In ink

Maybe everyone has one or several unrealized dreams, which make you spend your whole life pursuing. Life is only the beauty that comes out, but not the glory that comes out. Without painstaking efforts, there would be no dazzling brilliance. I remember a story whose main idea was that there were two stones, one of which was completely carved into a step and the other was carved into a Buddha statue. In a large temple, thousands of people step up and down on the steps every day, and thousands of people worship Buddha statues every day. Gradually, the first stone began to complain to another stone. We came together. Why are so many people stepping on me and respecting you? Because you only got a few knives and became a step, but I became this Buddha statue after a thousand cuts. After saying that, both stones fell into silence… This philosophical story tells us that no one can succeed casually. Every bright appearance has a tenacious heart, and every successful person has experienced countless failures and setbacks. Not long ago, through the introduction of Lao Xu from Beijing, I met Ding Ding and Manman from Ningxia, both of whom are over 30 years old. Ding Ding is the office director of a senior club, while Manman works in Ningxia TV station. In Manman’s words, her job was to be famous for money, and she couldn’t bear the intrigue of those individuals on the stage, so she opened a jade jewelry store in her spare time. Tintin’s short hair is smart and capable, and Manman’s hair shawl is charming and fair. It is said that I have a jade processing factory doing well. They specially brought a box of large and small jade raw materials from a long distance and asked me to help process them into products. After two months of rushing day and night, dozens of small pieces and brands were delivered, and two big pieces were now in the final stage of light. I don’t know what kind of work Manman does in the TV station. Maybe in logistics, there are also small reporters helping her to see the store, so I have so much time to purchase goods. Manman said that she liked freedom and didn’t like to restrain herself too much. She spent her spare time of work running jewelry stores. I remember that I also had an opportunity more than twenty years ago, and almost became a peer of Manman. That year, I just graduated from high school and helped my parents in a small restaurant. A couple in their thirties on the opposite floor must come to the restaurant to have two bowls of stewed noodles every noon after work. After that, everyone became familiar with each other and learned that the man was working in the county propaganda department and was a reporter, the woman is an engineer. At that time, a television station was not set up in a small county in the 1990 s. One day, the elder brother of the journalist opposite me said to me, “Did you study liberal arts? I A is. He said that the propaganda department was going to recruit a group of high school graduates for training. Two years later, he would be able to work in the newly established TV station. It would be impossible for your uncle, who was the mayor, to say a word, I will recommend you again. Although my mother and I mentioned it, my mother refused to tell my uncle for causing trouble, so I had to give up. A few years later, I went to work in other places. My high school deskmate Qiu was recruited internally because of a relative who was the leader of the town. He became a TV reporter through two years of training. Two or ten years later, I stayed in the south all the time. I would go back only on New Year’s Day. I had never met Qiu. A few days ago, I heard from my friend in my hometown that Qiu did a good job and was about to be promoted to the director of. I didn’t regret for missing that opportunity. Instead, I was lucky to have a freer space and a wider world that made me fly freely. Everyone has a different life path, whether arranged by God or chosen by yourself, as long as you work hard, Oasis will also appear in the desert. Maybe influenced by my father, I liked reading books since I was a child. When I was a child, there was no clothes in my wardrobe and books were all over. My father had no savings and bought all the books except the living expenses. In the 1970 s and 1980 s, my father also asked my third uncle to buy books from the mainland and send them to him, this matter I am heard from my father later. After reading too many books, I always think that one day I can make some touching stories with the unrestrained imagination like the authors of those books. Being a writer was a ridiculous thought that he overtook in his childhood. However, this dream was like a thing he liked very much with him all the time, and finally he was thrown into the river of time due to the tossing of life, and there was no place to salvage. Until two years ago, I wandered aimlessly on the Internet and was attracted by beautiful articles one by one in the space of netizens. I followed my steps and browsed those literary websites, which were online prose, original literature in good mood, prose bar and so on all make me linger. Finally, I couldn’t help being eager to have a try and published some messy words. Now I think it is rubbish. Two years of hard work, though still like a toddler baby, but on the way of writing, every step made people happy, even if they fell down, they got up and walked. The winter solstice is the coldest day of the year in the South. After New Year’s Day, I feel that spring is back again. The sun warmed through the narrow lane of the wide street. The sky was blue without any cloud. The south wind blew the colorful kerchief around the neck very comfortably. I feel that the four seasons are very similar to a person’s life. Spring is a carefree childhood, lively and lovely; Summer is like a passionate and passionate teenager; Autumn is a quiet and distant middle age with light clouds and breeze; winter is quiet and wise old age. Each season has different connotations and unique beauty. Maybe only those who are careful can experience it. Walking through the long time corridor, every life will leave a long or short projection. I was intoxicated in the incense of ink, looking for lost dreams in the incense of ink. Many years later, I just wanted to prove that I had been to this world and left a few skew footprints. I always think that people who love laughing will not have bad luck, and good people will certainly have more blessings. If you don’t trust me lightly, people will live up to me; If you don’t trust me lightly, I will live up to others. The poetic life originates from the romantic feelings in the heart. I just want to keep this window Moon, a curtain of dreams and a yard of flowers; With this piano, a book and a pot of tea. I don’t want to wake up in this dream full of ink fragrance all my life. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Night

Today is my mother’s death day. Four years passed quickly, and the immortal passed away, leaving only scattered memories and endless thoughts for the living. I was the only one missing for the four siblings. They only shed a few lines of tears in the South thousands of miles away, and only wrote a few words to comfort the sorrow. At about ten o’clock in the morning, sitting at a friend’s place, little sister called and said that she had just returned from her mother’s graveyard, and the eldest brother and younger brother had added graves for her mother in person. I called my father at 7 o’clock in the morning. All my family members were busy in the west yard and no one answered. They slept in a daze until more than 8 o’clock. They were woken up by the sound of the machine and opened their eyes to the east window. On the phone, my little sister said that the plum trees in the yard were ripe and delicious, crisp and sweet. I don’t remember whether the plum trees were planted by my mother before her death. I only remember that the fig trees and persimmon trees were born when my mother was alive. Now the fruit trees are still bearing sweet fruits every year. The Man Who Planted Trees has already been gone, leaving only warm memories and thoughts for the living. The business in the store was not so good, so I had more time to read books to kill time. Shen Fu from Qing dynasty had already read the last chapter of “Six Chapters of floating life. The experience of yunniang in the book makes people sigh, especially the fate of yunniang makes people full of melancholy. Good books make people feel personally on the scene, and the rough fate of the protagonist touches people’s hearts, which makes readers feel uneasy. I haven’t been worried about an irrelevant person for a long time. I saw my mother’s shadow from Yun Niang. In the past, my mother often refused to see a doctor because of minor disasters and minor illnesses. Chinese women are virtuous and generous, it is also reflected vividly on my mother. It is too hard to overdraw too much that leads to serious illness. The Dragon Boat Festival is approaching, and the weather is getting hot. There are only a dozen mu of lotus root fields outside the middle school wall, and the lotus leaves in the pond are infinitely clear. Maybe the lotus flowers will be different in the sun in a few days. I went out for a walk in the evening and walked through Uncle Lin’s garden. A faint fragrance flew by, smelling the strong fragrance, which was Jasmine. That afternoon, my family were all taking a nap. I was not sleepy, so I came to uncle Lin’s garden again. Under the mango tree in the small garden, countless snow-white jasmine flowers bloom in the middle of a large clump of green Jasmine leaves. Fragrant Snow jasmine, these four words popped up in my mind. I think the word fragrant snow is the most appropriate for Jasmine. There are also two basins upstairs. Sometimes I pick a few and put them in the room. The whole room is dyed by fragrance, and one flower can smoke the fragrance of one room, this ancient poem should be the best portrayal and praise for Jasmine. I also like soaking Jasmine in a transparent glass, watching Jasmine bloom in the water, making a cup of jasmine tea to drink, making every cell of me have the Fragrance of Jasmine. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Anti-corruption

The long-length novel The Price of Love change, created by young and middle-aged writers Liu Xingbin and Huang duoliang in Jiangxi province, has been officially published and released by Baishan Publishing House recently. The price of love change is a classic masterpiece in 2015 among writers in Jiangxi province. It is not only a romantic novel, but also an anti-corruption masterpiece. Li Qiu in the novel was originally a woman with love, hate and ambition. If she loved it smoothly, her life would be colorful. If she regarded hate as love, she would certainly become a myth in the world. However, after all, she regarded losing love as hatred, hatred as sin and power as personal gain. Therefore, her life began to be abnormal, her career began to die, and her power began to indulge until she went to the road of crime. This is the tragic fate of the protagonist in the sad female county magistrate. From the price of love change, the author read out the author’s tenderness like water, and even read out the author’s straightforwardness. In this novel, there are sunshine and darkness; Love and hatred; Career and greed; Justice and sin may, this is the life in the author’s eyes, and this is the real society in the author’s heart. This novel is not only a sad song of life, but also a horn of anti-corruption. When reading it, there are tears in the eyes and regrets in the heart, what leaves people more is to think about corruption every generation, and the patterns are also different. Different from the past dynasties, many officials who lost horses nowadays have the shadow of mistresses. The price of love change vividly shows this phenomenon. Beauty is associated with corrupt officials. Corrupt officials are happy with beauty. One has power and the other has color. They trade power and color in the dark. However, people are water, officials are boats; Water can carry boats, and can also overturn boats. People, ben gu Bunning. In Wang Hai’s eyes, Li Qiu, as the vice of a county, would be like a fish in water as long as she cared about the masses. However, she went against the wishes of the people. In this book, Xu Ming, Ju Long, Li Qiu, Li Mingwei, Shen Xiuwei, Zheng Shaoming and others deviated from the masses and gathered power and greed, greed and color, color and killing into Devil’s palm, finally, they were sent to the trial stage by the people. Therefore, the author deeply understands that the way to be an official is not only to pay attention to people’s livelihood, but also to have compassion, and to take career as a political responsibility. This is the value orientation of being an official. Although the author is a common villager, from the cost of changing emotions, the author realizes the way of being an official: whether he cares about the masses or himself, whether he seeks for the interests of the masses or himself, this is a watershed where party members and cadres are politically qualified but not qualified, and their style of work is excellent but hard. In the days when the whole party deeply understood the spirit of the report of the 18th National Congress of the Communist Party of China, the author created and published the book “The cost of changing emotions”, perhaps aiming at telling party members and cadres to put people first and govern for the people, we must take honesty in politics as the first life to maintain, and party members and cadres must always remain clean. Opposing corruption and building a clean politics are our party’s clear political stance and major political issues concerned by the people. If this problem is not solved well, it will cause fatal harm to the party and even subjugate the party and the country. From the price of love change, the author not only saw the dangers of corrupt elements, but also saw the strong determination of the Communist Party of China to fight against corruption and promote honesty: with Zheng Shaoming, Shen Xiuwei, Li Mingwei, Li Qiu, with the fall of Xu Ming, Chu Julong and other people, the central government not only strengthened the anti-corruption efforts, but also a group of higher level officials related to the case were being investigated by the Central Commission for Discipline Inspection in life, power is a kind of public image, sex is a kind of reflection of family affection, contentment is a kind of life wisdom, and Chang Le is a kind of life realm. However, Zheng Shaoming, Shen Xiuwei, Li Mingwei, Li Qiu and others in the price of love change misread this point. If they have to learn to choose in front of the need, if they learn to give up in the face of temptation, if they learn to stick to the principle, they can’t step by step to the road of no return (Li Jinxing) Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) spring snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Man

Calmness is a kind of state of mind, which is the cultivation of high quality after hard training of thoughts. In today’s society full of temptations and traps, it is not easy to maintain a good attitude. Only by experiencing life with a good attitude can we find the true meaning of life. A person’s heart is too easy to be influenced by the outside world, and he often lust for the prosperity in the world, the seven emotions and six desires deep in life, and the personal gains and losses, in this way, the original heart and nature of oneself are lost, which will inevitably lead to the inability to look at the things of the world calmly. Therefore, it is a blind spot, the Mount Tai cannot be seen, and the better things in life cannot be seen, naturally, it loses the abundance and beauty of life. Life is like a long river flowing in a murmur. There are both calm and magnificent times. There are not only the beauty of magnificence that flows down thousands of miles when peaks and mountains are stacked, but also the serenity of circuitous tenderness when passing through a horse and a plain. People’s heart, originally like a pool of water, should be clear to the bottom, smooth as a mirror, can reflect the true face of the world, but this originally clean as water, however, it is most likely to be disturbed by the outside world and cause waves in heart. Like the Wind waves, like stones flowing into the water, this movement, even if stirred into a pool of muddy water or turbid water, therefore, all the beautiful scenery in the bottom of my heart can not appear. Only by keeping a good attitude can we learn to be satisfied, give up and be indifferent. Only in this way can we understand others, treat ourselves well and enjoy life. You may as well take it calmly in adversity and face it calmly in prosperity. Don’t care about others’ comments, live in others’ comments; Don’t care too much about the results, do things and don’t pursue perfection too much. Life is a process, as long as you work hard, it is your own success. To live is not to cheer others. You need to take care of your own life. As long as there is no haze in your sky, it will bring light to the people around you. It is the nature of nature that water flows down; Clouds floating in the sky are not what people do. If life can be like clouds and water, and follows the nature of elegance and nature, the best realm of life is rich and quiet. Quiet is because it gets rid of the temptation of the false reputation and floating profits from the outside world. In float-sink in we, really can get rid of fame and temptation, do chongrubujing, see The Courthouse blossom; Fate unintentional, hope ethereal cloud Cirrus easy? Only with a common heart can you find your position accurately in the ever-changing interlacing and realize the life value of your nobody. Don’t ask for profound cultivation, just wish to have a common heart, be kind to others, be kind to yourself, be kind to all worries and troubles. Human Heart, originally like floating clouds in the sky, should be pure and natural with colorful colors, which can flow out the most beautiful paintings in the world. A person must be as natural and quiet as clouds and water, have a quiet heart, and be like the Earth, fearless of the baptism of the outside world, so that he can have a real and righteous ordinary heart. For example, the wind blows away the clouds, for example, the clouds surge and The Wind Rises, which turns into a vast blank or gloomy. Therefore, all the flowing colors in the bottom of the heart are faded. With a good attitude, it can see through fame and wealth, success and failure, and gain and loss. If you can reach such a state, you can relax the nature, calm yourself, firmly believe in the best psychological state, and ensure that you can do things with ease under any circumstances, show your talent calmly and magnanimously. People’s mentality should have been like clouds and water, clear to the bottom, pure and natural. It should be like a rock or the earth, very ordinary and broad. No matter how windy and rainy the sky is, it can remain firm, keep the true nature, then, all the interference and temptation from the outside world are unable to shake and pierce the quietness of our hearts. Life gives us too many setbacks, but we still face it optimistically. Life is originally beautiful, and we should all learn to enjoy everything life gives us. Only by integrating a good attitude into the world, into the society, into the nature, into the landscape, and with a good attitude to feel and treat, can we find the true meaning of life. Believe that dreams are the source of value, and that vision determines everything in the future. Believe that success is more important than success itself. Believe that life has setbacks and failures, believe that the quality of life comes from the belief of never compromise. Life depends on each other, both gains and losses. Let it lose what we lose. What we should care more about is what we have gained from loss and frustration. Treat what we have lost correctly, keep a good attitude, constantly gain successful experience from failures, discover what we have gained and dig out what we really have. People, it is indeed important to have a good attitude, which can make people detached, make people good, know what they can do, do not do but not do; Know what they should do, don’t do what you shouldn’t do. Only by loving ordinary life can we feel the mystery of life from ordinary happiness. If you have a good attitude, you will have the right principle of life. You will not overestimate yourself, nor will you be willing to fall down. You will not only pursue material luxury, but immerse your soul in the tide of dust. A good attitude is a kind of realm, which only makes people have the tolerance like the sea, and also makes people steady as a mountain. In the fierce wind and rainstorm, the waves and the pine forest rolled, but the deep sea was as calm as yesterday, and the mountain stood firm. To practice life with such a mind, you would be fearless and never retreat from difficulties. Zhuge Liang said: indifferent to Mingzhi, quiet to Zhiyuan. Face the right and wrong of the world calmly, and never forget the pursuit of ideal and the awe of precious life. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Do a

I was disappointed all my life. I couldn’t get the reward from others even if I struggled hard. However, I was not angry with cowardice or discouraged, so I decided to be a confident woman. Build the world with your own strength in life, and win people’s appreciation with your true talents and hard work. People often say that gold always shines. Moreover, I don’t have any talent, and the climbing of relationships will eventually fail. In my opinion, if you don’t ask for help, don’t pull relationships, have real talents and practical knowledge, have the spirit of hard work, maybe there will be a certain position, and there will be my place to use. In this way, you will also show your talent and be free and unrestrained! To be a confident woman, clap your hands for yourself without looking at others’ faces or relying on others’ authority. Use your own practical skills to fight for your future. Although, now there is no chance to turn over to the end and display their talents. But I believe that one day, the sun will shine on me, and the sun will be warm and smooth in my heart. At that time, I will walk towards the end of the world with a smile, and I will show myself brightly. Over the years, one man struggled, one man struggled, waiting for the high sun, waiting for the sunshine. Although there had been no positive situation before, the slant of sunset also comforted my heart. I decided that from that moment on, I would try my best to find my own world and pursue the value of life. And advance along the direction of light! Forward! If you want to strive for a career in your life and invest in the world, you must have the spirit of hard work and the will to be fearless of hardships and dangers. During the journey, there will inevitably be ups and downs and slanders by scumbags. Only when you can withstand loneliness and hardship can you hold on to prosperity and move towards a better future. If you encounter difficulties and a little pain, you will feel bitter and fearful, and even change your mind, how can you go to the future? How can we sail to a bright spring tomorrow? If you want to show your talent in the world, you must have a little strength and a little real ability. Otherwise, you cannot fight for your future and walk out of your footprints. First of all, you must have confidence, proud thoughts, and the manner of being a person. Secondly, we can tie up some bosom friends in our own journey. Maybe we can help ourselves out of the predicament and build a little world for ourselves. Finally, we must have the spirit of perseverance, perseverance, not afraid of others’ jokes, not afraid of others’ sarcasm, try our best to expand ourselves, walk in the world and see far. Treasure what you get, let go what you lose, move forward bravely and implement boldly. Be a confident woman! If you are not confident, why do you have confidence? If you don’t work hard, who will work hard for you? Raise the sail of your journey, live in the moment, remove all obstacles, be confident, have your own world, have your own natural and unrestrained time. When you see others being natural and unrestrained, don’t you know that they also have confidence, proud opinions and hardworking spirit to own their own world, it won the favor of people all over the world. If you want to be smart, if you want to be prosperous, you have to be confident and brave, let it be sarcastic, let it be spring, summer, autumn and winter, as long as you work hard in the direction with goals, you will make a path in your life and shine your own light. To be a confident woman, who says that a woman is inferior to a man? If you fight through the wind and waves, you will also get beautiful feedback! Don’t wait for time and waste time. Successful people start with confidence and have good results. Confidence is the beginning of pride; Only confidence can expand one’s talent. Only with confidence can we reach the peak of success! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

You is

In Grade 9, he and I were divided into the same class. At that time, he sat behind me and we were divided into the same group. There are four girls and two boys in our group. Every time it was our turn to work together, these two boys would be lazy. Their reason was always: look at how could we move these jobs with our small arms and legs. At that time, his impression on me was too melodramatic, so his impression on me was not so good. He likes sleeping very much, especially in English class. Once, he slept in the English class and was seen by the English teacher. The teacher was very angry and asked him to stand up, but he didn’t stand up, and even pushed his mouth to the teacher. Because of this, he impressed me even worse. Although he and I were front and back tables, he and I didn’t say much. Later, he added my QQ, and we chatted frequently, so my impression of him changed a lot. Once I had a long-distance race in PE class, I ran the last one. He laughed at me on QQ. I sent him the last one, which is also the first. He was speechless immediately after reading it. In the second semester of junior three, we entered the review and devoted ourselves to fighting for the senior high school entrance examination. At that time, I studied very well and he always consulted me, especially in mathematics. As time goes by, we gradually get familiar with each other, get closer to each other, and have more words between us. My girlfriends all said that he liked me, and asked I am whether he liked him or not. I said that I only regarded him as my friend, I am wouldn’t like him. Soon, he confessed to me. At that time, I only said something to him to let me think about it, so he gave me a week to think about it, after hearing this, people in the class all told me to promise him because they thought he was really good. A week later, he asked me whether I agreed. At that time, I told him to think about it. But this time, he didn’t give me time, but directly asked me how long do you plan to think about this time, one month? Two months? Or a year? Two years? I looked at him and said could it take so long? If you can, then the relationship is very good. He just rolled his eyes at me and then told me that if you don’t agree, I won’t study hard. At that time, I just thought: promise, promise, anyway, it will soon be the senior high school entrance examination, and break up with him after the examination. So I agreed. The thing that I promised him soon spread out. The whole third grade people knew it, even parents and teachers. But they didn’t care about us, because they were going to take the senior high school entrance examination soon. They were afraid that it would affect our study. Under my persuasion, he began to learn English, while under his supervision, I took good exercise. At that time, we had to go to night self-study, from ten o’clock to ten o’clock. After the night self-study, everyone would be very hungry, and he would go to the store every day to buy some snacks for my roommate to bring me back. It seems that I rely on him unconsciously. After the senior high school entrance examination, I didn’t propose to break up with him, because I was used to the feeling of having him around me, and it was not until later that I realized that I used to become dependent. Before the senior high school entrance examination, he once asked me whether I would forget him if I broke up with him one day. I told him that I was assured that I would definitely forget you. The reason why I said that was that I didn’t want to admit that I liked him. After hearing what I said, his eyes flashed a trace of sadness, but soon he told me that I am wouldn’t let you forget me. At that time, I didn’t understand what he meant, but soon I knew. Because one night, he kissed me without my consent. At that time, my thoughts were relatively conservative, so I was very angry and said to him that you were satisfied, and I would not forget you. Then he turned around and left, but he took my hand. Please forgive him. Finally, I forgive him. That summer vacation, I was particularly interested in constellation. I studied the personality characteristics of Sagittarius and Aries throughout the summer vacation, except for the time when he came to me. It is said in the book that Sagittarius and Aries are born pairs. After reading it, I feel very happy. Later, the game of name-based marriage was popular on the Internet, and the difference between my name and his name was zero. The difference was zero, which meant that there was a pair in the sky and a pair on the ground. At that time, I thought this might be fate. I accepted him early in my heart. However, after entering high school, we had less contact and our relationship became weaker with the passage of time. Finally, one day he broke up with me on QQ. I didn’t say anything after reading it, but that night, I cried. It was also in that night that I found out how much I liked him, but I didn’t urge him to stay because of my saving face, even without saying a word. Later, my grades declined sharply, and I also became depressed because of this. Everyone said that falling in love would not affect my study, but I really believed that falling out of love would happen. Until I was promoted to the second year of senior high school, I told myself that I couldn’t fall down any more, so I made great efforts to make progress, and my grades were stable at medium level. Sometimes I think of him and what I have tested. Only one day, I find that I am not Aries, and my name is not zero. Because of my years of habit, I wrote one more of my names, which made the difference between our names zero, thus weaving a beautiful dream for myself. Only when I woke up did I realize that I had been wrong for so many years. From then on, I no longer paid attention to the constellation, even didn’t want to hear it. Seeing anything about the constellation, I no longer believed in fate. Occasionally one day I read a sentence from the book that when you like me, I don’t like you; When you fall in love with me, I begin to like you; When you leave me, I fall in love with you. I felt that this sentence was very suitable for me, so I collected it. He always wanted to hear me say I love you, but I never said it. Now I want to say it, but he is gone. If God gives me another chance, I will definitely tell that boy that I love you, and I have to add a deadline to it after the day. I hope it will last ten thousand years. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

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Keeping the warmth like the sun, watching the world full of troubles, the sound of knocking was clear but strange. At this time, the sky was getting dark, and there was no doubt that the orange color of canyang went down to the West, let alone the snow scattered in the folds of the mountain; But what was certain was that a simple greeting was absolutely flesh and blood, it is more colorful than the bright orange color and the white snow. Looking out of the fuzzy window, a neat obscure, regardless of the importance, drew a big question mark for everything in front of the eyes. It was the gray of the sky that stained the world; or is the gray of heaven and earth polluting the color in eyes? What gets into the eyes is the different colors in the past. The light one makes people unable to close their eyes. Even if the breeze blows, there will be no waves. Focusing on the obscure tone and intermittent stimulation, dizziness is like the backbone hands that death cares about, pulling and tearing from time to time. At this time, it is not certain that these arrogant people don’t know why they are happy in life and why they die. When will the Holy Spirit of the sad hell wave its gray wings. Maybe it was the reason of staying alone for a long time. I didn’t care about the sharp cry of black wild cats in the midnight, nor about the desolation of withered grass after the wind blew the house, and forgot the legend that once there were graves everywhere; I am used to standing quietly in the open courtyard in the dead of night, seeing which star is smiling softly, explaining the different feelings of separation but not separation in detail, and talking about the occasional encounter once or in the future. When there was sunshine, I lowered my head and felt melancholy without any purpose. I saw a pile of black and gray feathers scattered there beside the roots of elms with luxuriant branches and leaves, A few drops of fresh condensed blood adhere to the ground. It is impossible to affirm the specious killer, but this must be the cold action of no one at midnight last night. The fierce killing of the explorers who had concealed the sophisticated Jianghu, there were only these objects disturbing the mood on the scene. Is it true that the Holy Spirit of hell will do the same, but when the soul is tired, be sure to guard against their mysterious actions. Lonely courtyard, silence at the moment of the coming night, those objects that were deadlocked and unwilling to leave showed their once strong strength with rust. In fact, if you understand the definition of waste, you can’t judge whether these are such statements. The key is whether its owner will make it smart one day, and that definition will be meaningless. When I knew it, the courtyard was just like this, silent and cold without any special aura. But we can’t deny the glory it once had, which was impossible for others to live in, but now there are still the plug-in people like it. The street lamp which gradually lit up three to five meters away turned on wearily, and the Jingjing light seemed so dazzling in the obscurity. The stubborn thought just lit up the place. In fact, this courtyard only needs a little, just a little, and the courtyard will seem to have hope, and the lonely people will have warmth and tenderness. But no, knowing that this was a delusion that would never be realized, I had no idea and broke a trace of hope in the darkness of the night. In the sky, it is said that snowflakes are floating again. Is there no lonely waiting Star Tonight? Will the stars turn into a lifelong dream and fall with the fluttering snowflakes, enter the dream once waiting. Slowly melt, infiltrate the myth of the previous world, and warm the fantasy of goodbye in this life. Is it snowing, slowly standing up but falling down, only accompanied by Heaven rotation. Looking at the sky which was gradually condensed by the obscure night from afar, in the low-hanging night, there was a star twinkling in the blurred room, which could be the eternal gentle light in the lonely heart! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

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Literature, as the most active spirit beating in human spiritual genealogy, has always maintained the foundation of sense, wisdom and emotion of social people: either weaving the fragrant garland of pure people or digging the dark tombs of devils. Literature is also a kind of self-conscious life awareness or consciousness state, and is often regarded as a spiritual coat of a certain period of history or real life, she resorted to emotion or used for reality or was collected by civilization. The great use of literature is in the hidden end of social and human spiritual activities, at the end of emotional interest, at the top of the heart or shock to Heaven, at the scene of surprise or gratitude, there are all the ups and downs in the interweaving place of reality and ideal. This is also an important factor that literature can be the spiritual communion of human beings and can make people grow independently and freely. When I looked back after going through the road of life for more than half a century, in my memory, it was a timid and pure little boy who seemed to have been staying under a shady tree 40 years ago, picking up the leaves floating randomly on the tree. That was the imagination of a literary dream which was almost suspected to be premature and could support the whole low winter sky. Under the tree, I was already half an old man, while the sensitive child and the tree were frozen and regarded as a footnotes about literature. Because, what kind of bizarre will a child’s pursuit of literature have under the current situation of today’s era when literature is generally dispelled. I admit and understand that different characteristics of the times and social needs determine the influence of literature on the real existence, but I firmly believe that children or young people love or pursue any form of literature, what people who may cultivate the society must possess only exists in the generosity and openness of literature. At present, the screenshots of life full of material desire are noisy and pale, which makes it difficult for people to feel the graceful and quiet beauty of mind while traveling. Of course, studying literature is to understand life through humanity, to let the mood of being entangled by common things be warmed by the spring breeze, and to be a visual platform for literature to observe life, people who walk into literature can walk freely between things and situations and become open-minded and more than capable. The essence of learning and reading literature is also creating people’s broad feelings. Walking in Zhang village is the warm-up of my every literary thinking. The river is like a mirror, which can reflect all kinds of things and events. There is accumulation at the bottom of the water, which is enough to be associated with humanity, history, Heaven and nature. Although it is not the lotus pond under Zhu Ziqing’s pen and above his mood, it is enough to fulfill my literary thinking and writing every time, and make the restless soul achieve comfortable immersion again and again. Although Zhang Cun is neither the starting point of my literature nor the end point of my literary life, to be exact, she must be an important node in my perceptual literary process. Of course, I also know that the intimacy between Zhang Cun and me does not affect her posture and the independence of her inner quality at all, because she can always keep alive without looking for the four seasons, however, I may often feel exhausted and depressed, much like a restless and drowning fish in the river. As a teacher, facing numerous students, I can’t think about the reality with the literary mind and manage my life with the ideal goodness and beauty because of some kind of teaching design problem, the anxiety and depression in the heart cannot be expressed in words. Don’t know younger disciple with sense read geometric? I hope my gentle and quiet mind for literature can give our Zhang Cun with the same quiet and beautiful river water and this text implanted with some literary appeals, give us a few cheers for the perfection we are eagerly looking forward. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

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Summer is like flowers, with a wisp of breeze, listen to a cicada! I still slept soundly in the spring dream. No, it was the dense rain that caught my tired heart and the withered soul harvested by the scyck with rain. This time when I went to the countryside, I really came home. This was what I had been longing for. If it hadn’t been for the matter of picking up my daughter to school, what kind of state would it be like to have such a thoughtful visit and such a rainy day. The village director who accompanied me took care of me very much. The dinner was at his home, which was simple but suitable. It was the kind of home. His granddaughter was the same age as my daughter, and she was afraid of giving birth at first, I played with her and gradually got close to me. Although I used to live in the team and miss home, I really didn’t think about it at this time. I am think about the harvested uncrushed rapeseed? Or worried about the unharvested wheat wet by the rain? Tonight, I am alone, a Kang. No one disturbed me, only the rain beat the tiles lightly and heavily. The summer solstice wind did not feel any coolness. It was summer! That night, the rain was intermittent, and the director said that his thunderous snores would disturb me. He had already slept in another room, and I only heard the clamor on the road and the breath of heart, I only heard birds and flowers at dawn, songs and laughter in wheat fields. We are always sweating like rain, walking towards the wheat field with difficulty, doing some interesting things under the wheat stack, or rolling in the wheat straw. For this beautiful scenery, poetic and picturesque! In the past, I always felt that I trudged because of birth, tasted the sour and bitter because of birth, and never came into being as gorgeous as summer flowers. Praise, fame and wealth, boring, desire filled between purity and reality, US unable to stop. Make a bright summer flower! Undefeated and undefeated, the enchantment is like fire. It is better to be a spectator in the world. Since then, I have gained more feelings of seeing Nanshan leisurely. In the dim light, it was already bright. I heard the cough of the director next door and saw the summer bird standing on the telegraph pole outside the window. In the yard, summer flowers smile. Praise in the early morning of June 30th (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

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The husband preferred her daughter, and he said that her daughter was the gentleness in his palm! My daughter is the second child in my family. As the first generation of only child in China, our husband and wife are also the first batch to apply for the second child index as double single identity. The original intention is nothing else, but we just don’t want to live up to one life. While her husband refused to give birth to a second child at first, he thought it was enough to have a child. However, it didn’t help my parents and me to insist. Anyway, there were parents to take care of them, so he didn’t care. My daughter was born prematurely for 28 days. Her husband said that only one child was born that night, and he was the first person she saw when she came to this world. Although her daughter hadn’t opened her eyes at that time, but her husband firmly believed that the so-called lovers in previous life, the meeting in this life, was a romantic start enough. In the past few years, it seemed that his son’s growth had little to do with him. I remembered that in the first month of my son’s birth, the Nursing and changing diapers at night were all handled by the mother-in-law, while the husband was sleepy. My son came back to his home after 2 months. In the evening, I left my son to my husband. I went to the supermarket to buy some goods. My husband would keep calling me to urge me to go back, saying that my son would not eat milk, and my son would coax me to be naughty. Son 10 months ago because hernia pain, night crying, is mother-in-law in her arms, night worry about, but the husband can in son crying sound still asleep, also is to let people admire. The husband said that when our son was born, we were too young to have enough sense of responsibility as parents. For him, his son is a big toy. He can carry his son, hold his son, carry his son, play with him, raise his son above his head, throw it up and then pick it up, we are often frightened. Naturally, he also took care of his son carelessly. My son often knocked his forehead blue and bright. He was either tripped by his father, knocked to the corner of the table, or was lifted up by his father and hit the roof. Some marks have not faded yet. So after thinking about it, I am still afraid of my husband taking care of the children. When my daughter came back to the ward and came to us, I felt that the heart of her husband’s father seemed to be suddenly awakened. When her daughter cried at night, her husband would pop up from the sofa in the ward, rush over to change diapers for her daughter, pour milk powder for her daughter, and insist on feeding milk powder for her daughter. The next morning, I took my daughter to take a bath and got a vaccination. When he came back with his daughter in his arms, the sunshine in the ward was just right, shining on him and his daughter. The little baby was held in his palm, and that kind of happiness was shining in the sunshine. My daughter was born in her own home, and my parents came to take care of her. My husband is at work during the daytime, and he is also very tired when he comes back at night. But his alertness is very high. When his daughter grunted casually at night, he would immediately run to the small bed, touch and have a look. He always complained about my slow hands while changing diapers for his daughter neatly, I changed clothes, and then complained that the breast milk was too little, which was not enough for his daughter’s appetite. At the same time, I poured milk powder and fed milk powder to her daughter. The movement was complete, which made me speechless, I don’t know when he trained it. Husband self-deprecating, because grown sons, he precipitation for more than 3 years of time, once have had all the skills, or no underestimated. Such a scene reappeared every night. The husband had already been able to do conditioned reflex. He was sleeping soundly one second before. Because of his daughter’s crying, he bounced over and finished all the processes. After putting down his daughter, my daughter may not have licked the milk residue on the corners of her mouth, and her husband has returned to his sleep, so she can’t wake up any more. When the daughter grows up, people all say that the discerning people can see that the husband loves his daughter more than his son. The husband himself thought that the son should stand in the heaven and earth, so he should be educated roughly, while the daughter was born delicate and needed to be cultivated meticulously. When the family went out, the husband would lead her daughter subconsciously, while I would get used to being with my son, which seemed to be a very natural action. Sometimes I would take my daughter away deliberately, but by accident, my daughter was beside her husband again. My daughter was greedy and liked snacks, so her husband bought her all kinds of things she liked. The husband always said that his daughter was just like him, and that was also like him. Every time he said this, there was always a kind of pride and happiness beyond words. After watching “dad comes back”, Wu Zun wrote the ten standards of marrying her daughter. Her husband laughed at her and said, “Why is it so complicated? The one who married my daughter, just let me see if it can meet my standard. Looking like a lao ts ze xu of pride. These years with my daughter, I have witnessed the transformation of my husband, the outbreak of his father’s love, his sense of responsibility and his meticulous care for his daughter, he witnessed his tenderness like water, only the tenderness in his palm. For a woman like me who has lost her father’s love since childhood, it is simply a serious envy, jealousy and hatred! Therefore, I believe that there are always some things in this world that can change places and be breathtaking, such as love, the love of father and daughter, and the gentleness in the palm! I remember Dao Lang once sang a song called “the tenderness in the palm”. When did the lyrics love it? Love to last forever. Then, let the gentleness in the palm last forever! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…