Dark Night

Everyone may have such an experience. In the silent dark night, you can’t see your fingers, but your eyes are open. Perhaps, you are just recalling and imagining with your eyes open, looking inside and introspecting. You see time and youth passing by, but no matter you open your eyes or fall asleep, that time and youth will flow. In the silent dark night, it is the night that quietes down, and the heart that cannot be quieted down. Sometimes disordered, sometimes clear thoughts are like the light outside the window or light or dark. Listening to the bleak cold wind outside the window, people will have a lot of sadness for no reason. The doors and windows are closed tightly, blocking the darkness of the night out of the house, but unable to stop the dark night in the heart, with the darkness of the night, the heart gradually became rich and lingering. I don’t know at which moment, words have become an important outlet for my spiritual growth, which is an irresistible cry when I am searching for the truth of life alone, and a decisive gesture that I don’t want to live on the vulgar. Looking back at these footprints, some surprised me, some ashamed me, and some delighted me. The muttering in the dark night, the lonely back in the mud and wind and rain, and the heart that could not be calm and had nowhere to settle down. It made me sweat for myself again and again, but this was indeed my own feeling and constantly mottled experience. I didn’t lose myself because I didn’t want to deny or whitewash myself. People can only hear others’ voices when their hearts are open, and of course they can also hear themselves. Checking your footprints is to give your heart a reference, encouragement and alertness. Not all the flowers will bear fruit when they bloom. More often, it is the flowers that bloom, and then the flowers fade again. The dark night club makes people feel lonely, because everything is like a deep sleep, but you open your eyes. Darkness wraps you, but gives you unlimited freedom. We are interdependent because of loneliness, and we are also drifting away because of loneliness. We are afraid of loneliness, but unconsciously eulogize loneliness. Our loneliness is due to our keen observation and rich care for the world, and our complex hatred and love for the world, because of the living music full of hesitation and delusion, the alternate encounter and separation on the screen, the flowing words in our works, and all the short and infinite materials. Under the night, only by deeply understanding the sweetness and suffering of loneliness, can we gradually put down the heaviness in life, be clear about everything, and become a wanderer who thoroughly understands and accepts herself, and calmly and calmly. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

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