heart and didn’t want to be known. But I really hope she is still the child who played with me since childhood. Perhaps, because of this, I have never liked the so-called maturity. When I was young, people who laughed and cried were crazy. When I grow up, I understand that people who laugh at them are fools. Even relatives and friends still cannot replace some people. Those people can say “come on” to you many times and “sorry” many times, but they won’t say “like you. In fact, in one word, they will never bring you a kind of spiritual companionship. They may not care about your happiness and sorrow. But happiness and pain really belong to oneself. Therefore, love yourself and say positive words to yourself every morning, because this can determine your mood for a day. I have watched a lot of TV plays before, but I don’t understand what happened to those people who were crying. Later I realized that everyone had a movie of his own in his mind. Don’t look at it, everything is fine. Once you touch it, you will touch the wound that has not yet scabbed. But we know that time can dilute everything. Put them in one corner. Don’t refuse, let them come and go freely. In fact, in some days, it is also a kind of youth that needs to be experienced to live a life of eating and traveling alone and talking with each other. If you can, don’t listen to sad songs or get in touch with everything related to the past. In a place which is half desert and half forest, try to turn around to see the green. But in fact, I know that no matter how many words I write, I can’t get rid of all the sadness. I know that even if I hope that my friends and relatives around me will not be entangled by troubles, even if I hope that Ji Yu will not feel sad for the so-called loss like a heartless person, it is just a fantasy. The reason why life is life is that it is not only happy but not sad. Some people get happiness easily, while others wait for no result all the time. But I always don’t like a person suffering from gain and loss, and I feel sad in comparison. I would rather spend these time working hard for those who really love me. Silent pride and modest bloom are never empty words. It is my pursuit to gallop the world with the utmost softness. Although I am not a very gentle person, what I want to do is to interpret the strongest self in the softest way. I can say directly that what I need is love, not sympathy. If you can’t give me love, I would rather not have any of yours. Don’t tell me the so-called right or wrong, because I am me and I have the right to decide my thoughts. Indeed, my words have little power. I can only use them to give you the most powerless companionship. I don’t want to say anything to you. Come on, leave this sentence to others. I just want to say that happiness is shared and hardship is shared. As my deskmate once said, I always stay when I am sad. Perhaps, everyone can’t avoid feeling sad for some people. They either ignore you, or leave you forever, or they can’t give you what you really want, and then you will smile and smile faintly across your heart, you will curl up and cry silently in the corner of no one, and there will be a face of sunshine behind you. Because you know you can’t make others worry for some people. In those days when you haven’t forgotten some kind of fixed pain, some kind of emotion will always find a gap to invade you. But you know that all things can only be attributed to loess in the end, so you don’t obstruct it and let it come and go freely, because you are the master, not the servant. Maybe many people hope that someone will say to themselves: feel sad in front of me. I really want to do this because I know it is very important. I am really hope that my friends can have such happiness. I have read some friends’ message boards hiding unknown sadness. Sometimes when I really pack up my mood and feel very happy, if I meet someone I care about and have their unhappiness, heart inevitably sad. Fortunately, what I still have is real passion. I believe I can convey the warmth through space. Maybe sometimes I really look like a female man in front of familiar people, but more often I just want to be myself quietly, even accompanying me silently. In fact, sadness is not a sin. What is wrong is that it will last forever and never recover. The mistake is to put the words in a sad place forever, instead of conveying warmth. I can say that because I still have family members who want to repay and friends who want to cherish, there is no one who can make me sad to decadence. But don’t think that in front of everyone, I am eager to be a strong self.

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